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I have to go out tonight. I really don't feel like it. I just want to sit home in my sweats and relax. I don't feel like finding the right clothes and the right shoes. Or putting on make up. Or interacting with people for that matter. Making small talk. Mingling. It all just makes me feel ill.

Social obligations really suck sometimes.

Three of my younger cousins have announced engagements in the last few weeks. Now my parents are starting to hint around trying to see if my boyfriend and I are planning to tie the knot anytime soon. I love Fitz but I am way too young to get married. That is crazy talk.

In other news I am so sick of the heat that I...
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I've been thinking about getting a tattoo, but I am a real baby when it comes to pain. How much does it hurt?

Sometimes I wonder how this much technological incompetence can fit in one tiny little body.

I had some things I wanted to post but every time I try my computer crashes. I need an IT guy at home.

Back at home. I miss Nosy and having that big house to myself. Not to mention the shorter commute. It is nice having my boyfriend back at home though. Now if we could actually find some time when neither of us is working. It's starting to almost feel like a long distance relationship.

I've been thinking about looking for a new place. I'd like to...
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I'm so tired. I've been sick for over a month and all they give me is this cough suppressant that doesn't really seem to work. Between it and my crazy work/commute hours I am just exhausted. I leave every day a little after 5 am and get home most days sometime after 6pm. On the really bad days sometimes it's not until 7 or 8....
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Everything is pissing me off today and I don't know why. It's like I don't know what I want and when I get what I think I want, then I don't want it. My mom cut my hair today. She cut it exactly like I wanted it and I hate it. It's so short. I tried to act pleased with it and failed and am...
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I have never been this excited about a 3 day weekend. I am so looking forward to doing nothing for 3 days. No commute. No asshole customers and idiotic managers. And it is finally going to cool off a little. Maybe I can actually enjoy some time outdoors. It's been a while since I've just relaxed. Hope you all have a great weekend.

I'm way too cranky to talk about the crapfest that is going on right now so here are some videos of things I like.







This guy is hilarious.

Happy Freedom Day

24 years ago today my parents came to this country to build a better life for themselves. Leaving behind most of their extended family to come to a place that they knew almost nothing about. Eventually through a lot of hard work and careful saving they were able to send for their parents, siblings and even aunts, uncles & cousins. I can't...
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