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well after 3 and a half years since my last entery I guess it is about time. I recently to a look back at all my old entries and was shocked how fuzzy and distant those memories are now. I have done a couple of metiphorical 360's in the recent year. Primarily getting divorced. I once had a big friends list that I chated...
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toxic:
I know what you mean, I look back at alot of my old entires and miss the conversations I use to have. Thank you for the add I look forward to chatting more!
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I am offically the happest that I have ever been.
I am out of the marines and after five years I am proud to say that noone shot me. I am back in Austin and I dont care what any one says Hawaii's beauty doesnt hold a candle to this. My place is amazing, I just bought 3 ferrets, and yesterday I was cold...
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well it is finally here. I am leaving paradise on saturday probably never to return. The movers are comming the day after tommarrow. My wife isn't that happy about it, but she is comming with me. We are going to go to Utah ( God I am so scared) to meet the inlaws then off to Austin Tx where hopefully I will start ether my...
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m_bethany:
good luck and I hope the move went will. update please!

Mistress ARRR!!!
deviance191x:
happppy bbbiiirrthhhhhhday!
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wow it has been a long time. will I only got a little bit longer in hawaii. after four years I cannot wait to get out of hear. I is amazing at how unappealing paradise can be after a while. smile
m_bethany:
paradise is boring for most...

that is why ignorance is bliss but it only so long until the questioning man wants his chaos back.
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well I am alive. and all is well. looks like I will be moving soon. My landlord is selling our house. very inconvienient considering that I only have seven months left on Island before I go back to Austin. My wife works at a hospital that requires her to be within a half hour whenever she is on call. that gives us very little space...
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lipstickbetty:
you are very yummy. to bad you have a wife...lucky lady kiss
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well I am getting married, and I think that I am going to get a new tattoo today , (totaly off subject).

I work nights now, from eight in the evening to eight in the morning five days a week. three times a week those twelve hour days are fourteen because I have to be up by six in the evening for physical training. I am...
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mislaid:
wow...congrats smile
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Yesterday was very weird. I had woken up with intentions of qualifying with the rifel eartly on wensday. I am on the range right now , that is when the mariens once a year for a week a practice shoot monday threw wensday then qualify on thursday, fallowed by field fire on fryday. you need to qualify , shoot monday and field fire on friday but you...
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vixennyx:
http://groups.myspace.com/lennonmurphy

people go here and join lennon's myspace group! the numbers have doubled overnight- so help raise it higher! show the love!
then check out her website Lennononline
mislaid:
frown so sad
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ok I have not up dated in entirely too long, so here it is.

First off what just happened to this site? instead of friend stuff its bookmarks, they want my dateing perference" am I looking? no actually not at the moment, I am good in that department." I think 2 girls a day is nice as opposed to one but what ever happened to...
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m_bethany:
I definately do....

I understand. I am torn all the time, just in case you read the journals. I have never been completely committed to one man and the drunk whims? I have a small catalog. I do not think it is a bad thing to comfort a friend... it is not like you slept with her. Besides, when someone needs to be held and kissed, if it happens once then cool - hell, even if it happens again. If the kiss and holding is comfort, more power to you. Monogamy is all about intention - and your friend needed your comfort, not your cock.

Do not worry, you are in the clear. You have a level head on your shoulders. At least it is not me, I do not take "no" for an answer. Rest assured, your heart is in the right place.

My sister is in the Military stationed in S. Korea right now. She did not vote for that fucker either. We shall see where this election goes...

I want to run to and from my future every day. Downloading my school applications (one to a JC out here and one to a four year... see who bites) to be sent in. I have to try, either way.

Keep well,
~ the angel* wink
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Albums that I will never do without:

Jagged little pill - alanis
Around the fur -deftones
Make your self-incubus
Fat of the land-prodigy
40 ozs to Freedom-sublime
ten-pearl jam
undertow-tool
korn-korn
Boys for pele-tori
superunknown- sound garden
significant other -limp bizkit
come away with me-nora jones
the slim shady lp-emenim
rage against the machine-Rage
transistor-311
animosity -sevendust
when the pawn- fiona apple
downward spirl-NIN
title of...
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m_bethany:
wow - you are very in touch with your media.

rock out with your cock out. thanks for the comment. I love the support I get from people who actually share their opinions - that is why I have an online journal.

thanks again... and I cannot argue with your list of necessities. It is accurate.

~ the angel* wink
m_bethany:
update update update.... please.

~ the angel*wink
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I got to sing infront of an actual paying audience, something that I havent done since highschool. GOD that shit feels good. It was just some friends of mine that invited me up on stage, but dame it was a healthy reminder that I cannot wait to do that shit full time. I certainly would not suggest the marines to anyone who prides themselves as...
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m_bethany:
awesome. so visit when I update. wink
vixennyx:
good taste in music.
nice to hear someone is happy in this world.
sad on how rare that is.
good for you.
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god bless it no more one night stands I am once again off the market. God grant me the strength to make this one last. I cant remember a time when I liked a girl so much, please dont let me fuck this up. wink
m_bethany:
you should not have to try if you love someone and want to be with them that much. just do not fight it too much if things go south... but really just enjoy the bliss.

it rocks when you do not worry about breaking up. one day at a time, like AA. except relationships are definately more cheery than an AA meeting...

random but effective me thinks....
rock on and good luck!
~ the angel* wink

Give her a few rides for me.