Thursday Jun 09, 2005

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there are certain things i do that make me really sad. i wish i could stop doing them. some of them are things that seem normal, part of my life, part of anyone's life. there's no reason they should make me feel sad and like i suck. but that is what happens.
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lily:
Dear LE,
I would like to hold you as well.
so next time we are in the same geographic area we should meet up and if you're too shy to talk, we can just hold eachother. I don't believe parts of you will ever fade, sometimes they just need a little reviving, you are a beautiful spirit, hold on to freedom.
Love, Lil
lizfitts:
That's right about the cemeteries! Of course, I don't give a damn what happens to me - but NO AUTOPSY!!

Hey, I will be in touch soon.......

Wednesday Jun 08, 2005

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since last time we spoke, i went to new york, and came back. and had about 3,295,843,985 revelations. they were really good revelations. i can only remember a couple of them now.

i very much love NYC and miss it a lot. my oliver is still there, without me. sad! he will be back soon.

SF is rainy and bleh, i have a shitload of...
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Monday May 16, 2005

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some dreams

i am in a tunnel that is also a swamp. i'm swimming, but also levitating just above the murky water. very near me, below my exposed belly, there are many small alligators. i pass them without harm, one by one, and they turn over and show me their whitegreen stomachs as i go by. they are lit as if by spotlight or very...
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debrajean:
hey my #
papawheelie:
i even tried "sunshine superman" and "it's a small world" but to no avail...

Monday May 16, 2005

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it's winter in san francisco now.
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yuriel:
This must be some kind of inside thing....
... missing someone?
EL SUICIDO LOCO
davel:
yeah. yesterday was good hangover weather.

Monday May 02, 2005

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remuemenage:
it gives you an air of mystery

of someone who knows things - plots to overthrow corrupt dictatorships in Africa, the price of tea in China, the formula for cold fusion

tell lil_tuffy that I'll be his date

but he has to take me out to dinner if he wants any action - and no electric slide until two bottles Jack Daniels have been despatched!
takesatraintocry:
ooh lala! hey baby, you and your hat want a ride in my camaro?

Thursday Apr 28, 2005

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i feel terrible. i don't know how to live my life without sharing all the triumphs and little wonderful things about every day with someone.. the morning coffee, the snuggles, the kvetching about school or work, cooing over the cat, making plans for the next fun thing. i don't understand how it happened or what is wrong with me, but i'm alone again, it seems....
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juliana:
oh goddamit. i hate seeing beautiful strong women disappointed. but you're definitely allowed.

i send you email now.
foxkilla:
day by day doll it is a necessary evil/pain....i enjoy the peace and comfort of knowing that i can be by myself and feel completely settled and satisfied.....that is something no one can take away kiss

Friday Apr 22, 2005

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unbound by earthly tethers
left my cellphone at home today.

been thinking about this idea that making art is a way to leave a part of yourself in the world. that which you produce, the fruit of you: children, art. your legacies.
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remuemenage:
I always end up forgetting that I have a cell phone altogether ............ which is coupled with the annoyance of having to buy my way out of contracts

all my lies are only wishes
I know I would die if I could come back new

Wilco


wishing you wealth in knee socks ............ and that shivery feeling
papawheelie:
hi LE long time no see *waves*

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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i type this to you from my repaired and fully functioning g4 powerbook. the world is an ok place, and people are really nice sometimes.

smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
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wren:
biggrin
takesatraintocry:
woof! woof!

hope all is well

Friday Mar 25, 2005

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yo:
i am offering astrology readings in return for a donation to my laptop repair fund. i am a very well educated astrologer, with years of training. if you're interested in having your chart read, check this out:
http://elly.org/this/older/002974.html

i also have the skillz and supplies to make professional size hula hoops for hoop performers. i'd be glad to trade you one for a donation....
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zode:
sent you a little cash via paypalhope it helps
zode:
Glad I could help out. The reading is not necessary, as I wouldnt expect you to almost give away a service you use to generate revenue. Maybe just add me to your friends list if thats cool. I couldnt do without my laptop. I often take the train into NYC and spend the time either getting caught up on work or watching a DVD on it.

Wednesday Mar 16, 2005

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NOT ENOUGH ART
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takesatraintocry:
There's never enough art. Come to think of it, there's never enough of anything good. It's a funding issue, mainly.
vim:
TOO MUCH FART

confused

Sunday Mar 13, 2005

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how can i make my hair grow faster?

i never finished the descartes. what the fuck. meditations on philosophy. sometimes i am dedicated, other times, spoiled.

a day alone gives thoughts time to rustle and fight their way the surface. goals are remembered, listed, and plans are developed.

didn't go hooping today - instead stared at the strange formations of blood which come out of...
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vim:
men scar easily from that sort of talk.

confused
fredvegasgirl:
go to the farmers almanac - http://www.farmersalmanac.com/ and click on best days, where it reads to "cut hair" - get a trim that day and your hair should grow faster. That's what I have heard anyway! smile

Wednesday Mar 09, 2005

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the only reason i'm going to bed is so that i can get up and have an iced soy mocha.

reading descartes really sucks frown
and i usually like reading ancient dead white men ramble about esoteric crap.

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takesatraintocry:
I often go to bed dreaming of the smell of coffee that will greet me in the morning. I used to drink decaf at night until I learned how they extract the caffeine. Scary stuff.

Bonus points if you get this quote:

'Kids were different then. They didn't have their heads full of all this Cartesian Dualism.'

(hint: this is spoken by a man wearing a dress.)
samantha:
thanks for commenting. you're right... something up that alley: staff of life, bounty, the power to feed.
have you tried a differant translation? alot of the versions available were trantslated at least a hundred years ago... ussually a more recent one would be abit more concise. well, possibly.
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