I don't know how to feel. 2009 has been the year of death. although, I could say that about 2007 and 2008 also. Maybe I'm just more aware of it. I miss her. I miss the way she smells, the way she laughs when things arent funny, the way she licks my face when she goes to tell me a secret. I miss the colour... Read More
I was inspired by bitten's blog to list all the things i am thankful for on the first thanksgiving I've experienced firsthand.
I am thankful for my amazing family who has been so supportive this past year
I am thankful for being accepted into Camberwell School of Art
I am thankful for Bow, Disco and Abbiss being in my life.
I am thankful... Read More
coz i'm incredibly socially awkward? haha. i was wearing a blue hat. i saw you, and i thought you saw me, and i was like, meh, she doesn't recognise me, i dont want to embarrass her. i actually think we were on the same flight, but i only saw you at the baggage collection. if you're ever around ipswich/norwich or whatever lemme know! although im thinking of moving to cambridge soon, nice place. xxx
It's been almost a month since I was discharged. i've been in a daze, uni has taken a backseat, I've been procrastinating over projects, falling further and further behind, and then avoiding uni altpgether because of the anxiety around going in and failing.
i miss the girls in the clinic so much it hurts. i still do daycare twice a week, but i miss the... Read More
I'm back in the priory, I decided to really make a go of it this time, and I have to tell you, it's really worked. I put my faith in the program 100% and it's paying off. I've gained 3 kilos so far, and every one I gain is like getting a piece of myself... Read More
so, I went to a psychic today. It was my first experience of anything like it, and it occurred out of curiosity and a desperate need to make changes in my life. i realise now that nobody can make those changes but me.
