kizzay

i love wednesdays at the note.

thursdayas at cocktail scare me.

didnt i call it?

first huge long island was fine.

the next shot went down fine.

second huge long island was fine.

the third long island...

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

i got through half of it, then i had to leave.

i got home and got in the bed. rolled around for a bit. i thought i...
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and todays weather makes me feel so much better about everything



mmmmmmmmmmmm!

I feel like the streetsweeper of live just came by and brushed a few people down the sewer on me.

some of them i absolutely couldnt stand to deal with anymore. Others i wish never dissapeared.

theres no sparkle here right now...

its getting warmer... and all it does is remind me of someone whos been out of my life for so long i hardly...
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and now back to our regularly sceduled program...

ive been reffered for a job at one of the premier graphic design studios of the city, and i kinda dont want to work there. Mostly because i dont wanna do it the corporate way. I would rather be somewhere comfortable, preferably musical.

damn why didnt i take that job with dusttraxx...

erg.

Clowning.

Seriously.

Get it together.

*SiGh*

yes i am going crazy.

4 months until i am a graduate, and now with the proper motivation i actually feel like finding a job again. I really need to have serious money again. I want a place of my own, and a dog. I dont know if i even feel like being bothered with roommates.

I have this thing that i do.

Ill be out somewhere.

I decide i need to leave to go absolutely nowhere and everywhere all at the same time.

I get in the car.

I drive.

familliar places.

new places.

hours at a time.

certain times. certain smells. certain songs.

remind me of things id like to forget and things i wish i could completely remember....
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finally im done with that semester, 1 left then im out. Well. for a little while atleast, although im thinking of returning for grad school. Not so sure how soon that will be though.

Ive been sitting still for the past few days since i fucked up my hand so bad during finals, that i keep thinking about the summer... hrmmm... and how different everything...
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