missred

dear self,
you are a serious over thinker and need to knock that shit off. you make me crazy. you've had your epiphany now move forward. always prepping for "all of the above" is not always the best way to do things. sometimes somethings are going to happen whether your ready or not. suck it up.


love,
me

im feeling a little pent up. i just want to yell and be bold and blunt but....do i want to deal with the repercussions of what i want to yell about....
these enclosed feelings are making me crazy.
i need to go away to a different place where i know nothing about anything and no one knows me. just for a bit.
when i came...
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sooo...what now?







nap.

out of the multiple "almost fights" i was confronted with this weekend, yes multiple, for some reason people were starting shit left and right, this one is the one that torqued me the most.
you have serious guts to start shit in MY house! im still a little raged out by this. over the weekend my close friends girl attacked him in my house literally...
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wish me luck! i am trying for a better job at the hospital. my bff put in a good word for me and she is in good standing with the boss lady so i hope i get it! better pay, work 3 12 hr shifts so ill be able to work it around my school schedule...ahhh...i hope i get it!!!!

fuck you ebay error message....had to get that out.

when doctors say "a little pinch" they really mean "this is gonna be really fucking uncomfortable".
my words of wisdom for the day.

girls. so damn confusing. i wish they were a little more obvious.

got another session on the sleeve. i cant wait to see it done! its gonna be beautiful!

got my hairs cut...needed that horribly. damn my hair dresser for leaving me! took me too long to find another one i like and that shit got out of control. took like 4 inches off..there goes 6 months of growth trying to grow it out.
whatev.

just had...
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Off to NYC tomaro! Get to see my beautiful German Fraulein! Das ist sehr gut!
hope the weather isnt totally shitty the whole weekend while im there. its supposed to be rainy and what not...figures...ive not been to the city but driving through it. we will see.
time to finish packing...oi.

i love the "early nights" that turn into early mornings...



i love my people.

my brother is leaving... >=/
the other one is still here tho...but i like it best when they are both here.
cant wait til they live here again.