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Well, well, well....
Look what the cat dragged in....
Look what the cat dragged in....
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newkirk:
holy shit... welcome back
dmuff:
YAY!!!!!! 
No reason to stay and every reason to leave.
Ciao.
Ciao.
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ladytrouble:
leave SG or Boston?
aluminumovercast:
Later. Good luck and all that.
Space holder.
Everyone in California wants to buy me a drink. I'm willing to accept.
Everyone in California wants to buy me a drink. I'm willing to accept.
aaronidiot:
Wow, I really wish I were you in California.
The work marathon has started.
Two new jobs, two different cities, two different dress codes = 60 hour week.
For the rest of the summer.
Two new jobs, two different cities, two different dress codes = 60 hour week.
For the rest of the summer.
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aaronidiot:
Oh, from constant music to constant work? That doesn't sound like a fair exchange.
dmuff:
So that means I won't be seeing you anytime soon? 
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aaronidiot:
Beer and salty popcorn, that would definately make me happy too. That's a rather good picture of you, even if the sunlight streams from your armpit.
aluminumovercast:
You are my hero. Really.
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whineluvr:
shaken not stirred 
lozowick:
Ooh. I've had that. I've tried the two other flavors. I think the one in your picture is honey. I was sad to find that the bottle did not contain dozens of progressively smaller bottles.
Cheese nips & Vodka? Quite possible pairing genius. I would have preferred Cheez-Its myself.
Cheese nips & Vodka? Quite possible pairing genius. I would have preferred Cheez-Its myself.
As I have gotten older, I have become content with the fact that I actually dont like people. It used to bother me that I lacked any special, enamoring charisma with the human race, that normal situations could become increasingly awkward solely due to my participation, or that I am, for all intensive purposes, grossly and obscenely normal to a very American extent. I dont...
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lozowick:
I was going to say it was brave of you to make this self realization public, until I realized it was behind the carefully controlled anonymity of your desired internet persona. Either way, I'll waste both our times by commenting.
We're all worthless and meaningless in the grand scheme of things. I think being surprised you're run-of-the-mill implies you expected the opposite. Expecting to be anything other than a flash in the pan just sets you up for serious disappointment.
Once you die, you're gone. What you decided to do with your hair or what tattoos to get or what to pierce or what not to eat or wear becomes irrelevant. You're lucky if people remember you longer than 2 years.
You can wallow in your self depreciation and dislike of others, or you can let that red aura take the wheel for a while. It seems like you've done a fine job of boring yourself to death thus far.
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We're all worthless and meaningless in the grand scheme of things. I think being surprised you're run-of-the-mill implies you expected the opposite. Expecting to be anything other than a flash in the pan just sets you up for serious disappointment.
Once you die, you're gone. What you decided to do with your hair or what tattoos to get or what to pierce or what not to eat or wear becomes irrelevant. You're lucky if people remember you longer than 2 years.
You can wallow in your self depreciation and dislike of others, or you can let that red aura take the wheel for a while. It seems like you've done a fine job of boring yourself to death thus far.
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villskin:
I am jugging with the problem of loving and hating people at the same time.
One of the things that rates on the hate side is the need for people to be special. Many people hide behind what makes them special so they cant really see or accept who they are. Embrace your normality. In realising this and embracing your normality you are now special.
But normal is all about view point. I lurk, bookmarking your journal because I find the points you raise, what you say makes me think and consider things. To me you are not normal; you are a clever sharp-witted beautiful woman. You are flame red.
Everyone plods through life at times, grey automations, but everyone has flashes of colour.
But youre just a figment of my imagination, even more so than my concept of I.
I am jugging with the problem of loving and hating people at the same time.
One of the things that rates on the hate side is the need for people to be special. Many people hide behind what makes them special so they cant really see or accept who they are. Embrace your normality. In realising this and embracing your normality you are now special.
But normal is all about view point. I lurk, bookmarking your journal because I find the points you raise, what you say makes me think and consider things. To me you are not normal; you are a clever sharp-witted beautiful woman. You are flame red.
Everyone plods through life at times, grey automations, but everyone has flashes of colour.
But youre just a figment of my imagination, even more so than my concept of I.
There are certain people who walk into a room and suddenly the gravitational pull of the earth reverses, charismatic waves emanate from their pulsing, pink auras, the angel chorus sings Alleluia in fortissimo praise, both genders fall to their knees in enamored supplication. All eyes, animal, mineral or vegetable, cannot help but look upon their splendor. Everyone wants to be their friend, their confidant, their...
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sitandspin:
well, i liked you. probably both for the right and 'wrong' reasons. but i actually really liked you, and wanted to meet you, et. al. whatever. email me if you don't think i'm one of these helpless pervs.
danaide:
Well, I am sorry to hear. Seems to be a lot of people leaving. I will miss reading your journal. Take care where ever you go. And keep singing. 
To J-
I know you will come back to read all of this, and I want you to know that I still despise you. You were a bad friend, but mostly, I am upset with myself for putting up with you as long as I did. I wasted so much time on your immaturity and pettiness.
Consider this your official fuck you.
Please dont come...
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I know you will come back to read all of this, and I want you to know that I still despise you. You were a bad friend, but mostly, I am upset with myself for putting up with you as long as I did. I wasted so much time on your immaturity and pettiness.
Consider this your official fuck you.
Please dont come...
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murkling:
I have no helpful advice because I don't know enough of the story. So maybe pretend that I gave you sincere and helpful advice because I would if I could.
nimiipuu:
As with murkling I do not know the situation, but do sincerely hope things look up for you. From the short time I have been reading your journal. My perception of you is a strong minded beautiful women. Who I am sure has many that long for your love reciprocated. To those who do not. FUCK UM 
Cheer up girl. Things will get better
Cheer up girl. Things will get better
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jebustheimpaler:
I'm cheery
But you're the one who will have the most rewarding weekend.
But you're the one who will have the most rewarding weekend.
skimmilk:
A Wicked Kin cd called "Born Killers." It's hair metal and the cover has a switchblade, some lipstick, a string of pearls and the band members' unforgettable photos...the music is quite unforgettable.
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deucecaddy:
this was my first trip out to slo, and i am usually hard to impress, but damn is that town beautiful. i cannot wait to go back in a few weeks
deucecaddy:
thanks for the birthday wishes cheers
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geoff_number_12:
I love the idea of the peacocks. They are very sexy, unique, classy, elegant and timeless. That is a tattoo you will look at in 50 years and still enjoy. I say go with the peacocks. Are you thinking about black & white or color? I think either would be just as good as the other. But if it was purple,
dark blue and black...that would be hot as hell. Just saying
Oh by the way (happy 420)!
dark blue and black...that would be hot as hell. Just saying
Oh by the way (happy 420)!
paperdoll:
i like the peacocks and the ones w/o the butterflys best