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wtf? i just pulled on a pair of black pants that usually fit me nice and snug, which is great, cuz pants, whatever.

but today i kind of had to work my gear into them, so i went to check myself out in the mirror: PAINTED ON! wtf?

i've always been thin and sort of willowy, no question. now, suddenly, i'm like this r. crumb...
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wheezy_e:
You weren't being combative in the least. I've enjoyed every bit of each conversation we've had. The length of my comments will take care of themselves this week, my sis & brother-in-law are in town & we've got all sorts of plans.
I forgot to address the miracles/magic/superstition topic and I want to. The simple answer is that I feel religious language is necessarily symbolic. Religion is there for us to address and relate to things and ideas we really could not otherwise relate to. I am fond of saying, although I'm not sure I've thoroughly thought it out "either everything is a miracle or nothing is a miracle." It's my opinion that an actual occurance in time and space that breaks (Gods) physical law could only be destructive. As such, it would have to fall on the "demonic" side of the coin. Which is really quite strange (on the surface) considering how chock full 'o miracles the Bible is. But return to understanding religious language as symbolic and they all shuffle around and find their place back within God's plan. Next time you open the New Testament, keep a watchful eye out for Christ speaking literally about any physical sort of attribute of divinity. The Father is like... The Kingdom of Heaven is as... If there's been anyone who more fully embraced the use of metaphor, I haven't found him wink
wheezy_e:
On the above topic, this little 127 page book is massive. Paul's greater "Systematic Theology" means everything to me but the funny thing is, he's very disliked by people I respect and loved by people I can't much stomach. Possible points of interest from your perspective: He was a unitarian preacher and spent a good deal of time in the last ten years of his life studying buddhism in Japan. Please don't think I'm posting a link because I think you should go and buy the damn thing, not at all.
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"Evening hours at the desk
And a page irreparably white
The mimosa calls up the heat of Nice
a large bird flies in a beam of moonlight.

And having braided my hair carefully for the night
as if tomorrow braids will be necessary,
I look out the window, no longer sad,-
at the sea, the sandy slopes.

What power a man has
who doesn't ask...
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wheezy_e:
The excerpt is fucking fantastic, I just wanted to drop by & say so. I'm in too much of a stupid rush to stop and read this poem though. Plus there's my built-in poetry problem: I'd have to concentrate on not concentrating and that never works.
kung_fu_tattoo:
Thank you for your concern. It's nice to hear a kind thought every now, and again. As for your story, it's not hard to compliment talent. I'll make it a point to check out anything else I see with your name on it.
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on vowing to finish the novel before march 12th:

i'm getting lost in crazy story-spinnage, which is good, but i definitely have to check myself. make sure i touch in with some version of reality on. a. regular. basis. been spending waaayyy too much time glued to the keyboard.

am going out tonight with a dear ol' pal, chloe. two chicks with french names running...
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miguelitooooo:
i like it a lot. you habe to have something in rugburn, if you want to and stuff.
brankauti:
Aw, a piglet sounds so endearing and cute. Running into exes is always kinda strange. Not really sure what to say and all that. I guess it does make you take stock of your life and who you want to be though. I think being a sleep-over and breakfast gal could be fun. smile Less mystery, but more good eats. *grin*
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offputting religious shenanigans aside, the xmas song "o holy night," if done right, gets me every time. it's the FALLLLLL ON YOUR KNEES part that does it to me. anyone else wanna come out of the closet with me on this?

it stirs the same feelings in me as the aforementioned "hallelujah" (known to me as a leonard cohen song, tho really any version will...
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lotusmonger:
damn i wish my gramps had a gun in his stash. dirty found is awesome. they're up to ish 3 i think.
that was my first dirty find. well except for in my sister's room... and does accidentaly seeing a friend in a porno count as a dirty find?
eeek

