meelee

I GOT A NEW JOB!!!!!!!
It's a work riders job not too far from where i live, and if i take it up full time i get a flat of my own with it!!!! I'm so happy!!!

Its so late and i'm up doing a shitty essay. I've got 350 more words to do, and i so want to finish it, but i fear my brain is all dying from work overload. It's not used to doing stuff. So i'm bailing out and going to sleep in a moment.
HELL am i looking forward to thursday night. I'm going to get so...
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Everything is so grey and dull and depressing.
I wish i had a refresher bar and a microwave.
I can't wait to wake up on sunday morning beside her. It hurts to miss her this much.

Fiona from the bank is evil. She wouldn't lend me any pennies. What a git. A prime git. I even cried, and not even on purpose. It's so embarassing crying infront of the bank manager, especially when you can't stop, and you make embarassing snuffling noises like a child that fell over. Heheheheee... sorry, got a mental image of children falling over and crying and...
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peeeeeeeeeow.
go go go go go go goooo the week. No one needs the week. Eeeeeveryone needs the weekend. Mostly me.

I really should make a point of leaving the house.

I'm turning into a cunt, without even realising it.

I miss Laura so much i could die at any second. I don't even think i'm being melodramatic on this occaision. Sometimes my heart beats so fast i think it may burst at any second.

Hello to all my homies and mother hubbards. BlinG!

So... i've started to get major cabin fever. I'm getting moody and grumpy, and picking fights with everyone i come in to contact with. Especially Laura.<3 Erk! I'm very over emotional, and dazed and confused due to being cooped up all poorly, and i think everything and everyone hates me and doesn't want to speak to me, when that is not true.
Basically. I'm being...
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ow. fuck. no one ever needs to get their tonsils ripped out.
ow

S'me!!!! I'm back innit!!! Hello!
So... i'm back to crappy England. I miss NY already. It was glorious over there. East Village was my favourite, everyone there is so fit!!!
Went to CBGB on friday night which was tres cool. Oh my i miss it all. It sucked cause i couldnt drink, but i did have a few in some selective bars which did the...
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Last night i went out for birthday celebrations dressed as rambo. I was the drunkest i've been in a while, and managed to get in to two scraps by accident! Erk! The first was this guy who pushed in front of me in a queue in Banbury's finest (HAH!) club, and i told him where the back of the queue was , and he replied...
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I love her so much.

It's the wrongest thing being away from her.

I should start packing to go to NY on Monday, and actually make sure i have enough pairs of clean pants and socks.

It's nearly my birthday. Fucking twenty!!! I feel old, and like i suddenly have to grow up. Neeh.
I don't wanna.

I hate the stewpud cough which won't leave...
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