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thank you xip . you are too awesome for words. (not too mention hot! :p ) wish we could talk sometime.
hope your ok.
and i will be
no man can take me down mad

and thanks to my chica nightvixen for talkin to me and cheering me up! Hope you enjoy the song you sexy thing!


pain runs in rivulets of acid down my spine...
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thedishwasher:
guys do suck.... i like nerdy gamer guys, but yeah, he took it overboard with that crap, i may have to rethink what my "type" is kiss
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love is an illusion
when this is proven
it fucking hurts
my heart is bleeding
its falling all over your hands

damn you
xip:
That is very Kurt Cobain-y, and though you may be in pain right now, it is fucking beautiful, and I hope you feel better knowing that.
xip
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HONESTY : is that so much to FUCKING ASK FOR?

FUCK YOU
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FUCK it took me a few days to update. the last 2 poems were...wrenching. i guess i needed time to get past that.

thanx to my sg friends who read this crap and comment. kiss hope you all had great weekends!

i may be going out for coffee with ash soon. she lives real close and we have lots in common. and shes a doll!

i...
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jordan:
hey doll wink how is Chi Town?? i miss it. a lot. i lost my virginity there, if u find it let me know. anyway, yeah, thanx for the offer! cool, i'll keep that in mind! and, yes, clair is the hotness biggrin kiss
nightvixen:
the lizard king..........oh yeah baby! just thinking about him makes me tingle...oh and you of course do too! wink

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i kneel at Your feet trembling
Your lustful gaze falling upon me
stinging me like hot wax
burning to my core
"i forgive you"
looking up with quivering lips
unsteady breaths, dancing eyes full of waiting tears
Your hand wrapping in my hair pulling me to You
a Kiss so powerful it reaches my soul and tears it to shreds
a ripple of pain a...
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chanel:
thats really good..wow. im kinda takin aback there. whoa!

do you write more?
mellisa:
asshole didnt deserve this one mad
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the pain shoots thru me
hurt and guilt coming from all ends,
the blood runs thin and i am broken
my circle only has one side
the wheel is stuck and i am bound to it
take my pain put it in your pocket
hold me responsible i am torn
violated love lost gone away to find solitude
hopeless helpless searching for someone ill never...
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nightvixen:
very nice...i can't even think of anything to say...
kiss
xip:
I could NOT read this without hearing acoustic guitar in the background and a dark broken voice singing the words. COULDN'T.
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take me and make me your own, replace the worn out parts at will, a new heart perhaps a new eye. cut a finger, sew on a nose, pump up my tits, lypo my ass. cover the viens the flaws the imperfections, pain cuts reminds me im real im alive i hurt i bleed i cry i scream i want to throw it all away....
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nightvixen:
COOLWHIP BABY! kiss
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Happy VERNAL EQUINOX everyone! Or Fluffi fucking bunny day, depending on who you are.

First of all let me explain something to those of You who seem to think that paganism/wiccan/anythingthatdoesntcelebrateGodandjesus has somethign to do with satan:

THERE IS NO SUCH THING, and its insulting when people see a pentagram and say OMG do You worship the DEVIL?
just because you do not understand...
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after having to completely reformat my entire pc, basically putting it to factory shipped settings, im finally back on. WHAT A PAIN IN THE ASS! i didnt realize how much shit i had on here til i had to get it again. thank goddess thats over. i think i drank a pot of coffee in the timespan of fixing this piece of shit.

mad cant get...
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xip:
GIRLS WHO ARE TRENDY BISEXUALS PISS ME OFF SO GODDAMN MUCH. IS YOUR PERSONALITY SO ONE-DIMENSIONAL THAT YOU NEED TO ALTER YOUR SEXUALITY IN ORDER TO GET SOME FUCKING ATTENTION?

Also people who pretend to know bands but then I'll turn them on and the person can't sing along, or tries to but obviously doesn't know the words... I almost didn't date my current boyfriend over that...
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nightvixen:
hey there......you are so right my dear....and yes i check out xip everyday!
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i was 15 years old, on my own, loose in Chicago and i found myself at a grateful dead concert. No one knew it would be jerrys last, or we would have stayed sober and watched. Instead we went in search of what everone goes looking for at a dead show : drugs. on the way to the acid man, we met the niitrus man....
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xip:
That sounds so painfully perfect. I wish shit just fell into my lap like that.
xip
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how is it that at 1130am its already been a long day?

went and seen the ring 2 last night, it was alright. good story anyway. Shoulda waited til DVD, wasnt wrth 8 bucks a pop and 4 dollars for something to drink. scamming fukars, thats robbery.

ash tried to tell me how to put an image in here, but i still havent gotten it...
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xip:
Save the empire!
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chanel:
the ring 2?? youve got to be kidding me...
yeah those cinema fuckers are constantly stealing monies from us..

my weekend was spazzarific...took some photos for a show on sunday...this weekend however..will be much better...EEEE....

wink