Normally this holiday season is supose to be a time for family and joy and all that is nice... that is how it should be... but for some families like my own... there is...
12 days of Xmas Justice's fucked up family style
On the 12 days of Christmas, my true love gave to me
12 pack of Bud
11 fighting cousins
10 innoying Aunts...
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12 days of Xmas Justice's fucked up family style
On the 12 days of Christmas, my true love gave to me
12 pack of Bud
11 fighting cousins
10 innoying Aunts...
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nikonphoto80:
Well your baby looks really nice!
I hope you have a good stay at home!
I have been putting my art photos in my journals for the last little bit, you should go and look at all of them!
I hope you have a good stay at home!
I have been putting my art photos in my journals for the last little bit, you should go and look at all of them!
poopiepants05:
YEAH!!!
Comin HOME!!!!
WOO HOOO!!!
have a safe trip.
Kelly Bear
aka Your Riverside ( IE) buddy!!!
Comin HOME!!!!
WOO HOOO!!!
have a safe trip.
Kelly Bear
aka Your Riverside ( IE) buddy!!!
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bepps:
WOOHOO! Great to see we'll be seein ya again. I missed ya. 
harshrocker:
Go to see back online. I haven't been on here too much. I've been too busy with work. It sucks. I'm hoping I get a new job soon.
Shakes my head... I am away for 3 weeks due to school and I come back home for summer vacation and I get this email
Let me start by telling you why I'm writing you this email. I will keep it short and brief.
I have this friend that I grew up with and I just heard yesterday that she is now a suicide girl....
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Let me start by telling you why I'm writing you this email. I will keep it short and brief.
I have this friend that I grew up with and I just heard yesterday that she is now a suicide girl....
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irishkidd:
silly dipshit, tricks are for kids.
nikonphoto80:
Iv missed you so much, are you having fun at the school, have you meet some cool people.
Who sent you that Email?
Who sent you that Email?
Comment for the day: NEVER tell a blonde you are going into work at Noon... she may end up asking you "What time is Noon?"
If loving you is wrong
Then my heart knows not what is right
I cry myself to sleep
Every second of the night
What is there to do?
What is there to say?
I know I can't have you
But...
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If loving you is wrong
Then my heart knows not what is right
I cry myself to sleep
Every second of the night
What is there to do?
What is there to say?
I know I can't have you
But...
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nikonphoto80:
It will be in the mail this week, its pretty.
Well Im not dead if that is what you mean.
Well Im not dead if that is what you mean.
nikonphoto80:
Your life is more interesting than mine so just put your thoughts down.
Aint in the moode to deal with shit... is soo pissed off and upset at the moment I swear I can spin my head around 360 degree's... maybe if I did that nobody would fuck with me anymore shrugs... is tired of all the BS online that soon becomes part of your real life because assholes dont know how to stay out of your life.......
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punkndrublic:
thank you for the little secret!
havent heard from you in ahwile. you doin okay?
havent heard from you in ahwile. you doin okay?
punkndrublic:
do they have a website??
Doesnt have much to say but finally has my dang net back... ya know comcast sucks.... well anyways has alot to do and needs to get to work so guess am out...
nikonphoto80:
i have missed you
juno106:
yes comcast does suck indeed, I gave them $350 this month, fucking blood suckers they are.
Misslead
Angels do not cry blood for me
when I decide its time to fall,
Devils do not spit fire at me
when I dont bekon to their call,
My soul does not grow tired of me
as I tug at the strings of my life,
my mind still never grows mad in me
as i clutch once again at the knife.
Saints never grow...
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Angels do not cry blood for me
when I decide its time to fall,
Devils do not spit fire at me
when I dont bekon to their call,
My soul does not grow tired of me
as I tug at the strings of my life,
my mind still never grows mad in me
as i clutch once again at the knife.
Saints never grow...
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kliment:
Oh you have the prettiest eyes.
This thing you've written, it reminds me of something I wrote back in high school, it was song lyrics, but I have lost them by now. They were about a love and jealousy that inspired a couple to murder/suicide. It was unclear whether they were both willing, as one of them took the initiative. Yet I cannot remember the exact words...come to think of it, I am not the only one that had a copy...my best friend at the time should have them somewhere...I do remember the beginning though
Your skin like satin lines the coffin for my soul.
Even when I am dead I will not let you go...
Also, about Finland, I have lived here for 8 years now, and I'm fuzzy on whether I like the place...somehow there are places which feel more like home. Then again, I'll be building a castle...
This thing you've written, it reminds me of something I wrote back in high school, it was song lyrics, but I have lost them by now. They were about a love and jealousy that inspired a couple to murder/suicide. It was unclear whether they were both willing, as one of them took the initiative. Yet I cannot remember the exact words...come to think of it, I am not the only one that had a copy...my best friend at the time should have them somewhere...I do remember the beginning though
Your skin like satin lines the coffin for my soul.
Even when I am dead I will not let you go...
