Today I feel like I haven't felt since I was a teenager. Like I'm going to do something that I really shouldn't even consider. Like I'm dead inside, with nothing left to give or live for. I'm so god damned tired or of being alone inside my head. I want someone to grab me. Shake me. Smack my face. Scream...
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Feeling so damned depressed right now. I wish I could just enjoy my life for one without the depression destroying everything.

mable:
It's a hard thing to deal with.
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Eeven when I'm surrounded by people that I've known for a decade I feel like even they don't know me. Like I'm not meant to be there. I go in thinking I'm going to have fun. Instead I feel like an outsider.

quince:
That´s because you have something amazing inside and sometimes you don´t know how to show it! I am sure about that you are a beautiful person
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Why do people always have to interfere? When I have a plan all set up why don't they just fucking listen to me and let me do it the way that it has to be done?

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I now realize that I'm way too fucking old for this shit. I love this fucking music unfortunately my body is no longer fit for these concerts. I have way too fucking many problems, starting with my asthma, and probably going to end with the cancer growing inside my femur. I wish I could maintain through an entire regular length concert. But, I had...
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I'm going to see Slayer, again. Can't fucking wait! Nine more days. Fuck yeah.

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So we now have to put down two of our dogs. And may have to put down a third. My parents bull mastiff attacked their chihuahua/terrier mix. So the mastiff is being put down. The poodle that should have been put down years ago for being a vicious little fucker is being put down tomorrow, who drove the poor mastiff insane. And we might...
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I think I'm going to have to put down my oldest cat, Annabelle, soon. She has stopped eating altogether now. She is thirteen years old. I've had her since she was about three weeks old. A construction worker found her whole litter in a bucket on the work site in the middle of a rain storm. It's going to kill me to...
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thunderr:
that's so sad! but it is better to let her go to stop suffering, remember that all animals go to heaven <3 be strong !