missred

i FUCKING hate math.
it is ruining my life.
im stressing out over FUCKING NUMBERS!
because these FUCKING NUMBERS determine whether i FUCKING GRADUATE!
and...its not looking good.
i just sent the most pathetic, sad email to my professor explaining that it just isnt clicking please help, signed, "your freaking out student".

when i dont do well at something it stresses me out and makes...
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my mind is restless. i know what i should be doing, things i need to do but my brain wont focus enough to allow these things to be done. i just want to continue to lay in a heap in my bed with no foreseeable change in status.

just back from a road trip.
good time.
wish myself would cooperate. would of been able to enjoy it a little more.

>=/

hating someone, trying not to hate someone, takes up more energy than its worth and more than the person even deserves...its just so hard to stop.

it feels good to feel like youre not wasting your time.
it feels good to put in and get just as much out.
it feels good to have someone love you, even though they arent ready to tell you yet.
it feels good to feel the same.

once again...why is fl so damn flat?! there are no good cliffs to jump off of around here! >=/

got to love when you current boy interest is friends/acquaintences with your one of your ex's who used to be, for lack of a better word, abusive toward you. we will see how long this lasts...i have a feeling im opening pandoras box with this whole situation...am i going to listen to my gut and turn around...probably not. am i going to regret it and...
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im an auntie.

<3

oh shit.

i cant purge you...from my skin...from my thoughts...my life.

i want nothing more.

people suck more offten than they dont. i am done dealing with them nicely. im sick of thinking about their feelings when the very obviousley chose to ignore mine even exsist.

im tuning into Jean Grey.....

damn it immune system...
damn it toe....