Sunday Dec 11, 2005

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I'm so fucking cold right now!
I'm nervous
I'm tired
My eyes hurt
I'm ready for the 29th
I'm ready for some change
Shit's gotta get moving yo.
blueberries:
It is way too cold.

Sunday Nov 13, 2005

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Maybe I wont ever return.




What a shitty week. Working last night just about killed me. I didnt go to sleep that day till 8 in the morning, then got up at noon. I'm such an idiot. Now it's 5 in the evening and i've just woken up from last night. What a waste of a day.
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blueberries:
ps. Hope you are well. I haven't been out much recently, as I've been too busy with school and shit. But yeah, I hope you are doing well.

[Edited on Nov 29, 2005 8:57AM]
blueberries:
Good! biggrin Yep, everything is great with me. Hopefully I'll see you around soon.

(edited cause I repeated myself blush )

[Edited on Dec 02, 2005 11:26PM]

Saturday Nov 05, 2005

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Hermaphrodite without a Vagina.






I'm finally going to take a stand for myself. No matter what the outcome is, it has to be done. I'm doing whats right for me this time, whats going to benefit me. I'm sick of being a door mat. I'm sick of being walked all over. I'm sick of everybody knowing that they can get away with anything they do...
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blueberries:
frown
blueberries:
I read this journal again, and realized I had not said something that I should have. Steven used to be a doormat. He is not anymore. It can be done...just stand up for yourself. Don't let people walk all over you. You are worth a whole fucking lot more than that. Just like Steven is.

I hope you see this.

Monday Oct 31, 2005

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"And I'm sorry, that i'm such a piece of shit, and I'm sorry that you couldn't deal with it, and I'm sorry, that I wanted something more, and I'm sorry you're a whore."





8:30 in the am. Can't sleep anymore. Work in a couple hours. Not looking forward to that. Halloween show at The Dame tonight, COULD be fun.


I finally finalized things with Eliot...
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pinkfuckermeow:

nice lyrics...
saw a newbie and thought i'd say hi since your in the same areacode!!!
x0x0 ~ PiNkY miao!! kiss

[Edited on Oct 31, 2005 8:13PM]

Friday Oct 28, 2005

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"I'm alone but I'm not lonely, I've got kinetic energy."




Just got out of the bar, being picked up in 3 1/2 hours.

NOT FUN.
basil123:
That's a shame!! You should've demanded to be let bacck inside.

What are your musical influences?

x

Wednesday Oct 26, 2005

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"girls like that dont give a shit about boys like us! and we, we're doomed to mediocrity, we've got nothing for us but normalcy"



I need to be back on the road, touring. Normal life sucks so fucking much. I refuse to do this 9-5 bullshit for the rest of my life.

Hamburger and macaroni.
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casper:
dont mention it kiddo,

fuuuuck h and m sounds good.
basil123:
Hey!!

Thanks for adding me as a friend!!!

Are you in a band?

x

Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

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Nip/Tuck is such a great show. shocked
pureblu12225:
I have yet to watch...so in the dark I am ...
adora:
Ohmagosh, that's my favorite show EVER. love

Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

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"These calloused fingers are wrapped around a black ball point pen"





3 nights a week, 7:30-4:00 in the morning, sleep for 4 hours, be at other work at 9:00 till 4:00.

I'm highly afriad that this immense lack of sleep is going to catch up to me at some point. But untill then, I'm working at the only good bar in town and I'm getting...
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marlamay:
ur sexy