Also, about Finland, I have lived here for 8 years now, and I'm fuzzy on whether I like the place...somehow there are places which feel more like home. Then again, I'll be building a castle...
bepps:
That was one of the coolest poems I ever read. It kindo reminded me of a Lewis Carol poem. I'm not too much for poetry, but his poems always grasped my attention. They're probably just more readable and easier to grasp what he's trying to say than most. That and they're more storylike.
~Death~
The thunder chrashed in my head.
the light of the bolts blinding me
on ward into the storm I struggled.
The winds of despair howling.
Tearing the soul, from the heart.
Of he that walks here alone.
Do not walk this path with me ,for it is mine.
Is this the lot of the dammed?
To wander aimlessly in the chaos that is life....
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The thunder chrashed in my head.
the light of the bolts blinding me
on ward into the storm I struggled.
The winds of despair howling.
Tearing the soul, from the heart.
Of he that walks here alone.
Do not walk this path with me ,for it is mine.
Is this the lot of the dammed?
To wander aimlessly in the chaos that is life....
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nikonphoto80:
I hope you had a great day and I hope you have a great night and I hope tomorrow is great too. Because you are so dame cool that your hot wait does that make since oh well iv all ready said it now but I thank you get the idea. 
ps im glad you added my friend derelict
ps im glad you added my friend derelict
dr_zoidberg:
Had some ups, had some downs. Can't complain!
my last entry was about how I felt at the moment... never ment for it to sound like a poem...
As far as my journals go... am sorry I havent been adding much but I havent felt the need to write anything in here after the BS that I have had to deal with... with one of the members here... now I know am gunna...
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As far as my journals go... am sorry I havent been adding much but I havent felt the need to write anything in here after the BS that I have had to deal with... with one of the members here... now I know am gunna...
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nikonphoto80:
Wow thats crazy im sorry; so was he just being a prick or what was he doing that made you wont to move out. You know that would make a great move and a great novel maybe you should write a novel about that some day. Im glad you fond a friend to help you if that shit happened to me I would be fucked because no one would help me I would just have to call the family and get them to help me.
So is your grand mother rich if she is how did she get that way, maybe going to Cleveland is the best thing for you, you might find some great opportunities there,
Sorry about all the questions but im on sg to make some real friends and the only way I know how to get to know some one on here is to ask questions I hope you dont mind.
So is your grand mother rich if she is how did she get that way, maybe going to Cleveland is the best thing for you, you might find some great opportunities there,
Sorry about all the questions but im on sg to make some real friends and the only way I know how to get to know some one on here is to ask questions I hope you dont mind.
nikonphoto80:
I bet she wasnt as pretty as you are stupid fucker.
So does she live in a big house does she have a lot of land what did she do for a living or what did here husband do for a living. Does she drive a nice car does she have horses does she have a farm, does she live in the city or at side the city
Thanks for all the comments it makes my day right now the way my state of mind is in getting comments are one of the only things that is making me happy right now so this little talk we have had has meant a lot to me thanks. Im going to go eat be back later.
So does she live in a big house does she have a lot of land what did she do for a living or what did here husband do for a living. Does she drive a nice car does she have horses does she have a farm, does she live in the city or at side the city
Thanks for all the comments it makes my day right now the way my state of mind is in getting comments are one of the only things that is making me happy right now so this little talk we have had has meant a lot to me thanks. Im going to go eat be back later.
Silence...
a time to gather my thoughts,
to reflect on this bitter struggle,
Alone
Desolate
Unforgiving.
Thoughts tangled...
a web of confusion, darkness,
a weariness from years unravelling,
deathlike
confusion
waste
Speechless...
being lost in time, tonguetied,
a still quiet within us all,
TO
BE
ALONE
Forlorn...
abandoned in the sanctum of one's mind,
falling through the cracks,
abandoned
afraid
isolation
a time to gather my thoughts,
to reflect on this bitter struggle,
Alone
Desolate
Unforgiving.
Thoughts tangled...
a web of confusion, darkness,
a weariness from years unravelling,
deathlike
confusion
waste
Speechless...
being lost in time, tonguetied,
a still quiet within us all,
TO
BE
ALONE
Forlorn...
abandoned in the sanctum of one's mind,
falling through the cracks,
abandoned
afraid
isolation
nikonphoto80:
That was so great did you right that, did you mean it to be a poem if you didnt to bad because it is one and a great one at that. That some of the stuff im trying to say in my art. Hope all is well.
maddog5150:
that was beautiful...
So I am fucken honest about whats going on in my life... so I write a bunch of crap that some may not want to read... I aint gunna candy coat anything for anyone... and if ya dont like it you can shove it... doesnt see why I even try anymore... cant please them all and if you try you just get burned out... I...
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obliviousfocus:
mhm we is
mhm
mhm
stradyvarius:
Please...
please...
please...
thanks
please...
please...
thanks
I'm not too into Christmas, but this year it hasn't been so bad. I got drunk with some friends and we talked about local people that deal coke. I hope nobody askes me what I did for Christmas Eve when I get back to work.
And if Radio Shack ran Christmas, they would ask you for your zip code, too.
You havent said anything about the hot girls from Israel or any of the art photos I have been putting up for the last month so I take it you havent had time to read any of them!