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I still have no idea what I want to do

I still have no idea what the fuck is going on in my brainium

All I do know is I've been fucked 5 ways of sunday and that's more than enough to make me happy for now smile
zombienik_o:
this made me chuckle! nawww you crazy kids wink
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I want to be chased and cared for.

I want to be pursued.

I think I'm worth that?

I had a frank discussion with my Mum over the weekend and I finally told her that the last time I was happy was when I was 10. I don't know if she absorbed the information but it felt better telling her. It's something I've been wanting...
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crimsonpetals:
I know what I want in life but I can't have it yet. I may never get it, theres that possibility...I'm one of those people that was born to marry and breed. But it takes 2 to tango, and I want someone to love me and nurture me, and want me...and my spawn!!!! But other than that I have no idea what I am doing with my life! Having spontanious fun.....but no real 'plan' when it comes to work etc. I hate that I 'have' to have one..fuck fuckity fuck. What if I don't want to be anything?!?! But I want stability!

It's good to be open, to communicate, even if with strangers (even though I'm no stranger!) Big hugs miss. I'm not going to tell you your thoughts are silly because I've thunk them too, and they are very serious thoughts.
aaronsrod:
hey snap out of it or I'll chase you with a slipper, when are going to have lunch next BTW
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Well, that was an awesomly fun date smile
crimsonpetals:
An actual date? What kind of Date? Did you eat nice nom noms? lol tongue
crimsonpetals:
I like proper 'getting to know you' dates smile It took me ages to realise they existed!!! I used to just wanna bone tongue
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Dear Pete,

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I hope one day we can be friends and that I'm not going to lose you like I know I will. I hope one day you meet someone who fits you so well it's not as hard for you as it was dealing with me. I hope one day I'll be able to meet someone...
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crimsonpetals:
frown *hugs*
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I'm so sick of blogging. The idea of writing something personal on here has kinda lost its charm. You can read through them and see the rollercoaster of crap that just isn't important.

Might peace out for a while.
veilchen:
Same. Peace.
crimsonpetals:
I really feel like blogging but too many people can see my blog now...damn people I know getting damn memberships!!
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I think I'm going insane. I thought I just heard Pete's car come up my road, stop, turn around and leave. I know what his car sounds like, it's a rusty bucket of shit. But it's his bucket of shit and I know its sound.

I'm probably going insane. WOO! Insanity.

I don't know what that proves anyway.

I don't know.
aaronsrod:
yep your going insane
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I'm struggling right now. Pete broke up with me. Can't deal. Just really, really can't deal with this. All I can say is thank god I have 3 people in my life who wont let me drown.
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lockeblade:
Do what I did and just run away to europe! You'll forget everything that was shitty back home, see the world, meet awesome new people and you'd get to see me again!
crimsonpetals:
^^^ Getting away can do amazing things for you. I say you, me, Nik, and whoever else you please should head to Melbourne for a Girly trip tongue xox.
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This week has gone on forever. Soooooo much shit has happened I'm suprised I haven't choked a bitch. Over soon, moving on wed/thurs smile

WOO!!

DICK!!

WOO!!
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BRISBANE IS FUCKED!! GET OUT MOTHER FUCKERS!!
crimsonpetals:
Ain't that the truth. So glad I don't work in Toowong anymore or live in East Brisbane anymore. Maybe I secretly knew the big flood was coming so I hightailed outta there!!!!
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My housemate is a GIANT FAT IRISH PIECE OF FILTHY WHORE SLURRY CRAP BAG CUM DUMPSTER!!

...just saying.
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aaronsrod:
Merry Christmas* AND Happy New Year I hope you have a great christmas !
cheers Philbiggrin
tattooedmac:
HA the irish will do that to ya darl .. . . . . Smile and walk away lol

Happy New year