Hi All,
Sorry for the cranky entries that have been coming your way as of late. Just lots of stuff hitting me at the same time.
But I like being able to grow and think about it all.
Regarding the last entry. I think I just have to realize that I was with Bill over 6 years ago. So, he knows me, but I am sure there are many parts that have changed. It just hurt for a second! Also, his marriage is a little scary, cause he was always my fall back plan!
I need a vacation!! So very badly! I need to get away for a little bit. I feel like everyday is the same. I am bored at work and bored at home. I need something to change it up. And of course I got the Budget Travel magazine today. That kinda kills you slowly looking at all these great trips I can't take!
I have gotten some paints and I have been painting, as well as writing letters. I just get bored being on my own so much!!! I keep playing with idea of getting an adult cat.......I would like to, but what if I end up dating someone far away or something.
It's my mom's birthday today too!
C'est la vie I suppose.
Question o' the day:
Have you ever had someone (besides your family or friends) give you unconditional love? A lover? Or a partner?
Sorry for the cranky entries that have been coming your way as of late. Just lots of stuff hitting me at the same time.
But I like being able to grow and think about it all.
Regarding the last entry. I think I just have to realize that I was with Bill over 6 years ago. So, he knows me, but I am sure there are many parts that have changed. It just hurt for a second! Also, his marriage is a little scary, cause he was always my fall back plan!
I need a vacation!! So very badly! I need to get away for a little bit. I feel like everyday is the same. I am bored at work and bored at home. I need something to change it up. And of course I got the Budget Travel magazine today. That kinda kills you slowly looking at all these great trips I can't take!
I have gotten some paints and I have been painting, as well as writing letters. I just get bored being on my own so much!!! I keep playing with idea of getting an adult cat.......I would like to, but what if I end up dating someone far away or something.
It's my mom's birthday today too!
C'est la vie I suppose.
Question o' the day:
Have you ever had someone (besides your family or friends) give you unconditional love? A lover? Or a partner?
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But I have hope that someday I will find it.
Thanks for your comment in my journal.
I think that their are those that love me as I love them. I do not know for certain. Only time will tell.