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Well I've arrived safely, home sweet home or some shit.

It's nice, I haven't seen my family in over a year so it's nice to see everyone, I'm sure I'll start getting a bit bored quite quickly, specially as I'm living in a quite rural area and as I'm sure you realize I'm a city girl for sure, moved to NYC the second I turned...
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I really hate when people mention karma because I feel saying well that's karma or i hope karma kicks you in the butt is therefore wishing negative thoughts on people and putting the karma factor back towards one selves... but this does make me understand a bit more about why it was such a struggle to get sponsored....


London Metropolitan Universities Visa License Revolked.

It...
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So first things get worse before better. I've officially moved to my friends my lease is up. but Paris is off.

Wednesday morning I ended up in the Hospital. I've spoilered the details incase it's to much. :]

Ok I think it's blog time!

First things first, yes it's officially I am being forced to leave the UK and move back to the States where I will live with my parents in Massachusetts till I sort myself out financially and maybe a little bit emotionally too.

This has all taken quite a toll on me, I didn't want to leave the UK and...
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I've seen, blue skies through the tears..... In my eyes....

and I realize....

I'm going home....

The Good.

Im officially a Royal Institute of British Architects Part One Certified Architect! Thats just a fancy way of saying I have a really fucking hard to do bacholers degree! And if Ive done all the math right (they havent given official totals yet.) I got a 2:1! :] Which to you Americans basically means I got a B average! Which for how fucking...
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Sooo.. I did it! I'm done! I finished my degree... (grades depending). I've never worked for something so hard in my entire life.

I'm a bit skeptical of what to do with all my free time specially after spending literally all my money printing. I need to start looking for a job asap. I've already started trying to sort out my student visa a bit...
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I feel like I work so hard, Infact I'm always working, barely sleeping. and yet every tutorial I dread the fact that I have not even half of what they want of me done. I'm really fading and I'm fading fast.

My birthday is in 9 days and I honestly don't think I have time to celebrate it, and its not like it's going to...
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