missred

thanks to my awesome boyfriend and best friend, my valentines day was salvaged and led into a pretty good birthday weekend.
as shitty as things are right now, im damn lucky to have these people in my life. the one thing i can be greatful for. atleast i have one thing.

someone study for me! i cant get away from netflix....son of a bitch. i cant pry myself off this couch and to my backpack...pull out that damn calculator....look at those asymtotes....graphs.........feck...

you know, i hate that my ex feels he can claim our break up as a loss, like something that hurt him, like something that made an impact on his life. i fucking hate it...if there was ever a time i wish i could have been able to see the future it would be the time that i made the decision to waste my time...
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dont be in the health care field if youre going to bitch when someone needs your help...you dumb cuntie bitch.

been working out like a mo fo. i see a personal trainer once a week so i can learn new exercises and mostly bc i tend to bail out as soon as the pain starts (car accident injuries) which is within the first week. if i have someone to hold me accountable and im paying for it, i tend to hold up a little better...this...
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so i am curious....
WHY DOES ONE OF THE SORRIEST EXCUSES FOR A HUMAN GET TO HAVE SUCH AN EXCITING, HAPPY AND FORTUNATE LIFE WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE THEM IN IT, WHEN THEY DO NOT DESERVE NOT ONE PARTICAL OF MATTERS WORTH OF TANGABLE HAPPINESS LET ALONE THE PRESENCE OF A PASSING THOUGHT IN THE MINDS OF THOSE WHO LOVE THEM AND THEY DO NOT...
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here in florida, we say happy 4th by driving our van through your front door.

fucking awesome....

surprise visit from my dad! love it!

i hate not having anything to say. i guess on one hand thats a good thing, nothing is wrong but on the other...things are boring.

blah blah blah....

im going to leave my shank at home tomro...im trying not to assult the STUPID brod at work....WTF...???! i feel like im talking to wall...actually i think id get more response from a wall....FOR FUCKING REALLLLL?!?! our job is kinda of important and you kind of cant be a dumb ass, soooooo....omg....GET IT TOGETHER YOU STUPID BITCH! common since is just not that common.....fuuuuuckkkkk....that is...
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dropped that class...smh.

finally gonna get back to the gym!!! i hope...if it goes as planned. by the time the love of my life gets back in december, im going to be a freakin super model. aside from the looking good, im going to feel great! thats the part i look forward to most. im gonna feel less pain everyday, breath better, sleep better, be...
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