3 weeks home changed my life. changed me. i am so different. so much better.
mandatory update: no classes for me this semester. goodbye, you worthless hole of a town. we're leaving in a few weeks, time that is only needed to pay off some bills and secure money for a moving truck and the apt deposit and first month's rent in hannibal grove. we...
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mandatory update: no classes for me this semester. goodbye, you worthless hole of a town. we're leaving in a few weeks, time that is only needed to pay off some bills and secure money for a moving truck and the apt deposit and first month's rent in hannibal grove. we...
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I think about certain things, people, I have lost, and it takes my breath away with overwhelming regret and grief. What is it that can make us neglect the things we care about? Is it really possible to love something and neglect it at the same time, or are we just trying to excuse our own shameful behavior?
Is it even my fault? Did I...
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greyandblack:
I read your journal....it's feels great to write just real shit. Always makes me feel better.
Was it all slick and icy there in Bloomington?......it absolutly sucked here.
Was it all slick and icy there in Bloomington?......it absolutly sucked here.
india:
How did I stay so close with the friends I have the least in common with, and lose all connection to the one with whom I have more in common than anyone in the world?
I know what you mean :/
I know what you mean :/
"Yes, I am wearing glasses, and I am not ashamed. I have a sexy young man who loves to fuck me and I am fabulous."
--My Hero.
<333333
wish my love and i a happy 20 month anniversary today...hehe.
(jcrabapple)
--My Hero.
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wish my love and i a happy 20 month anniversary today...hehe.
(jcrabapple)
cain:
Have a wonderful 20th month anniversary!
Dude. That quote is awesome. Your Hero must be someone cool.
Did you know that Cleopatra didn't have a bush? Sorry. It's on the discovery channel and I'm spewing out random facts....or something.
Just 5 more days, right? Heeeeeehaw.
Dude. That quote is awesome. Your Hero must be someone cool.
Did you know that Cleopatra didn't have a bush? Sorry. It's on the discovery channel and I'm spewing out random facts....or something.
Just 5 more days, right? Heeeeeehaw.
cain:
Yes! "You smell like a baby prostitute" is total CLASSIC.
Dude, VH1 countdowns ROCK. For some reason I just can't not watch those. I see them on and I HAVE to stay there...it's pathetic, really.
Dude, VH1 countdowns ROCK. For some reason I just can't not watch those. I see them on and I HAVE to stay there...it's pathetic, really.
CarreraNSX: i think out of all the white girls in columbia, you've dated the most black dudes
CarreraNSX: kara, you're an honorary blaque
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hilarious.
CarreraNSX: kara, you're an honorary blaque
-dead-
hilarious.
absinthe:
I saw your pictures in the hopefuls group, and you have the coolest name ! i worship jonah, and Mer-Cat is one of my alltime favorites. 
yawn. effing yawn.
i haven't written anything lately because i've been in one of those phases where all my thoughts are enjoying their lives better inside my head. just don't feel like vocalizing any of them.
14 days.
i haven't written anything lately because i've been in one of those phases where all my thoughts are enjoying their lives better inside my head. just don't feel like vocalizing any of them.
14 days.
cain:
Yes...only 14 more days of this hell, darling. Then we can leave. Then think, we will have survived a whole semester. Almost done. Just a few more horrible months until we're gone. That day will not come soon enough...*sigh*
Keep your chin up.
Keep your chin up.
greyandblack:
I think I was feeling the same way lately ....glad that's over.
A sprinkle of both will do us both well.
A sprinkle of both will do us both well.
if anyone would like to talk about elf with me for hours on end, please send me an instant message, and we will commence to do so. i think jason is tiring of my persistent elf quoting. it just makes me so happy.
thanksgving, yeah yeah, etc etc. i hate forced updates.
2-4-6-8 starts on thursday. timed so i can have 800 on my big...
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thanksgving, yeah yeah, etc etc. i hate forced updates.
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codemonkeym:
Please don't eat me. 
american_exile:
Its a pirate shirt! and your in it!! 
So, can I say that it doesnt look like you need to lose any wieght? You look really fit and fine in your photos. But I have learned that one should support a girl who desires to diet so I hope that it works well for you.
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:11PM]
So, can I say that it doesnt look like you need to lose any wieght? You look really fit and fine in your photos. But I have learned that one should support a girl who desires to diet so I hope that it works well for you.
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:11PM]
I was talking to a girl in my philosophy class, whom I normally really do love to death, and she announced to me the fact that she's "GOING HOME TO CLARKSVILLE TOMORROW AND HASN'T BEEN HOME SINCE AUGUST 25TH!!!!!!"
