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I NEVER MEANT TO BE THE NEEDLE THAT BROKE YOUR BACK
YOU WERE HERE YOU WERE HERE
DONT LOOK BACK


yeah. listening to cat power at dawn while churning out a paper that seemed fully unsalvagable 3 hours ago. if i was a smoker i'd be chain smoking.

victory will be mine.

cats having some kind of pussy showdown in the hall. they are both so noncommital about their dislike for each other. skirmishes seem to involve one coveted windowsill an
d the food dish. there's never any yowling or even hissing, just strange dances and leaping.

i am having some kind of winter allergies. i don't fucking get it. i swear it's not a cold.

tonight,...
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in florida for xmas. nothing is real.

just woke up. sf is gloomy. there are a lot of things to do before i leave tomorrow. one of my nostril piercings seems infected. i ended up taking a bath at 3am, it seemed to help me sleep. i sat on the cat by accident.

i dreamt that i was in school and late for every single class. there was a ghost in my...
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something's going on. i can't sleep and i keep picking at my skin. it's like i'm over caffeinated but i haven't had caffeine in many hours. neurosis. i'm going to try to drink some water, wash my poor abused face, brush my teeth, and try to sleep again. wish me luck.

i'm wearing devil horns and my eyes burn from crying.

why does anything even exist?

1pm. just woke up. surrounded by half packed boxes. got some errands to run. coffee. need food. may have eaten one too many burritos. soon, it's back to the east coast. why? i don't know. why not? no reason. ps. there's no reason for anything.

does anyone listen to ambient electronic or slow downtempo stuff? been keeping up on it? have any recommendations for me? labels would be good. i like vinyl better than CDs.

also, if you live in new york city and you are any sort of vegan, hippie, or even straight edge, drop me a line. i have some questions.

getting home at 7:30am is fucking awesome. best party ever. yay!

it seems like no one can help me now.

woke up at 8:30. world record as of this week, to get up this early. tired. radiator kept nice person who shares bed up all night. i'm going to into manhattan to have breakfast with some people. i don't know why. i don't like breakfast. i think i just wanted a reason to get up.

about to start working scary fulltime job. much to do...
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i got my period a week late and my roomate/cuddlebunny/mentor/mom/love/friend/family got hers a week early. who is the alpha bitch in this situation?

in other news, why the fuck did i move to new york? i totally can't remember today. i hope it was a good reason. i think i was happy about it yesterday.

:menstruation:


/m o is the tampon icon built in
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