You told me that you want to die
I said I've been there myself more than a few times
And I go back every once in a while
You called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky
You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
I asked you how you could tell
You told me to look at the sky
Look at all those...
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I said I've been there myself more than a few times
And I go back every once in a while
You called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky
You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
I asked you how you could tell
You told me to look at the sky
Look at all those...
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I love watching new born babies crack from work related stress.

Things with the current girl are going well. Gotta get up early tomorrow to watch her run in the marathon.
Found out I got promoted the other day, that was pretty cool. Also, had a good talk with some upper crust at work, could mean a LONG awaited transfer for me. We'll see if they do what they say.
Uhh, let's see, what else.
Had...
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Found out I got promoted the other day, that was pretty cool. Also, had a good talk with some upper crust at work, could mean a LONG awaited transfer for me. We'll see if they do what they say.
Uhh, let's see, what else.
Had...
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supernovice:
Got the tickets. I also have to work for a little while tomorrow, so give me a call today and let me know when you're coming in.
Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate
Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate

supernovice:
the new theme song....
Bowling for Soup
"Girl all the Bad Guys Want"
Eight o'clock monday night and I'm waiting,
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me,
Her name is Nola shes a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two-way but I'm not quite sure what that means.
And when she walks,
All the wind blows, and the angels sing,
But she doesnt notice me,
Cus shes watching wrestling, creaming over tough guys,
Listening to rap metal, turntables in her eyes,
It's like a bad movie, shes looking through me,
If you were me you'd be
screaming someone shoot me,
As I fail miserably,
trying to get the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want.
She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange,
Her CD changers full of singers that are mad at their dad,
She says she'd like to score some reefer and forty,
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have.
And when she walks,
All the wind blows, and the angels sing,
But she'll never notice me,
Cus shes watching wrestling, creaming over tough guys,
Listening to rap metal, turntables in her eyes,
She likes them with a moustache, race track season pass,
Driving in a Trans Am, does a mullet make a man,
It's like a bad movie, shes looking through me,
If you were me you'd be
screaming someone shoot me,
As I fail miserably, trying to get the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want,
There she goes again with fish nets on and dreadlocks in her hair,
She broke my heart I wanna be sedated,
All I wanted was to see her naked,
Now I'm watching wrestling, tryin to be a tough guy,
Listening to rap metal, turntables in my eyes,
I cant grow a moustache, and I ain't got no season pass,
All I've gots a moped, moped, moped,
Its like a bad movie, shes looking through me,
If you were me you'd be
screaming someone shoot me,
As I fail miserably, trying to get the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want
Bowling for Soup
"Girl all the Bad Guys Want"
Eight o'clock monday night and I'm waiting,
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me,
Her name is Nola shes a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two-way but I'm not quite sure what that means.
And when she walks,
All the wind blows, and the angels sing,
But she doesnt notice me,
Cus shes watching wrestling, creaming over tough guys,
Listening to rap metal, turntables in her eyes,
It's like a bad movie, shes looking through me,
If you were me you'd be
screaming someone shoot me,
As I fail miserably,
trying to get the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want.
She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange,
Her CD changers full of singers that are mad at their dad,
She says she'd like to score some reefer and forty,
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have.
And when she walks,
All the wind blows, and the angels sing,
But she'll never notice me,
Cus shes watching wrestling, creaming over tough guys,
Listening to rap metal, turntables in her eyes,
She likes them with a moustache, race track season pass,
Driving in a Trans Am, does a mullet make a man,
It's like a bad movie, shes looking through me,
If you were me you'd be
screaming someone shoot me,
As I fail miserably, trying to get the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want,
There she goes again with fish nets on and dreadlocks in her hair,
She broke my heart I wanna be sedated,
All I wanted was to see her naked,
Now I'm watching wrestling, tryin to be a tough guy,
Listening to rap metal, turntables in my eyes,
I cant grow a moustache, and I ain't got no season pass,
All I've gots a moped, moped, moped,
Its like a bad movie, shes looking through me,
If you were me you'd be
screaming someone shoot me,
As I fail miserably, trying to get the girl all the bad guys want,
Cus shes the girl all the bad guys want
What is this uncanny nack I have not to be able to accept anything short of my own warped ideas of perfection.
basically
I'm fucked
basically
I'm fucked