SUCK A FUCKING NUT, I DROVE 12 HOURS AWAY FROM HOME ON AUGUST 17TH TO A PLACE I DESPISE ALL BECAUSE IT WAS THE ONLY COLLEGE...
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SUCK A FUCKING NUT, I DROVE 12 HOURS AWAY FROM HOME ON AUGUST 17TH TO A PLACE I DESPISE ALL BECAUSE IT WAS THE ONLY COLLEGE...
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american_exile:
you know that if you were in the army youd have to sit in a childs car seat because of how tall you are. if you had just one more inh then youd be considered an adult.
So name me five musicians/ bands that you like. Im doing this to everyone i talk to so that i can expand my musical horizons/
So name me five musicians/ bands that you like. Im doing this to everyone i talk to so that i can expand my musical horizons/
american_exile:
stand on your toes ever so slightly the next time your measured for something important. Ive been told that this will do they trick. now im off to limewire to search for the bands youve mentioned, thanks. care to be friends?
thanks. care to be friends?Man oh man, I really suck. I can't do anything until there's pressure to do it. This explains why I am just now finishing the first page of my philosophy paper about stoics and their explanation of free will that is due tomorrow at noon. I've had two red bulls so I'm obviously not sleeping, so I'm thinking I may go take a shower to...
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cain:
Are you going home for Thankgiving? I'm so excited to leave this hell for a little while. Only to come back again...but we won't think of that now. Have fun and drive/fly safe wherever you're going.
Some things I adore:
+Drawn Together. Genius. Watch it. Wednesday nights, 10:30 EST, after south park.
+MAC chrome yellow e/s
+Root beer
+Erm, apparantely...kamikazes...
+Sleeping all day
+Kleenex with lotion
+Jason
+Drawn Together. Genius. Watch it. Wednesday nights, 10:30 EST, after south park.
+MAC chrome yellow e/s
+Root beer
+Erm, apparantely...kamikazes...
+Sleeping all day
+Kleenex with lotion
+Jason
greyandblack:
I have to take a few from your list and add them to mine
Root beer
Sleeping all day.....both are high on my list.
Root beer
Sleeping all day.....both are high on my list.
So the gratitude/jimmy show was pretty great. A good amount of annoyances (usually in the form of drunken, underage preppies who were only there to get drunk, act like assholes, and sing along to the JEW singles and talk and scream during every other song), but any amount of annoyances can always be cancelled out by jonah/kara conversation. We talked about politics, baltimore, the ottobar,...
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industrialpet:
you need to get some rest if you want to get better man how much like a mom do i sound right now?
anywhooo glad to hear you had fun even if you were sick
man how much like a mom do i sound right now?
anywhooo glad to hear you had fun even if you were sick
tegan:
the right guitar player, the drummer and robert the bass player are friends of mine
i love them.
last night was the first time i heard their band,.
i love them.
last night was the first time i heard their band,.
jimmy and jonah this evening in columbus.
i am sick as hell, i feel like absolute death. but everytime i see jonah he makes me feel at peace with the world. so i'm happy, and hoping this trip will do me some much-needed spirit lifting.
plus, jimmy eat world, i mean, come on. it doesn't get any better.
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i am sick as hell, i feel like absolute death. but everytime i see jonah he makes me feel at peace with the world. so i'm happy, and hoping this trip will do me some much-needed spirit lifting.
plus, jimmy eat world, i mean, come on. it doesn't get any better.
i have an abstract for an english...
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argentumblack:
don't be sick...be fluffy 
greyandblack:
have a time.
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So all this time, for the past few weeks, Jason had planned to go to the nintendo fusion tour with justin (from work). I think maybe he only told me once or maybe not at all, but I had no idea it was in st. louis. Well on thursday night, Amy and I both found this out, and on a whim...
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So all this time, for the past few weeks, Jason had planned to go to the nintendo fusion tour with justin (from work). I think maybe he only told me once or maybe not at all, but I had no idea it was in st. louis. Well on thursday night, Amy and I both found this out, and on a whim...
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argentumblack:
Formerly known as xLunax (Explanation in journal)
things will work out love...i promise
things will work out love...i promise
greyandblack:
Caution I read the whole entry.
I don't think I have a friend in which I feel as close as you feel to your girl....that's an awesome friendship and I wish both of you nothing but the best.
Now stop reading this and go hang with your pal.
I don't think I have a friend in which I feel as close as you feel to your girl....that's an awesome friendship and I wish both of you nothing but the best.
Now stop reading this and go hang with your pal.
Sex with a ipod.....interesting.
later
I went home for vacation too, and believe me, if my job wasnt the army, i would be packing my bags and heading home also. my life rocks there. its just right.