My birthday has actually been pretty enjoyable for once. I'm one of these people who pretty much dreads the day, due to a combination of getting older and a sense of impending doom. The doom thing isn't random, I've had some fairly unpleasant birthdays before. I spent my 18th in hospital having an abscess removed from my arse. That wasn't a whole lot of fun....
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The last few days haven't been very eventful, but they have been quite enjoyable. I've been out at the local metal hole for the last couple of nights, and had fun at both. My usual round of boredom was staved off by talking to a load of people - and going somewhat hyper last night which is fairly unusual for me. I spent most of...
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cousindell:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
_sarah_:
Happy birthday!
Put a hell of a load of pictures up. They're mostly older ones - some of me, some of me with people and some randomness. Enjoy if you can. Give input if you want output (oo-er). And remember, tip your bartender.
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philz:
http://www.whitestripes.com/shows.html
JANUARY 27
EMPRESS BALLROOM
BLACKPOOL, ENGLAND
pre-sale online 12/15 at 9am
onsale to general public 12/17
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EMPRESS BALLROOM
BLACKPOOL, ENGLAND
pre-sale online 12/15 at 9am
onsale to general public 12/17
JANUARY 27
EMPRESS BALLROOM
BLACKPOOL, ENGLAND
pre-sale online 12/15 at 9am
onsale to general public 12/17
JANUARY 28
EMPRESS BALLROOM
BLACKPOOL, ENGLAND
pre-sale online 12/15 at 9am
onsale to general public 12/17
beledi:
don't go out of your way to find out. but if you do find out, let me know. 
the thread has frayed, the fabric is wrenched
my hair and skin will repair
a fear of fear, but fear makes us whole
access recess, it hides like a trojan
like a trojan
cut this away, the debt must be paid
my pound of flesh is still warm
how many times can this be replayed
the ship sinks i thought the cracks were papered
cracks...
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my hair and skin will repair
a fear of fear, but fear makes us whole
access recess, it hides like a trojan
like a trojan
cut this away, the debt must be paid
my pound of flesh is still warm
how many times can this be replayed
the ship sinks i thought the cracks were papered
cracks...
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angel:
what can I say i get overzealous at times 
morbidcherry:
no sweetie - im not applying to be an sg - just charing some photos ^.^ thanks for the compliment
Weird dreams. Weird dreams. Very cinematic ones as well. One was sort of an alternate Matrix story kind of thing (which concluded with two Agent Smiths kicking each other about in the lane opposite my house) and the other mainly consisted of me beating the hell out of Elijah Wood. Let me tell you, waking up with the feeling of hitting a hobbit isn't the...
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philz:
the only time i get talking to girls in pubs/bars/clubs, i get them laughing, we get on great, all is rosy. thing is, i usually end up so shocked that a girl actually likes me, that i forget to get her phone number.
one time i met a girl after a gig. well, she pretty much threw herself at me, the mad thing. anyways, we went to a bar, had a few drinks, she's all over me, tells me i'm going home with her. wahey! so, before we head off to her place, i head to the toilet. upon exiting the lav, the bouncer decides to throw me out because i haven't got a drink in my hand. wah!!!
shit like that happens to me all the time, mate. we should form an elite group of losers.
one time i met a girl after a gig. well, she pretty much threw herself at me, the mad thing. anyways, we went to a bar, had a few drinks, she's all over me, tells me i'm going home with her. wahey! so, before we head off to her place, i head to the toilet. upon exiting the lav, the bouncer decides to throw me out because i haven't got a drink in my hand. wah!!!
shit like that happens to me all the time, mate. we should form an elite group of losers.
bitchboi:
ok.. you lost me on the cereal package thing..
wtf are you talking about? lmfao
wtf are you talking about? lmfao
I'm on such a rollercoaster ride at the moment. Ups and downs. To be expected given the chemical nature of my brain I suppose, but that knowledge never makes it any easier to follow my moods. Even I get confused at to what I'm feeling, let alone why. I went to see Therapy? in Preston last night, and they ruled. Completely. They owned. If you...
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acwildheart:
Weird you mentioning Al Jourgensen - I've just sent off for a copy of Ministry's "Greatest Fits" album today. I've heard very little of their stuff ("Jesus Built My Hotrod", "Stigmata" and...erm, that's about it) but what I have heard I've liked a lot.
schoolgirl:
Thanks, I hope you're right. no problem adding me to your AIM, I'd like yours too. maybe one day when I'm on, you could talk to me, that would be nice.
here's more monkeys in case you need them.
here's more monkeys in case you need them.
My new Profile Pic rules, dammit. My weekend has been a good one - the gig in Lancaster (Eden Maine, Narcosis, Son Of The Morning) was really good, and then we wandered to The Dark Place which is the local alternative student night. Good fun was had by all, especially me and Shaun as we danced in a comical manner to some excellent songs and...
