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Today would have been my wife's 36th birthday.....Im dealing with it the best i can trying not to lose it....

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For the first time in a while i broke down today crying i really don't know why? I feel so alone right now and I really don't know how to deal with it. I'm afraid......I don't want to lose her so I want to give her all the space and time she need's but that's where I guess i'm scared. Maybe she will discover she...
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Well once again im alone Jackie needed time with here parents.....i love her with all of my heart and she will only be gone a month but it seems like an eternity...

Blah I feel like crap..

Well got jackie packed her stuff in the u-haul we hit the road in the morning sights to see people to meet I can't wait...I love her so.

Time to really get busy moving today I go get jackrabbit next week let our life together be a long and happy one we deserve it.

So Jackie is stuck with me now I bought her a 2001 Vw beatle to drive around in i will post pics later...hope all is well.....I love you Jackie....

Its raing its cold it must be my birthday lol......36 years old........woke up this morning to wonderful text from jackie thank you my love...its going to be a good day...

BULLSHIT......I just recieved news that my brother haS HIV and Hep C. Im a little shaken up over this I really dont know what to think. He brought this apon him self with the risky unprotected sex and I.V drug use.....On a happier note im flying to see Rabbit for the weekend this is what I need....hope everyone is doing well in S.G land.....This is...
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Back from Vegas i have no voice and my throat hurts....But i had a great time,drunk from the time i woke up til i went to bed.....Back to work today skyping with my love wishing she was here.....She will be home soon enough...I love you Jackie stop making fun of my typing.......

Well after waiting forever Jackie your present has arrived and it is beautiful i cant wait to give it to you....On the other end im sick as fuckand leaving for Vegas for a small road trip with glam and her husband its going to be fun just wish i wasent under the weather....Hope everyone is doing well. so her is a look...
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