jekyllandhyde

^^^What that swell guy said.

I just got a package with something printed inside.

cryin is good for you, but it makes my eyes puffy and i look like crap the next day. Thats why I just play on the computer or read instead. Hope your feeling alittle better, it sucks hurting so much. I hate to say it but if i ever fall out of love from the one that is breaking my heart right now i really hope i never fall again, dont think i could go thru this twice in one lifetime...

I'm sorry that things have been rough for you

That would seem really weird if I wasn't such an open-minded person, lol.

It's human nature to keep hoping that things will be different even after being disappointed in the past. Good things will happen to you if you're patient and keep your wits about you.

That's what people kept telling me and it may actually be the case. I just met someone the other day that has real possibilities.

just send them boxes of poop.


Sorry if I am lumped into that. I have been crazy busy late xoxo

You wrote it, I bought it.

Most exciting and excellent.

Congrats. I always knew you could do it.

Very long story short, I'm terrified that the depression issues I had about a decade ago may be returning. I barely survived them the first time around, before they randomly went away for no reason at all, and I'm not sure if I can endure them again.

I just really hope this will be temporary.

I had a terrible bout with depression that lasted about a year. I knew it was purely situational and would get better once I started to get some money in and become able to get out and socialize again. While I'm aware that things can always revert to the dark days of the past, I've been cleared to get off the meds and am currently not in therapy with the approval of the doctor.

I knew going in that I'd likely be the last man standing. My pain tolerance is extremely high and my ego is even greater. I still have a chip on my shoulder because of the difficulty I had finding people to play with when I got back into the public scene a little over a year ago.

After all, I was playing hard with a stone cold Goddess like Lyrical privately, yet was having trouble getting my foot in the door in the local BDSM scene at first. I've sure made tremendous progress since then. Now I need to find someone to share the rest of my life with.

I wish you all the best. You seem like a strong person, which I'm sure will help you get through this latest crisis.

Joiin the club. I find that the right (or wrong) woman can get a man to do almost anything.

This is awful. I've been really busy and need to get up to date on what happened.

Hope the new year brings you peace of mind.

I'll settle for just the girlfriend.

I know how it feels to know that I've helped someone I care about. It gives me a warm feeling inside.

I hope you have a great Christmas.

Just read your comment on my page. If you'd like, you can friend me on FetLife, as well as look at the "mysterious" pics I spoke of in my blog. Hope you don't get too grossed out.

My FetLife screen name is: StevenB

That's a great attitude. I don't always count my blessings when I should and feel too sorry for myself.