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Soooo

Not going to my Fathers for Christmas like I was hopping. If my license wasn't suspended I'd be out there in a heart beat. I miss my Father and my brother extremely. Even though my Father has very little faith in me at all I still love him... i gave up trying to impress him. The Tossers have a song called ''Good mornin' Da''...
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keefferss:
Well merry christmas hope all is well and a happy new year
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I have know clue at all what I'll be doing for Christmas..... I might know what is going on be later today but who knows.

All I know is my crazy work set up ....

I really can't wait to start a new year... Can't wait for March... I have a friend that is hopefully visiting and for my birthday... can't wait for that at...
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dice:
beast of luck to you in the new year, and happy holidays!
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This week has been a long one....

Sadly so will next week... I work everyday next week BUT Christmas.... and the 3 days after Christmas that I work i have to work doubles... I'll never get a break...

I'm waiting for the new year.... start over an entire new year....I'm seriously thinking about moving out soon...
I really want to move out of state.... but...
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amelia:
*hugs*
tntkatie:
well, just think that because of working, you will be able to afford to move out and perhaps out of state.
know it's not much of a good thing when you're working that much...
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I'm so glad today is coming to an end.

I'm glad the weekend is coming to an end....

Worked ALL weekend. Double shifts both today and yesterday.

Then my ex and I were texting each other today while I was working and we might hang out a little later but I kinda doubt that because that's what usually happens with him and I. Plans seem...
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springwarmcold:
i'm glad that you like my poetry. thats heartening.

i hope all is well with you and that things can settle down for a bit and you can relax. you need it.
apexxx:
you really like The Hulk more than Dark Knight? is that possible? smile
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Well Thursday wasn't to bad.

Work was slow... After work paid a few bills... got a hair cut... hung out with my mother. Worked out... it was just a good day. I haven't had one of those in so long.

Plus I was feeling really good... not normal still a little sick but I just didn't feel as bad as I did. SO that's a...
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springwarmcold:
i'm glad that you had a good day. we all need them more often, eh?
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My Grandparents (my dads parents) called my mother the other night asking why I was in Jail in CANADA!

For one.... I'm obviously not in Canada.
For two.... I've never been to Canada.
For three... i never planed on going... something I never thought about.

Someone called them saying your granddaughter is in jail and she needs 2000 dollar bail money...

I'm so done with...
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jkricket:
That's really bizarre surreal Who would do that?
tntkatie:
good grief.
that's low, trying to scam your grandparents.
i'm sorry. frown
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My friends Father's memorial serves was today....

I couldn't stay it made me so emotional and worried....

I'm okay now but Oh man was it tough.

I'm extremely glad to have today off.

I work everyday this week though besides today... I hate how much I have to be there. If the pay was better I wouldn't mind. But oh well....

I'm not in the...
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fairys:
Im an orfan soooooo... i really get emocional when i i read your blog frown
Smile sweety youre too pretty to get sad smile

xx
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I'm going to be okay...

Went to the doctor and I was having abdominal bleeding caused by me migraine medication and 2 erupted stomach ulcers.

Also the other medication I've been taking for me low white cell count and my migraine medication could have caused seizers. So thank God I got checked out. He said if I would have kept going I could of ended...
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springwarmcold:
i'm glad to hear that you're okay. and i'm glad that you went to the doctor, good thing that you got it checked out.

hang in there with work, with the way things have been i'm just happy that i have a job these days.
tntkatie:
i'm glad you went to the doctor and going to get better. smile
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Today has been a little much....

I typing this in my down time between shifts at work....blah I start at 5 again..

Work has been hectic. We keep getting short handed.... which means more work for me. Being sick and all its ten times harder

Also last night my best friend Clint's father passed away....

I really feels like my world is falling apart....

Now...
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dorsal:
Oh yea. My fiance Clint is from Crete, we always go there to see his family once a week.
And eat at Arrolios
dorsal:
Indeed, the gas was hella cheap at Speedway there
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mmmmmmmkay

I have to work tonight at 5... not looking forward to it. I haven't been to work since Friday night.... I've been extremely sick and even at that concert I missed a lot of it because I was coughing up blood in the restroom.

I'm getting really good at appearing to be okay and happy... it hurts inside though. It feels like I'm lying...
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tntkatie:
^ i agree. does not sound good
springwarmcold:
thank you for your kind words.
i really do hope things start turning around for you. i guess one day at a time right?
/hugs n kisses right back at cha.

and really, you should get to a doctor or even a walk in clinic or something.
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Thanks to everyone who commented before.

I'm still sick but in my opinion slowly getting better.

I went to the 3 Floors of Ska show last night. It was amazing. started at 6 and it didn't end till midnight. I had a blast. I got so see this boy I've been oogling over for the past few months. He's in one of the bands that...
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I had a rough day yesterday
Someone I was friends with in high school past way at 2:55 am on Wednesday morning.
He flipped is car and was ejected out of it.
He was my ex fianc's best friend. It's ripping my ex apart. Him and I are really close friends so I'm just trying to be there for him. At the same time me...
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fernando37:
i hope things get better soon... EL SUICIDO LOCO
tntkatie:
sorry to hear things are sucking.
hope they get better.