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im getting married in april to my sexy army man. we both cant wait. i cant believe im actually engaged,lol. i'll keep you all updated.xoxoxoxoxox

Ty for all the birthday wishes. Sorry I haven't updated, there isn't much to say except my birthday was wonderful. Much love to you all<3

today is my birthday, woohoo. and im sick,lol,figures. but the man is taking me for dinner on the beach and im super excited. kisses to you all

they denied my set for member review

A new set from me is pending for member review. I'll let u know when its up! Im extremely proud of this set and i hope its my chance for pinkness.

i have a job interview today! my anxiety is kinda high cuz im nervous, i havent worked in almost 2 years due to anxiety. wish me luck everyone, i'll let ya know how it turned out

im doing good. anxiety is slowly going away, it feels great. i think i need a med tweak but im doing ok guys and gals. thanx for your support.

I went jogging this morning. It felt so good, i felt free and alive. Especially since i woke up in a panic attack that is which sucked ass. But im feeling much better, im happy and theres nothing better.

I upped my abilify last night. I feel super sleepy which sux and dizzy but its letting up. My anxiety is doing ok, its there still but not as bad as its been. Im still hopeful this med combo will be the one. Keeping fingers crossed still.xoxo

New update today yay! I'm doing sooooo much better today. I think the paxil is finally working! I up my abilify tonight and i hope it doesnt throw off anything with my anxiety. Im having no chest pains, no panic attacks, im in a great mood and it feels so good to finally feel this way again after so many years of feeling like shit.I...
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Time to update again.My chest always feels tight and it hurts a little which sucks. My anxiety has gotten a little better though which is good. Im hoping the chest pains will subside soon.The nausea is gone and things are going pretty good. My boyfriend is a huge support system for me and i appreciate him and love him with all of my heart. Ty...
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