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So i saw this in Beatrice's journal. looks like fun. why not?

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. [But don't feel obligated] Ask me anything you want, even if it's extremely personal. I DON'T CARE. [uh, actually I might care - keep that in mind] It's part of the fun. [fun being a relative term...
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sexygenie:
hey hey! umm..here's some questions for you:
name one thing that grosses you out:
what's your favorite thing to eat for breakfast?
you've got $1000 to spend and you're debt free..what do you do with it?

ask me some questions when you comment back =) yeah yeah, i know that's not how it goes..but..whatever tongue
sexygenie:
-no valuables in my anus, much to my dismay =(
-find an arcade with pinball and play non-stop. then when the arcade closed go get me some greasy food and some beer.
-'hi honey. you know what i like to do? i like to put body parts in boxes and mail them to people' -random freak on nyc subway

yarrr!
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Jesus H. Christ on a rubber fucking crutch, my Japanese teacher is hot.
Christ, i couldn't concentrate at all today.
Worst part is--these are private lessons, at her home--on her couch. She sits next to me, her leg against mine, leans over and writes on the notebook in my lap, tousles my hair. . .
AND HER HUSBAND AND SMALL SON ARE ASLEEP UPSTAIRS!!!!
wtf????...
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beatrice:
hiroshima makes me uncomfortable too and i'm nowhere near there.
fred:

Hey! I used to live in Hiroshima too!
I had an apartment right downtown, 1 block from the kanayama-cho densha stop.
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krim:
happy birthday ! ! !
beatrice:
according to sg, you are only now officially 27. so now i will tell you happy birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! kiss
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beatrice:
blush thanks. so what's up in japan?
beatrice:
blah, guess it's pretty much the same here. are you just hanging out in japan or what?
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OK, what the hell. . .
My friend has a party (amazing amounts of alcohol) and a lot of people are there, having a nice time, i think "This time, Jimmy old boy, you're going to take it easy, get loose, but DON'T GET PLASTERED." So i'm going slow, it's been a couple of hours, only downed about 4 beers, couple of glasses of wine,...
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brite_red_scream:
i'm such a cheap date it's kind of sad frown My friend Meka is a tank...on my birthday she killed a whole bottle of Henne straight up before we even LEFT to party...and then we drank 50 times more then that when we got to our destination point and she was chill...walking fine and everything i was highly impressed. Me, however....scary stuff happens when i drink too much liquor and i have to be reminded of the events that occured the night before cause i of course have no recollection of them. Give me about 6 long islands and i'm drunk as a skunk....pretty much a light weight. Beer i can handle a LOT better. Corona is my best friend...i'd feel the same as you do if beer ever forsaked me tongue
piracy:
on what planet is 6 long islands NOT lot of alcohol? that's like 3 full pints of mixed liqours.

re. the viking thing, like every fucking other thing, it's just relative...... i'm sure if you devoted some time and energy into serious drinking, everything would work out just fine. ARRR!!!

these days i get buzzed by my second glass of wine. ARRR!!!

(but that's a good thing. let's me know i haven't lost my shit just yet) ARRR!!!

[Edited on Aug 13, 2004 1:44PM]
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so my birthday is approaching, and i feel a bit of trepidation.
i want to have some kind of celebration, invite my friends--but the thing is, i don't know who my friends are.
are they the people i live/work with, even though i really have nothing in common with them and we have never exchanged a meaningful word?
is it the few japanese i spend...
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wickedoll:
Sure thing!
If you could eat some authentic Japanese sushi for me! That is, if you like sushi. smile
romeoblu:
Hey man
been a while!
Rock N Roll never forgets!!

bok
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whatever it is she wants, whatever ulterior motive she has, i don't care. it feels good to be treated well.
To be someone's friend, to be treated like i matter.

everyone else's artificiality is so negative, so petty and transparent.
why do people have to hold on to these childish illusions and games? life really is simple. you know what is important, just let go...
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sexygenie:
ah yes. fakity fakers. well worded entry. word to that!
1aura1:
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the depression is setting in. drinking to etreme excess, self destructive spending sprees, the hatred of leaving the house and seeing people.
not good.
not good at all.

something has to change.
i think it is me.
piracy:
it's all related.

drinking will MAKE you depressed. it is a drug with LASTING EFFECTS.

stop drinking and things will get better - you will have to adjust to not being medicated (or self-medicate some other way), but alcohol's extensive side-effects will subside, you'll be more healthy and energetic inside of a week....

i approve of not being around people, from your pics it looks like tehre are plenty of other cool places to go, and i can imagine how difficult the japanese culture of consumerism on steroids can be to tolerate/resist....

just keep it together, and don't worry too much (stress is also bad for you)...

you say something has to change? just remember, something ALWAYS changes... (maybe it is always you)

piracy:
whoa. i like your changing profile. pretty poignant.
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