Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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thanks to the lovely and amazing hyenahell, it seems my account will continue for some time.

WOO-HA. beck. i love you. but not just because you helped me stick around. also because you are hot. hot. and insane like the mel.

shop is slow. wish i could leave.
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nikonphoto80:
Well Im glad you are going to be coming! I am also glad you are going to be around SG a little bit longer!
melvina:
wooo!

Thursday Dec 08, 2005

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SG charged my account at the bank and over drew it. that wasn't supposed to happen.

goddamn it.

i just need to have no bank account.

any way, so i don't have the moeny to keep up my membership at the moment because i'm not MAKING any money at the shop to feed my dog and i, let alone pay bills.

i am irritated. and...
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melvina:
oh, oh you're alive, i'm calling!!!
hyenahell:
haha. no going away for the mel! tongue

Monday Dec 05, 2005

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since i feel the overwhelming need to input my opinion wherever, whenever required- or not.

a note to the modified public:

i realize that many of us have a great deal of sense. i also know for a fact that a large percentage of the population in my hometown have absolutely NONE. therefore. this is directed to those just leaving my shop.

IF YOU COME...
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hyenahell:
go where? i might... as long as there's food.
hyenahell:
p.s.: 11 days. surreal

Monday Dec 05, 2005

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in the shop with cereal and cigarettes. woo-ha. no business. if i don't make some money this week, i'm fairly fucked on the bills.

meh.

also. trying to empty the house. it's getting later in december and i don't do so well.

i went to a farm auction the other day and bought yet ANOTHER dead-person couch.and.chair set. it's. kinda 70's greenish. in memory of...
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hyenahell:
if your house is not. empty. by the time i get there... then ooooooooh boy. it's gonna be nasty.
melvina:
oh fuckin A, I KNOW IT! i swear to empty it out, death or high waters.

or. however that goes.

ARGH!

Wednesday Nov 30, 2005

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so. tomorrow. i'm going to the college to force them to declare me independent. really. FORCE. because they're morons and i am tired of being avoided. i have my tax returns. and my parents tax returns. and if they can't see via those that i am independent and have been wasting my time for years trying to convince the government of this fact- they are...
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hyenahell:


got pictures up. go look.

and...

dot. dot. DOT.

15 more days! biggrin
hyenahell:
p.s.: my phone is actually charged today (woot). give me a call if you're bored, dear.

love you!

p.s.: 14 more days! and then i get to see the mel and the dog-woo!

Saturday Nov 26, 2005

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i've been sitting here at the shop all day. doing nothing. oh wait. i did pierce a tongue. woo. so exciting.

i've been biding my time between searching for a university with a worthwhile forensic anthropoloy or archaeology. useless.waste.of.time. a panic-induced state via hyenahell's mother (and our fabulous ex-girl scout leader) bitching at me. which. is ok. really. because i needed a kick in...
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nikonphoto80:
^your silly!

Well just to let you know I havent been on skates in about 15 years so I may not be the best one to lean on, I dont know if I will get on the skates or not, I will just have to see when I get there, I think its going to be on the 17 is that a good time for you!
derelict:
you should go. it really should be fun. I'll go if I have a sitter.

I went to visit your 'troop mom' a couple pf monthes ago. She's so east to talk to.

Monday Nov 14, 2005

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so. did i tell you all that i managed to get some of jules' jewelry back?

oh yeah. the girlie called me the next day and i had her come back into the shop for a delivery. funny. jeremiah is holding some of her things 'ransom' till he gets jules' necklace back. he wants to give it to his mother, he says. don't make me...
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nikonphoto80:
No Im walking around for 10 hrs a day taking things off of shelves!
nikonphoto80:
they do have lots of other jobs to, just thought i would let you know!

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Tuesday Nov 08, 2005

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megen. the little gal jeremiah (my sisters ex) was fucking during jules' funeral. just came into the shop.

why? to tell me she'd broken up with jeremiah and that he was a piece of shit afterall.

my response?

well. i did hesitate to kick.her.mother.fucking.ass here at the shop. i did well on that part. but the thing is.

she tried to shake my hand.

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derelict:
wife eh? If there's a ceremony I've yet to miss, I better get a invitation!!!! wink


COurt date is in the morning, then the fines and fees, are yet to come ( which means christmas my be a little less this year, but kids never go without anything of real importance...). None the less, they WILL NEVER hold me down! tongue
melvina:
hehe no ceremony. YET. MU HA HA. rhys must share.

it's really more for the somerset papers. and to piss people off. -cackle-

Saturday Nov 05, 2005

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melvina:
CACKLE-
oh yes, becky-duck.
WE SHALL!
you cannot avoid the mel and the goat.

and nikon. to your journal I GO.
nikonphoto80:
So what kind of Indian is he? He sounds really cool!

So does this mean he is never going back to Louisiana?

I hope you guys have lots of fun!

Tuesday Nov 01, 2005

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so... i. replaced jules' flowers on the bypass last night and left without incident. it is a normal occurence for people to try to run me over while i'm out there. i don't understand it myself.

but before that- you see. i know. that last night. was the last night. i ever. saw julesy-bat alive. we spent halloween night together and she took me to...
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spooky520:
I wish I could give you a hug then take you out for drinks.

Oh well since you are there and I am here...

**hug** and kiss
melvina:
aw. AWWWWW. beck. a gal couldn't ask for a better wife. sniffle. i'm going to call you after i pee.

and spooky. thank you- the thought was just lovely.

Monday Oct 31, 2005

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ladies. i've spent the entire day with such a fucking lovely lurking around the shop. tall.as.fuck and thin.ner. than most. but inked up nicely and.

really- i'm not one to drool about things that are. far. beyond my reach but. this one was so.very.pretty, you really couldn't blame me. promise.

yar. just. YAR.

other than that- i'm bored. shop is slow. i want to go...
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derelict:
drinking with you dear in spirit at least.
shot of rum, prehaps???
skull
melvina:
oh, nikon. you're so welcome.

and derelect. OH YES.

that is all. <3

Monday Oct 24, 2005

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melvina:
i still retain my personalities. i am not integrated and never really wish to be. it'd be too quiet.. too strange. i learned through years of therapy with my favorite therapist-guy jack, how to "control" the most severe episodes.

that doesn't mean i can do it all the time. i can't. i still have to deal with them, day to day. We all have certain triggers that set a dex into motion.. we all have certain things we'll trade sanity for. lord, nikon, i'd have to write you a book to make it all understood..

more later, after red wine!
derelict:
hey.
whats with this week.
dragging.
lagging.
lack of creative blood stirring me.



i do feel odd. nothing like myself lately.
even sober.

at least tomorrow is FUCKIN' FRIDAY!!!!!!! love
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