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supernovice:
...just thought somebody should write in this fucking thing.
supernovice:
Now all ski-ski, muthafuckas........
Now all ski-ski, Goddamn.
Now all ski-ski, Goddamn.
Although I have nothing interesting to tell I was advised to update my journal. So here's me with my updated journal.
Let's see, what's cracka lacka dicka lickyin
Been out with a new girl a few times now. Should be interesting to see how this one will fall apart.
Let's see, let's see, what else,
Still not sure what I'll do with my life next...
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Let's see, what's cracka lacka dicka lickyin
Been out with a new girl a few times now. Should be interesting to see how this one will fall apart.
Let's see, let's see, what else,
Still not sure what I'll do with my life next...
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silencenoir:
As long as she doesn't rip your head off, guess you're safe 

Will I wake up
Is it a dream I made up
No I guess it's reality
What will chance us or will we mess up our only chance to connect with a dream
Say a prayer for me I'm buried by the sound
In a world of human wreckage
I'm lost and I'm found and I can't touch the ground
I'm plowed into the sound...
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Is it a dream I made up
No I guess it's reality
What will chance us or will we mess up our only chance to connect with a dream
Say a prayer for me I'm buried by the sound
In a world of human wreckage
I'm lost and I'm found and I can't touch the ground
I'm plowed into the sound...
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webigailboop:
sometimes i can't tell what's a dream and what's reality. it all seems like such a blur.
webigailboop:
thanks so much for the comments and advice in my journal. i was totally going crazy and it really helps to have other people to give you advice and support.
I'm dying tomorrow
Did I do it right
Did I remember to sleep in
Take lots of pills
Commit irreversible sins
Did I at least try to kiss the prettiest girl
At the right time
Did I remember to keep your beer as full as mine
Did I remember to say cheers
Did I at least try to make sure everybody had a good time...
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Did I do it right
Did I remember to sleep in
Take lots of pills
Commit irreversible sins
Did I at least try to kiss the prettiest girl
At the right time
Did I remember to keep your beer as full as mine
Did I remember to say cheers
Did I at least try to make sure everybody had a good time...
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supernovice:
tick tock goes the clock as I await the arrival of my first day back to work in like six fucking weeks. Hope I can find my way, and I bet I'll have to cut my lock off my locker for having forgotten the combo.
Oh yeah, if you need a laugh, call my roomie and ask him about his drunken jet ski excursion where he got lost, ran out of gas 3 miles from the river house just as the sun set, then started walking in the totally opposite direction for 4.5 hours through neck deep water with lilly pads, water moccasins, and pointy cypress deadfall, while his gf was inches away from strangling my neighbor... Good times. I think he was rescued by some volunteers around one am after having left at seven pm - dehydrated, hypothermic, cut feet, and eaten alive by a bajillion insects. (pretty much an average day at the office for me, but for him, pretty shitty)
Ugh, off to work I go.

Oh yeah, if you need a laugh, call my roomie and ask him about his drunken jet ski excursion where he got lost, ran out of gas 3 miles from the river house just as the sun set, then started walking in the totally opposite direction for 4.5 hours through neck deep water with lilly pads, water moccasins, and pointy cypress deadfall, while his gf was inches away from strangling my neighbor... Good times. I think he was rescued by some volunteers around one am after having left at seven pm - dehydrated, hypothermic, cut feet, and eaten alive by a bajillion insects. (pretty much an average day at the office for me, but for him, pretty shitty)
Ugh, off to work I go.

