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aspasia:
I think it's your filthy mind. wink
miguelitooooo:
shit i din't know the full score -- ummm, well, as always you're a really great writer and just honest and cool and stuff. i don't know what else to say but i already had total internet friend fondness for you and now i feel it even moreso just cause you rule and stuff.
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i'll be moving in with the boy annnnnnnnny day now. i'm stalling. big bed's moved in, phone's hooked up, kitchen's unpacked. all it needs now is one kenyon and her spacially retarded eye for interior decorating. i'm really gonna try. with the decorating.

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chuba:
Uhh,

turn of the century wrestler actually. Circa 1905 or so. I have a whole routine worked out. The genius of it is, it's my smallest role all season. I even have two larger roles in the same show, but somehow this character is becoming the biggest thing in the damn play. My greatest pride has been the director's choice to add some of my choreographed gestures to other characters in the play as a running gag. We're calling the them "Charles hands".

I'll put up a couple pics, ego permitting. ARRR!!!
chuba:
Hey I know you're busy as bramble in the wind, but if you get a sec, would you check out that two installment India piece I wrote? It's a super rushed, and I don't really even have time to commit to re-reading it right now. Maybe yer outside eyeballs could jumpstart me when I get minute. surreal
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been sipping cold tea made of bitters (burdock root, dandelion leaf, etc.). it's good, like a slap to the system. i'm trying to shock my body/mind out of this depression. as soon as i'm able i want to go get a tattoo from brankauti, if she'll still have me. i have a very girly design idea . . . very beautiful. did you know...
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zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
I'm not good at keeping secrets.
anaxarete:
sounds like you're drinking a version of spring cleaning. i hate bitter, but i hear its good for you.
i got my first wedding band from the boyfriend i had when i was 16 - first love, first live-in. when he asked me to marry him i broke up with him.
the next ring was when i married my current husband. we both borrowed rings. mine actually fucking broke a couple years into it.
now we dont wear any rings either of us.

i am married. i have slept with others. it was supposed to be secret, i think. maybe it wasnt supposed to be secret, i was mad and part of the point was to piss off my husband. it worked really well. he's still pissed off 10+ years later (not that i blame him)
i havent even come close to kissing someone else in more than 12 years.
sometimes i wonder if i could have a 'same time next year' kind of relationship and keep it a secret.
i dont think i could. believe it or not my husband is my best friend and i do like to tell him everything.

phew
more than i expected
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THE PASSIVE ARTS: UNDERRATED

all i can think of is to grow my hair long again

so dammit that's what i'll do




pictures forthcoming in six to nine months
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bowie:
Good luck with your hair and thanks for the birthday wishes!
anaxarete:
i like PauloO's idea about taking pictures and making a filp book. you could probably do a pic a week though and it would still work.

what about your fingernails?
or getting a tan?
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thanks for all the sweetness and support. i still don't quite get that she's gone. the funeral last night helped. you haven't lived until you've been to a tibetan buddhist funeral. the hedonism, the pomp, the promises. gongs were struck with vengeance, food and drink were imbibed, tears were shed, poems were read, spirit was released, bright colors and offerings and a little hint of...
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chuba:
Whoo hoo! Grieving Tibetan Style Yeah!! (but on the inside, breathing out)
chuba:
Yeah well speaking of adulthood, you wanna know what I'm being paid to do right now? Two words:
uni. tard. BRING IT! eeek
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TOTAL DOWNER

they're taking my dear friend Tessa off of life support tonight.

the liver transplant took, but the rest of her organs failed, and her body just isn't habitable anymore.

she is only 53, and she is so fucking cool. i'm so pissed for her - she so fiercely did not want to die.

and i'm sad for myself - she was my one...
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wheezy_e:
pink. that's so cruel -I love it.
I thought maybe this guy should pay you another visit.
artrob:
sad to here about such a wonderful person passing...let her memory inspire you for the rest of you life.
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editing this dude's erotica manuscript. it's about a middle aged man and a 15 year old girl. the editing part is quite an excavation. the writer makes her talk like an 8 year old ("you mean it comes in parts?" she'll say, referring to male genitalia). i don't even think he's being extra pervy. he just doesn't remember what it feels like to be a...
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zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
The thought of you lounging on couches is very 19th century. Very Oscar Wilde or Edith Sitwell
zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
Bingo!!! biggrin
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i've just been asked to be a sort of spokesperson/case-study for the clinic in vermont that has helped me so (w/ a chronic illness).

this means that i get lots of free testing, which would otherwise be out-of-pocket or simply out of my reach. it also means that i get to meet and consult with the famous swiss Dr. Thomas Rau, the founder of...
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wheezy_e:
boring? not at all, it's wonderful news & I'm excited to hear it! As for the tattoo, just sit there concentrating on how much it itches and how wonderful it would feel to scratch it. Thanks for the birthday wishes smile
bailey:
YOU LIVE IN PROVIDENCE?!


how do i not know you?!
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where does the daddy's girl thing come from? i've got it bad, had it forever. is it as obvious as i'm trying to make up for lost time with my real daddy? wtf, y'all.
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aspasia:
In what sense?
zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
with the daddy thing I guess it'll be a "Now, tell me about your childhood...." kind of conversation, which is sort of weighty and not to be talked about lightly...
I imagine there could be lots of possible explanations.

If I could work out the parent / child thingy, then I'd be a well adjusted person wink
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shocked
figmentation:
???
qato:
you did indeed do it again. speaking of bodies (regarding your previous journal entry), i've concluded that those things are altogether high maintenance and awfully demanding.
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leola:
Thank you for you lovely comment. kiss
remuemenage:
muscular and delicious inkwork - lady

as ever, I'm pleased by simply captured images of you - what a bold & expressive quality you have about you

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i've got insomnia and the moving-soon jitters.

how the fuck did _crash_ win for best picture at the oscars? these are things i think about when i can't sleep.

finally saw _brokeback mountain_ last night. i have no comment on how great or not it was, objectively speaking, but it totally hit me on some personal level. i was sobbing the entire time. something about...
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j_edward:
I haven't seen Crash but everyone whose film taste I respect has characterized it as rather mediocre. I did see Brokeback and liked it a lot--on a personal level, as you say--but as to whether it's "objectively good", there's really no such thing. Film taste is entirely subjective (as much as I hate to admit as a film buff and projectionist...). And apparently the Academy's taste leaned towards Crash, probably not because of the qualities of the film itself (or the actual filmmaking or story), but because it deals with race relations in America and they deem that to a more important issue to deal with in film than the legitimacy of love between two men.

Go figure!
mattscope:
Exercise before sleeping helps... but fuck it's hard to stop the thoughts in your head... I'm at my creative best when I'm lying in bed