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alisa:
hope you're having a good time at whatever this week is to bring you. as for the friend i was talking about a few journal entries ago: she posted in my journal the other day and i'm so happy that i have another chance to keep in touch with her again.
i hope. cause she means a lot to me. if it wasn't for her i don't how i would have ever gotten through the application process. she was always there to read my long rambling emails full of self doubt. and she was always right there to set me straight and kept my hopes up. she believed in me and i don't want to lose the real-life friendship we could have one day.
did that make any sense?
thanks for the advice
i hope. cause she means a lot to me. if it wasn't for her i don't how i would have ever gotten through the application process. she was always there to read my long rambling emails full of self doubt. and she was always right there to set me straight and kept my hopes up. she believed in me and i don't want to lose the real-life friendship we could have one day.
did that make any sense?
thanks for the advice
acwildheart:
Yeah, they were good tonight as well though annoyingly they went on dead early so I turned up at 9pm and realised I'd missed half the set!
Still, I'll forgive those lads pretty much anything as long as they play "Stop It You're Killing Me". Which they did. Was a bit disappointed they didn't play anything from the "Shameless" album though - I would've loved to have heard "I Am The Money" or "Wicked Man" again. Still, great gig.
PS D'you know what's happened to Martin McCarrick? He wasn't with the band tonight - was he at the Preston gig last night? It was a bit weird seeing just three of 'em onstage again after all these years!
Still, I'll forgive those lads pretty much anything as long as they play "Stop It You're Killing Me". Which they did.
Was a bit disappointed they didn't play anything from the "Shameless" album though - I would've loved to have heard "I Am The Money" or "Wicked Man" again. Still, great gig.
PS D'you know what's happened to Martin McCarrick? He wasn't with the band tonight - was he at the Preston gig last night? It was a bit weird seeing just three of 'em onstage again after all these years!
Well, by all rights I should be in Leeds right now for the buildup to the SGUK North meetup. But noooo, instead I'm going to visit a 'friend' and see a 'gig' in Lancaster. Ok, so he is a good friend. And it will be a good gig. But the point remains. Damn the bonds of friendship.
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bitchboi:
good to be back.. but lil time to do much... but good to hear from ya
alisa:
do you want me to kick his ass just for interrupting your dance action during a fuckin' NIN's song???
sounds like a freakin' lame-o to me but then again i don't really know him. hey maybe you're first girlfriend told him you were way better in bed than him so he hates you out of envy. you never know. there has to be a reason for his animosity towards you.
hope things are well and that you are going to have best week.
sounds like a freakin' lame-o to me but then again i don't really know him. hey maybe you're first girlfriend told him you were way better in bed than him so he hates you out of envy. you never know. there has to be a reason for his animosity towards you.
hope things are well and that you are going to have best week.
My day was lightened somewhat by a random act of human kindness. I was buying a pile of CDs at HMV (a fairly regular activity for me*) and the girl behind the counter gave me a booklet of money-off vouchers (for after Christmas) as she was putting them through the till. She then paused, said "Hang on a second", ran round the corner and returned...
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nogodsnomanagers:
but that's mean laughter, and meanness is badness
ice age
teeeeheheheheheeee!
ice age
teeeeheheheheheeee!
serialx:
*WAVES TOY*
"snikt"
bamf!
"snikt"
bamf!
I stood and held my friend tonight while he was crying. I held him until his taxi arrived so he could go back to the house of the woman he loves, the woman who is carrying his child, the woman who sleeps with him almost every night. She was at the club we had just left, all over one of his friends. She tells him...
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caz:
Your entry was so full of meaning and pure hearted words. I felt that one Its rare to see someone put something so elequently about something i feel strongly about, yet never have the right words for. Thank you
Its rare to see someone put something so elequently about something i feel strongly about, yet never have the right words for. Thank you 
cherry:
DUH!! Southern Records own Touch and Go (Shellac etc) 
Check it out: http://www.southern.com/
Silly you!
I hope your friend's ok now... girls suck.
Cherry xox
Check it out: http://www.southern.com/
Silly you!
I hope your friend's ok now... girls suck.
Cherry xox
I'm so fucking sick of people. Respect for everything and everyone around you is actually really easy, but hardly anyone actually makes that small effort. It makes me so angry.
Everyone's respect is dictated by their own needs. People suck.
N.B. No offence to anyone who reads this, it's almost certain I'm not directly referring to YOU. Anyone who reads my Journal must be alright...
Everyone's respect is dictated by their own needs. People suck.
N.B. No offence to anyone who reads this, it's almost certain I'm not directly referring to YOU. Anyone who reads my Journal must be alright...
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schoolgirl:
well said. I couldn't agree more. I hate how people use you and be nice when they want something. Just be civil all the time, it's no so hard. then asking is genuine and no problem. Sounds to me like I actually have a friend with a conscience.
lamia1:
i just learned from one of your recent music board posts that pitchshifter called it quits. i'm assuming it's for the reason you stated - hijacked by downloaders. i am so sick of people disrespecting genius musicians. if this keeps up, the only musicians will be those born in wealthy families. and we all know what that trend has led to in politics. pitchshifter is one of my top three fave bands of all time. i think i'm gonna cry.
My body is completely worn out and knackered* - I have worked all weekend. And I mean ALL weekend. Split shifts meant I had 2 hours off on both days, and the rest of the time was pulling pints and sleeping. I know a lot of people have it worse, but likelihood is they're not on minimum wage. Not in this country, anyway. But fuck...
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eva2:
I like to look at your profile pic cause it makes me dizzy. 
schoolgirl:
great. here's my first sentence...
I feel feel completely knackered and practically dead ever since I lost my job.
I feel feel completely knackered and practically dead ever since I lost my job.
Well i will say it in person later hehe
C ya laters!