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Radical and chaotic events paint the clearest picture of life. The release from my cage not only sparked a revelation in love but also myself. For the first time since a moment of clarity through white dust I see the bars which had been in front of me. I see the man I dreamed of at my side. And I see the woman that once...
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He bought me the movie Heavy Metal. That has got to be one of the most thoughtful gifts I've ever been given.

Why does he create such a spark in me? Such a blur of reality and dream.
knives_hannibal:
That's beautiful sweetpea. Its a good feeling. Hold on to it.smile
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Had an absolute wonderful day today. A lovely mix of gun range, fair, Quinton Tarintino moives and whiskey. And of coarse, my good buddy Jed. My roomie keeping me company while Joel is away. After having such a stress filled, confusing and mentally exhausting week it felt amazing to get out with a friend and go do some shit that I enjoyed doing. And not...
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Sooo the boyfriend is going on a hunting trip tomorrow and he will be gone for a little while. Kinda bumbed that my love will be gone but I'm totally stoked about the fun stuff me and my girl Kelly have planned!! Going to see Contagion, zombie movie night, and a trip to the coast to go see some fishies!!! We might do a little...
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sexybeast:
Lately I've been checking out members who have recently updated. I came across your cute face and decided to check out your profile. I loved the fact that your fantasy is my mom.

So then I saw, "No one provokes me with impunity." Awesome. One of my favorite quotes since I read Cask of Amontillado so many years ago.

That's all. It made me happy and I wanted to share.
mcwarbringer:
Well thank you sir! No one ever knows what thats from. lol
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Ooo jebus!! I need an ice bath. I'm totally in love with my new tattoo artist!! Not only is he the most amazing portrait artist I've seen, but his personality is amazing and hes gorgeous!!! OMG!!! Cant wait for our next sitting. Hahahaha!!! He's so cool to hang out with! love
tactical:
Very nice, looks like you'll be getting plenty more tattoo's lol
mcwarbringer:
Looks like you could be very very right. haha!
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Life is going pretty well right now. Although lately it has been a wee bit rough, at the moment it couldnt be better. School is done with for the semester. I've inadvertently decided to take next semester off. Which is a good idea. I need a break!!
One of the first things that will change (or rather change back to) is working out and going...
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mcwarbringer:
hahaha!! testing out the modeling skills. I think maybe when I get back in shape I might try to get back into modeling. meh...
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loveHmmm.... I think along with getting back into shape, tanning and buying a new bikini.... I want a new tattoo for the summer!!!! Soo many ideas.. which one to get first. smile Damn I wish I had more money!!! hahaha!!
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mcwarbringer:
why thank you smile
creamcuffs:
I love your profile photo. That is really awesome.
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what do you do when you cant help the one you love. you have to sit there and watch him crumble right in front of you because your too far away to be there next to him. to lift him up when he falls, to hold him, to tell him hes an amazing person, to support him in every decision, and to show him that...
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mk47:
i know exactly what you mean. feel priveledged to have known dat feeling exists howeva briefly i experienced it and howeva unprepared i was to be in itwhatever
god bless

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to joel,
becuase i know you'll never read this.

I've loved you since the moment we met. I've given you unconditional love and support through everything you did, every dicision you made, especially through your divorce with you horrid ex wife. I've put up with a lot of shit. Unfortunately from you. and i feel you've taken me for granted. I came so close to...
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You know what i miss the most about the civilian life? Being me. Being an individual. Having crazy colors in my hair, having my peircings, letting my tattoos show proudly, and never holding back in anything i did or said. The military is my life now. And although I love my job, I've found the love of my life, have a brand new 2009 jeep...
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1sailor:
Thank you for your service.
I have never met a veteran who regretted serving. Most will later say that it was the best thing they have ever done.
You are required to respect the uniform, the rank, the position of those above you. You don't have to have an opinion of them personally. The military machine only works well because ALL of the little gears and parts work together as a team.
You are not selfish, you are doing just fine.
My time in the U.S.Navy( MM1, eight years) was before you were born. I am proud of that, and I am proud of you too.
Thanks again / Doug
metalmaxx:
I'm the same way- that is, I miss being me.