leezard

My computer is all fixed, I am happy

It is better than it was before and it took me a damn long time tonight to fix it

Whee!

I'm gone for a week, bye byez

Last day of high school for me, wooo.
Graduation next thursday

since we're taking exams a week earlier than everyone else, and three of my exams that are exempt, I dont' have to go at all.

I'm kind of sad... in some ways, but i'm very excited to get out, even though it's not going to be far...

I'm just really confused right now....

It...
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this weekend was alright.

Some lonely moments. Very confused still. Need assurance.

I think things will get better with time I need time to adjust, which is really hard for me now. I can't turn on or off a button in my brain that says "Move on" patience is in need for this.

I don't know if I'm happy or not. Confused.


I just need...
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Hm tomorrow trip, dont' want to go, but it might do some good for me.

Hitting on random guys at amusement parks might be fun

today i'm supposed to go shopping for the trip with Jon.

one of the songs from the Moulin Rouge soundtrack always cheers me up...

"Rooooooxanne, you do have to put on that red light..."
"Why does my heeeeaaaarrrrt cry" (Ewan...
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Wellthis sucks. My brother is in town and taking my car. apparantly I have to get a job in walking distance. wtf? I bet if Mark asked for a company car they'd give him one.

Other than that, boring day.

I feel like this week I lost a huge part of me. I dont' know.. It'll take some time to adjust.

I just want my...
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I'm really sad right now. I need someone to hold me.


It's not fair, you know?

I dont' know what's going on IN MY OWN LIFE.

People wonder why I'm spiteful? don't judge me if you don't know me, at least try to talk to me before you do that.

I'm out.

what a pointless day, actually had no homework. Hopes in seeing jon, but he was ina bad mood, he's not home yet. Oh well nothing to obsess over, I kind of want to be alone anyway.

.

Ewwie, I got sick this morning, now I feel better, still a little nauseated, but I still need to eat.

Before I woke up to run to the bathroom, I hear something fall downstairs, I twas really loud and scared teh shit out of me. I went downstairs after I was being sick and my poor dogs were both awake in their kennels crying. well...
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well I got into the college I wanted to go too, I'm satisfied.

well, school has taken over my life.

CNU auditions last weekend.

Test in ap gov't tomorrow.

Nothing to do.

I have a feeling my dad is going to give me a speech tonight about how bad I'm doing in that class.

Arg, I do all of my work in that class, even more. I do extra research. I needs omething to be explained to me...
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