kedavra

I have been both the Bully and the Bullied. Let me tell you that neither is fun, there's consequences for both. I was a bully through peer pressure from other girls I was hanging out with at the time in 6-7th grade. They would tell me awful things about other girls (or even boys) in our class and make me believe that this other student...
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We woke up this morning to find Zo's eyeball all red, swollen and irritated. I went to the vet close by to our house and met the dumbest receptionist I've ever met. Seriously, I'm going to leave a complaint about her. I can't get into the vet until 12pm and the wait is just driving me nuts. He doesn't seem to be in any pain,...
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Go give Issue_ some love on her set that I shot!

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I haven't been up to much. But I have been in the mood for a drastic change. I mentioned earlier today that I wanted to get rid of all my clothes and buy a completely new wardrobe. I want to dye my hair again. I'd like to get started on some new tattoos, possibly a sleeve. Stabbing pain from a piercing would be nice but...
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This is a most confusing first week of the new year.

I have never been more confused in my life.
Decisions, decisions.

I'm afraid of making the wrong choice. I'm afraid of hurting the person I love most. But I don't feel like I can go on with this while not even knowing how I feel about everything myself. I've always been afraid of commitment. And I've always believed that nothing lasts forever.

I wish there...
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My birthday was quite enjoyable. Thanks to those of you who wished me a good one.

I got to pick up my wedding dress on my birthday, I am so glad to have that piece taken care of. We need to just finalize the paperwork for our location and everything is almost pretty much done.

I feel like I don't have much to say lately....
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On my days off I slip into complacency. I get bored and irritated.

Distract me. Someone!

and.... I keep forgetting my birthday is coming up. Stuff that will make me smile

I'm feeling kind of blah about myself right now. I used to surround myself with photography and photographers. I miss the art. I hardly take out my camera anymore, I'm completely uninspired and I feel inferior when I look at other people's work. I know I'm not a horrible photographer. I know I'm not the best. But it is something I'm good at. And it's...
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I just accepted a bunch of friend requests. I don't usually do that, so hello to you new people that I don't know!

I'm currently listening to Feist. I bought some CDs on Black Friday only to discover my CD drive on my laptop doesn't even work. Should have just bought them on iTunes.... Luckily, I can play the CDs on my Xbox. Love my...
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skwhale is coming over today. I have no clue what we're doing, but i'm glad to get out of the house as the last few weekends my plans kept getting cancelled.