maude

so i'm blabbering again. i need to go to bed - i should have 2 hours ago. whatever. i think i'll get up extra early and walk to work. as long as it's not raining.

all i want to do is read depressing things and wish my life were different. i'm pathetic because my life is pretty good, besides the fact that i have no...
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i slept until noon today - and i fell asleep at 1:30 last night. wtf. stupid fucking weather. i haven't even found the motivation to put up the Halloween decorations. the annoying part is my parents figure i am freaked out by their probelms but it's just the weather. goddamn fucking seasonal bullshit. it pisses me off rather than makes me sad because i don't...
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my dad is apparently moving out. i'm not surprised. don't know when he'll do it. i did find it amusing that he thought he had to reassure me that it had nothing to do with my brother or myself. no kidding. i feel bad for my mom. she is at the hospital all day today doing skills labs and working, i guess. at least she...
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so i get home from work at around 11 tonight, my parents' car is back in the driveway (duh, i knew they'd be home) but the truck, which they had left, is gone. so i head inside to say hello and my mom is asleep in bed. i ask my brother where my dad is and basically this is what he says:

"he's staying in...
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hello people who leave me comments. how nice of you.

i'm getting a DS very very soon. i could have had it today, even. but the postal service is retarded. so i'll be getting it in a few days. got some kickass games for it already.

made some awesome cookies today. bought caramel chocolate swirl chips. they're new and they fucking ROCK. then i realized...
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one of our dogs (the old one) decided it might be a good idea to hit up the grocery bag in my room and chew up a pack of gum all over the hallway. he gets so obnoxious when my mom is away. so i had to clean up bits of soggy slobbery gum off the carpet and send him to his bed.

tomorrow i...
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thanks people for the parental sympathy. it's going ok. i got a new job and it's terrific. the pay is absolutely lousy (try minimum wage to start ) but i'm not in need of money right now anyway as the store i work in is only 5 minutes away if i drive, 20 if i walk. it's seriously fantastic, though. it's at a cd store...
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i'm beginning to really regret moving back with my parents. no rent, i only have to buy the food that only i specifically eat, stuff like that is good. i'm able to afford all the things i wanted and couldn't afford living on my own, like a nice new pair of boots and some toys i've been longing after and stuff, but i think my...
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