justlostone

Time doesn't move back... it goes forward.
Can't run from the pain... Go towards it.

When I was young...Our gym teacher made us run a mile once a week around a park and would tell us...
"When you finish, you can play in the park"
I would push myself and finish first... So I could sit and enjoy the park while all the other kids ran

Things have changed...

They used to be so simple. I would run past everyone and chase what I wanted. Now i hesitate, dissect and criticize. Self destruct and ruin what i built. Get close then remove myself emotionally. detach and watch things fall apart. Distrust. doubt. fear. Feeling lost in love...
- Ruined so many opportunities w so many gorgeous girls. Since when did things...
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Uhm... Damn! this girl is bad.


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No Peace... No Glory... Just hard work. Full Grind mode. I'd say keep up but that's not gonna happen so i'll just say watch me.

Its like this... Since I left I've been through the hardest things in my life. Days and days with out sleep, physical suffering- hospital visits. My body has forced me to be a...
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We stood in a field face to face and took steps backward until we couldn't see each other anymore...

Learning to let go of the things I can't controll. Like everyone's perception of me. Like your ideas and warnings about what im doing or going to do. Sounds like you are just scared. Intimidated? threatened? If yer bored then yer boring. People talk cause they are bored, not cause they got somethin to say...
I know its a lot and you are small. I...
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Since I was little I dreamed about her, Today I stop looking....

Time to slash and burn...