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So.... I'm back.


I blame it all on some unknown necromancer.
tubesound:
Good to see you in these parts old man. How's life?
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Day trip to Avebury and Silbury Hill

I sat behind a black and white
a field of stones in dimming light
from grounded pegs and ovine mounds
on bounding legs from engine sounds
I staggered round the river bend

along the evening avenue
of man and wife arranged in twos
I spared the horse of coursing time
this harnessed force divorced my mind
to stagger...
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kittencore:
Hey there you! I'm good thanks, glad to be back! Ho are you these days? xx
kit:
I'm just wondering, what you wrote about the vit B6 and 5-HTP, the only 5-HTP I can find over here in the UK is from holland & barratt, but it has vit B6 on the ingredients too, is it really risky? do you know anywhere else i can buy some from, and also how much/many tablets would you take before and after doing MDMA/little ones? X
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The balloon was huge, like an inflatable everest. I don't remember the climb, but I remember getting to the top and seeing the tent. A white hemicylinder, about twenty feet long and as white as the landscape surrounding it. I lay down on the elastic floor, radically sloped, and slept.

On a whim I travelled, and it was to New York that I came...
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sadieblackeyes:
alrite. How you been?
sadieblackeyes:
similar, but add in even longer periods of extreme procrastination, which is my fort. found myself killing time back on this site again, it seems
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He stands there. Immobile. Staring straight ahead of him.
His eyes burn, unblinking in the thunderous wind, but still he can see everything. He can see every blade of grass, every flower and every muddy rut on the hill. All the way to the bottom. And he can see the men. They are like slow moving smears in his vision. Brown and gold, glints of...
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lelaina:
ive always found you interesting
lelaina:
most people just think im nuts too.my friends are most certainly nuts. i seem to like that quality in people wink
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I shall start this blog with a confession. I am a viewer, consumer and user of pornography. Far worse than this, though, I am a stealer of pornography. I download it in large quantities from shady torrent sites, and don't pay a penny for it.

Most of the time I feel guilty about this, but there are some times when I'm glad. This...
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vindice:
arfharf

sounds nice, too.
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Henry

Cold and clean in battle,
Though slim, he was strongest
Brooked no touch from others,
Gave as gifts his vanquished,
He would startle every foe
From the Garden to the Road.
Silent he was swift he was Henry

As he grew ever old,
The lion still within him,
Not so mean, nor so bold,
The hunter but resting,
We forced an orange terror
from...
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cairo:
Obnoxious, no. Refreshing - yes.
lelaina:
frown i lost my kitty recently. hurts......hope you're ok xx
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Terrorism

The world today is threatened by an insidious evil. An enormous machine intent on causing fear and terror in every man. It's goal? To force you to do what it wants. To become a slave.

But this is not the terrorism of a desperate and sad man strapping a bomb to himself and destroying a bus. It's not the terrorism of figures...
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Plunderers of the world, they have exhausted the land and now ransack the sea. Enemy wealth excites their greed, enemy poverty their lust for power; as is obvious, since neither East nor West has yet glutted them.
While relatives are being torn from us by conscription to slave it in other lands, our wives and sisters... are defiled by those who masquerade as friends and...
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maelwys:
Good old Tacitus, I used that as journal entry myself a while back. Slightly different translation of it. Still appropriate after 2000 odd years, humanity hasn't changed that much.
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We are all refugees from the past, because history is like a country. A broken, nuked state that no longer issues visas and has to all intents and purposes ceased to exist. There is no way back to that place, although a great many of us expend huge amounts of effort trying to return. The past is an exclusion zone, an empty wasteland - everything that...
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Riding a bike, peddling fast as the wind across a wide green space, I head away from the trees. Fording the river next to a wooden bridge I kick spray up behind me. This world is painted with lurid primary colours, crayon blue and astroturf green. A few faceless people amble about, no direction in their movements, they exist only as props here.

A row...
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I used to post about my life on here, I stopped for a while because It was stressful enough for me just living my life, let alone writing about it too. Well, here goes nothing.

Over the past two years I've been through what I can only describe as a fucking nightmare. I don't want to dwell on the details of it but...
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astraltraveller:
I know a very good therapist that I have not actually 'used' as such as she is a great friend. So I can recommend this route but there are some shit ones out there too unfortunately, just like everything else.
dirtydoctor:
Sorry to hear that, I hope 2007 sees things improving for ya!
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See the universe as a machine. This machine activates a sequence of events - a
swinging ball knocks a lever that activates a falling weight and so on, until a
cycle is completed by a second ball striking the first.
Now, each event is caused by the one preceding it. No matter how complex we make
the machine, how many stages operating in any direction, this...
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