supernovice:
How I envy those blessed with a stunning ignorance of the truth. *Sigh* Oh...to be truly happy! To be an imbecile...
Why, yes,I have been reading the current events board, how'd you know?
Why, yes,I have been reading the current events board, how'd you know?
Right, so my friend (Calvin) and I met after work to just have a drink unwind and BS over a drink. I don't know what the deal was but one nightmare after another kept comin up to me or him and hittin on us. Would not leave us alone at all. This one in particular was TOTALLY fucked up and despite me starting out fairly...
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supernovice:
Blech... Just got my medical findings from UVA... Seems they neglected to tell me my 10th rib, posteriorly, is fractured. No wonder it hurt like a motherfucker to go lift weights when there was "nothing wrong". Oh well, bygones. We should have a fun weekend. Gimme a call and lemme know what time you'll be here Saturday. I think the demo is at noon, but i'll check the web site and make sure. Anywhooo, talk at ya later. Ciao!
supernovice:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BIZNATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just noticed. I've been a member of the site for about a year now. Hmmm.
Right, so anyway, this morning's headache is gone and after getting a full nights rest I feel better than I have the past few days. Good for me. Now if I can just manage not to get completely wrecked up tonight so I can get a good workout in...
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Right, so anyway, this morning's headache is gone and after getting a full nights rest I feel better than I have the past few days. Good for me. Now if I can just manage not to get completely wrecked up tonight so I can get a good workout in...
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webigailboop:
wow, $8k that;s really cool. use it wisely.
supernovice:
Where ya been, amigo? How's work going? Not sure what my immediate future holds, but I think I will be back here on Tuesday of next week, as of now... All subject to change, of course. Talk to you soon...
L&R,
Mark
L&R,
Mark
Soo nice to have a day off. I was lookin pretty run down by last night. Paycheck will be nice.
Got a few errands to do today, then I'm just gonna go catch a movie I think and sit back.
Ugg, need advil, have a headache from switching my alcohol last night.
Got a few errands to do today, then I'm just gonna go catch a movie I think and sit back.
Ugg, need advil, have a headache from switching my alcohol last night.






I am so fuckin fed up with my job right now. Bunch of lazy ass good ol brutha network. I hope they fucking die a painful death.





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webigailboop:
i'm sorry. work sucks.
supernovice:
listening to: Alk3 - Bleeder (again and again)
Back: killing me
concert: fucking cool hanging with Sugar Ray
night in general: blech...
L.: cool as always...
call me tomorrow....
Back: killing me
concert: fucking cool hanging with Sugar Ray
night in general: blech...
L.: cool as always...
call me tomorrow....
What's up with the fuckin blury ass pics of the new SG Polli. She looks cute as hell but I get dizzy when I try and look at her pics???
Not much is new. Still workin and all that jazz. Drinkin a bit less for the past week or so. Of course that's gonna change for a couple of days as I'm gonna go see...
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Not much is new. Still workin and all that jazz. Drinkin a bit less for the past week or so. Of course that's gonna change for a couple of days as I'm gonna go see...
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supernovice:
Your schedule sux arse... Had a blast with you and Pretty-Boy Floyd, the last couple of days. Gonna take me a week to recover... I was totalling up my credit card receipts - online, as I never, actually, keep paper receipts - as it reached into the upper sevens of hundreds of dollars, I quit and decided to drink a beer and pop another percocet instead. Weeeeeeeeeee! What a fucking great time... Wish I had fond memories of what happened, but a drunken blur is good enough for me (as per SOP). Tell Nate he is welcome back any time..
Oh, by the way, have I told you that I don't really have to work this upcoming Mon. and Tues.
???
Got any plans?
Oh, by the way, have I told you that I don't really have to work this upcoming Mon. and Tues.

Got any plans?
supernovice:
coffee
shower
shave
drive
stretch
electrical stim
drive
BEACH! HAHAHAHAHA! And you're working a double.
shower
shave
drive
stretch
electrical stim
drive
BEACH! HAHAHAHAHA! And you're working a double.

Loved the drunken video phone bar shots you sent the other night - fucking killer! Thanks for the toasts...
Think I am going "out of town" next week for real... Should only be a short while if all goes well... Will talk to you about in person when we meet again. Wish me luck...
Lots of big changes coming up in mylife, but change isn't so bad all the time...
Your Lord and Master,
Supernovice