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dekews:
I love Chestnuts Roasting Over An Open Fire. If that isn't bad enough, I love the Hootie and the Blowfish version.
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often things move so fast that i forget myself. i know this because it's i who engineers the speed and the ensuing blur which offers so much relief. trouble is, in the forgetting myself, i can also sometimes forget others.

at least i finally know how to do this


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wheezy_e:
Nope, never seen that Nicholson flick, but that's a wonderful compliment to recieve. On the exact same subject, I was coming here to edit. In the middle of the day, out of nowhere, it struck me that "congradulations" was a silly thing to say. So:
*high fives*
I don't know why *this* is so rampant around here, who started it, or what exactly it signifies other than
*imagine these words aren't words at all, pretend they are the actual thing or act the words refer to*
It seems to have worked it's way into my lexicon and I'm not proud of it. If it's use on the boards becomes too out of control I shall take to putting them at the beginning and end of everything i type.
wheezy_e:
But it's a mounted racoon head. it cracks me up every time i see it. I'll change it for a housecat stuffed in a nature action pose chasing a mouse. I have no tape player whatsoever, sorry frown . The last deck quit working a couple years ago & I started using cdrs instead. Make yourself a note:
Attn: Kenyon
If the perception of mrblisters as relatively mature persists after two weeks, consult physician. 12-12-05
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k, here's the story. a few years back, i enjoyed a brief but intense flirtation with a british gentleman who shall remain nameless. nary a kiss was exchanged, which is hard to believe, because our time together was just so nuts. it was limited tho - he was on tour with his band. i didn't know he was a musician when we met, but his...
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brankauti:
Hmmm, it sounds like an adventure, then! I don't think we'll be able to do this before XMas, but I could try for the weekend after Xmas. Or else we could go on Monday afternoon next week?

Should I be scared of braving the one-way streets alone, or bravely forge on? It might be more fun to meet up at the rather large parking garage and commute together so's if I get lost (and knowing me. . . .) you wouldn't have to wait for me all night and try to guide me back on course via cellphones. Let me know what you think, and I will follow your lead.

*joy!*
wheezy_e:
for the white box just do do this without the spaces
[ QUOTE ] blahblahblahblah [ / QUOTE ]
congrats to you two, glad i could help smile

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FUCKING GOOD MUSIC (aka what often keeps me going when everything else is shite):

THE BLOW: Concussive Caress, or Casey Caught Her Mom Singing Along with the Vacuum

Khaela Maricich is a K Records musician. She uses the moniker The Blow and has also been known as Get the Hell Out of the Way of the Volcano. She is formerly of the band The Microphones....
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wheezy_e:
concerning the bit about your uncle: My dad ran a government subsidized electric car company in the late seventies/early eighties. Same bit, never even a remote possibility of them producing commercially viable electric cars, it was there for politicians to point to and say "I am for developing alternatives to oil" That was a sort of turning point for him I guess. Until he took that job they'd been back to the land lefties since i was born and they left college. NOBODY needs a two-acre garden, it's a sure sign of insanity. Goose eggs and goat milk may actually be eggs and milk, but whole-wheat spaghetti is not spaghetti at all. Chopping wood and tilling dirt might build the character of a ten year old, but disallow playing with toy guns and he will likely take to starting fires. The folks are now on fire with the love of Jesus and the republican party. To their credit they do more charity work than anyone I've ever known, both monetarally and time-wise, so far be it for me to criticize. Sis is a self-described marxist which helps family get togethers stay entertaining. I'm just there provoking things. As far as freinds go I could care less about anybody else's political views so long as they're not a nazi or something. Most of my friends are normal libs. I gotta get out of the house, it's fucking beautiful out.
wheezy_e:
I love showing off my sis, I'm glad you asked! I know I've been somewhere online that had a bunch of her poems, but presently I can only find a link to one here Along with a blurb about her & a book review. If there's any kind of directory of modern poets where there may be more, let me know. It's a little bit old I guess, she's done at SUNY Buffalo & is now teaching at Colorado State.

