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I've lost three of my four grandparents. Actually five but I never knew my mom's real father. My dad's mom had Alzheimer's, it was really hard to watch her slowly drift away from life. It was scary to see how scared she would get and it made me feel bad because I couldn't help.

My one grandmother that is left is 96 years old and still lives alone. She doesn't think she has much time left anymore, I think, but one thing that can't be said about her is that she has given up on life.

I hope things look up for you and 2006 brings with it a brighter look to the future. you should go to an event of the SGTC, I'd be proud to say I've met you.

I lost my grandmother 3 weeks after I got married. Imagine my distress not knowing my wedding would be the last time I'ld see her alive and I barely said 2 words to her at the reception. Then 3 weeks later I get awakened at 9 am (on a day I hafta be at work by 10:45) by a phone call from my father saying "The doctors are giving your grandmother an hour to live". I feel your pain dude.

On a happier note we got approved for the apartment but - and there always is one and you'll find it in my journal.

Hope all goes well with you and remember: when anything bad happens you'll most likely look at it as a blessing in disguise later on. Cellar door

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I hat only being able to breathe out of one nostril - that's one of my biggest pet peeves. Sorry to hear you were/are sick. I feel your pain. Alka Seltzer Plus works wonders, and never mix anything with Thera-Flu. Never plan on going anywhere for at least 4 hours after taking Benadryl too. Yep - I'm that much of an idiot.... Cellar door

thanks so much hun!

yea dont know you but ran across this entry and i was wondering is shinders did drug test???

Congrats on the new job. I said goodbye to my Friday nights last year - you get used to it after awhile. Well it took me a little bit but I have some pix up of my bachelorette party for ya. Go check em out. Cellar door

Well thats a load of bollocks. Fuck flexibility - if you need the money bad enough and are willing to work what you can for it they should be able to see that. Stupid employers. Cellar door

Love the pic. And you can't help but love the Foo even though the classic rock station here has been playing them lately - ugh. There's just something about Dave Grohl that really makes me respect him as a musician. Good news about the unemployment huh? I told ya it would get better Keep your head up. Cellar door

Aww cute kitty! I love cats. Shit I'm getting married myself in a week.... pray for me. Hope everything's gotten at least a little better for ya. Naptime. Cellar door

You could always move here and work at the casinos! Glad to see you're back at any rate. I hear ya about living paycheck to paycheck IT'S CRAP!!! And I pay rent every week so I know exactly what you're going through. I go back to work full time (20 hrs a week is as full time as you can get teaching dance) on Tuesday and hoping to actually make real money. That is if all my classes run as scheduled.... On an optimistic side, maybe you've hit rock bottom and the only way to go from there is up. Keep your head up. Cellar door

bummer....