Friday Feb 27, 2004

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Wow, all of my wonderful fans awaiting my next masturabatory masterpiece. So much pressure to perform! Now I understand how Barbara Streisand feels.

Well, not really.


Sadly, I haven't had a good chunk of time to sit down and write lately. I haven't even had time to go out and drum up new and naughty experiences. It is sad, really. I spent the...
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perversia:

How you doing?

Take care of yourself!

:hugz: and kiss's

joshof13thfloor:

confused

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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Sorry, folks. I was house sitting over the past week and the computer at said house really sucked. It wouldn't even load this site correctly, so posting journal entries was completely out of the question.

I will post a proper and steamy update soon ... I've just been pressed for time lately!


XXX
Q.
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liv3:

just passing through to see how you're doing..

brooklyn408:

Anxiously waiting.
Your biggest fan,
T

Tuesday Feb 10, 2004

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Oh, It's Good To Be Femme ... Part II

Im not sure whether its F.s role as the top in this scene, or her day job as one of the most highly sought-after sex educators in the City, or perhaps a little bit of both, that makes her order Bettie around in such a cool, yet dont fuck with me manner, but its highly...
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beaky:

we want update!
we want update!

kiss

ekim:

What happened to mistressQ you ask?

Well…I don’t know but I hope she’s not stopping her wonderfully steamy journal updates.

Friday Feb 06, 2004

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Oh, Its Good To Be Femme

I think I like dressing for play parties as much (or possibly even more) than I enjoy playing at play parties. But what stresses me out to no avail is the amount of preparation that goes into preparing my outfit, which with any luck at all, will end up tossed on the floor or at least pushed down around...
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sqook:

gah, a cliffhanger!

I eagerly await your next update. =)

slebnak:

a couple of fistings nothing too exciting is going on. F. enters the play space with a very cute Bettie Page look-a-like. Have I yet explained I have a thing for Bettie Page? Bettie is sexy in a classic pin-up style full, round hips, slightly rounded belly, thick thighs and chiseled ankles. She is so ripe you just want to sink your teeth into her. F. leads her into one of the spaces and motions for me to come over. I wonder what Ive done (besides having kick ass cleavage), to deserve such VIP treatment from F. tonight. F. tells me she is going to spank Bettie, flog her, and once she is all good and worked up, she wants me to fuck her. I feel like Ive just won the lesbian lottery. I gratefully oblige and scurry about to find latex gloves and lube.



Rad! smile

From beaky

I love to read her journals, I'm hoping she gets published someday because this girl has talent!

Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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I Give In To Sin, Because You Have To Make This Life Liveable

Do you ever just get to a point where your life seems so lackluster, so blase, that you just need something to jolt you back into reality?

When I was younger (we're talking teenage years, here), and way more fucked up than I am now (I hope), that "jolt" was usually...
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crow11:

Interesting entry. I can relate to the "need for pain" you speak about. Either attained at the gym or in the bedroom or even with tattoos and piercings, sometimes I find myself with a need to feel pain. Lately I've been getting it done at the gym and with my recent touch up work feeling as you put it "every nerve on end."

I find it odd because I was a very clean cut kid growing up. Never doing any of the things you mentioned. Maybe it was because I was an athlete or maybe because I never had any BSDM experiences until the past year. I guess it comes down to exploring your limits and pushing yourself till you actually experience them.

impstudent:

you should be my friend cause i only have three. . . so there, robot

Thursday Jan 29, 2004

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My indiscretion with the oh-so-unattractive owner of the aforementioned dive bar last Friday has given me new, although perhaps somewhat twisted, perspective. It made me realize or perhaps really only remember again what Ive known all along that performing random, anonymous sex acts doesnt really phase me in the least and perhaps, this is a clue to my true calling in life. To clarify: If...
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vivalapunk:

i remember so few people from the Anthrax days ... too much alcohol on show nights lol. do you remember the CT band, seizure?

vivalapunk:

I came across their singer, Karl, recently and he's now singing for a band out of N. Carolina called Leadfoot ... we laughed about how it had been almost 20 years since we had last seen each other. He sang for Corrosion of Conformity as well.

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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Cumsuckingwhore.com

I've recently realized that keeping a journal is more about exhibitionism for me than it is about reflection, rememberance, or any of the other reasons proper journal keepers do so. If no one read my journal entries, I'd probably get bored and stop writing them. But I'm not bored yet ...

Speaking of "proper journal keepers," this past Friday night, a...
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brooklyn408:

You write like a dream. I would be flatered if you would click on my profile, scroll down a bit, and check out a short story i posted there in two parts called "everyone gets what she wants." i'd love to hear what you think of it.

brooklyn408:

Thanks for the feedback on my story; I sent it to Nerve, but they never got back. You gotta know somebody in this world.... Anyway, I want to keep up with your journal, so i'm sending you a friends request.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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Well, I went to a reading from Best Lesbian Erotica 2004 last night at our friendly feminist-anarchist bookstore on the Lower East Side and it sure was a great way to heat up a chilly winter evening. I am totally in lust over
Tristan Taormino, who emceed the evening's events and nearly died when she commented on the red leather collar I was wearing...
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zarina:

would you recommend that book? I'm reading hot and bothered 4 right now and am sorely disapointed by the extreme lack of sex in it. I've read so much of it so far and have come across 2 stories with enough sex in it to almost get off on, and it doesn't take a lot to get me off.

zarina:

I haven't read any of your writing yet, but I'll definitely look into it. I'd love some custom smut. Reading descriptions of sex gets me off far better then pictures.

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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Okay, I've just remembered a random embarassing moment story that all you pro-sex toy users can appreciate. It goes a little something like this:

I used to date this girl named Jess whose collection of sex toys rivals mine. In fact, it was really because of Jess that I became a purveyor of fine sex toys -- rarely a weekend went by that she didn...
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er:

oh no no
please don't feel like that
i was out of the water for 7 months when i restarted on july 1. my motivation: there was a form i had to fill out, 30 days later, that asked "state your exercise regimen for the past 30 days." i've been really good ever since then.

but the first 10 days are hard as ass. it does take 1-2 months to re-feel good in the water. and it always takes me about 150m (or 150yd) to not feel like an asshole in the water. once i get past the 150 point, i'm fine. where do you swim?

and let's discuss the difficulties/advantages of being swimmers with big boobs. blargh!

er:

advantage: wearing 1-2 sizes down from the "recommended" keeps you tucked in and not floppy. also...lifts up!! i swim at the riverbank state park, it has a 50m indoor pool. $2. or $20 monthly unlimited. fantastic.

should i give all this info here? am i going to get pool stalkers? hey, what the fuck, that might be fun.