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hey, suckas. just got home after a late showing of _walk the line_. bad boys, ungh. it inspired me to do some songwriting (i have a folder of unused lyrics from like the past 15 years). i had a good time with my boy, whom i love, reached over and touched the arm of his soft jacket, wished i wanted more. it was nice to...
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dekews:
YAY!! biggrin
wheezy_e:
i've been instructed to wait & see that movie with sis & brother-in-law when they come to town. Does your fella know the way you talk to strangers? Poor lucky guy. I love it when I actually succeed in staying out late, but it rarely happens anymore. If I get past the 11:00 mark, I'm one bad motherfucker.
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woke up late n hungry after having crashed w/o any dinner. i have a special relationship with my cast iron pan.

as luck would have it, _the lost boys_ is on the sci fi channel. each time i see it, the same reaction: my god, who is that oiled, overly muscular guy onstage at the carnival; you know, the dude in spandex with long, half-pulled-back...
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dekews:
You got the O2! Yay! I hope you improve with it.
The Lost Boys soundtrack almost got worn out at my house. And it was on CD! tongue
wheezy_e:

we should distract ourselves by talking politics someday.


Oh boy! This is the part where I get to see how cute you are when I piss you off. smile I'm a pretty straight-up capitalist pig oink . I refer to myself as conservative but don't usually stray far from the libertarian philosophy, either in economic or social issues. There are some exceptions though, like for instance: We should always give tons of money to the military so they can make huge fucking bombs and all sorts of cool things designed to blow everything to hell. How's this going so far?
I would like to chat politics, but presently I'm not too up to it, I'm starving. I didn't know one needed a 'scrip for O2. Hope it helps ya. If needbe I could periodically monitor your ability to handle physical exertion. You know, just to be helpful. smile Today turned out just fine despite my concentrated efforts to make it sucky. Go figure.

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(i'm guess i'm staying around sg for awhile after all. just must. use. discipline re: this and other online activities while i try to get my work-work done. this revised decision makes me happy smile )
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worked hard all day.

it's all crackly cold outside, clear-skied. the heat is cranked and i'm in flannels. i'm so cozy it's absurd.

i just plugged in my little...
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murkling:
I would reccomend that you talk to the loverly Palo if you are still having trouble with photographic females.
wheezy_e:
of course i will. i'm pretty beat myself, plus i got a long ass day tomorrow, so i can't stay late. smile
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I'M DIPPING INTO MY PERSONAL COLLECTION, SELLING MY BOOKS AND CDs WITH RECKLESS ABANDON AND I LOVE IT. FEELS LIKE THROWING FLAMING OBJECTS OUT OF A MOVING CAR. FLAMING OBJECTS OF MUSIC WHILE I SIT STOCK-STILL. MONEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. UNGH.

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wheezy_e:
I fully expect you to snap out of this psychosis. Regardless of whether that occurs or not you should fill out the wishlist bit of your page and put this on it. Just sayin.
wheezy_e:
I guessed the chances you already had it were about 50-50. I'm a genius at appearing to be a swell guy without actually shelling out any cash. I wish I could get myself to sell off a bunch of crap. It used to be a regular routine, but no more & the shit's piling up. How's your head feeling?
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yup i'm still here. i cancelled my account and said g'dbye to everyone, but the account doesn't expire til the 25th, and i'm such a frugal person that of course i'm still trolling all over the site till then.

i really do need a break from cyberland though. especially naked hot chick cyberland. i've promised myself to spend more time with my flesh-and-blood friends, draining...
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wheezy_e:
Is there another one besides naked hot chick cyberland? What's there? Tell me there's motorcycles there and I'll have to quit my job. Sheesh, a novel? I pat myself on the back when I write a little paragraph in my journal.
wheezy_e:
concerning false modesty: I didn't mean that I don't write well. I meant that I don't write much. smile