jcliff

I just want to punch the ever-loving hell out of someone's smug mug.

On a lighter note, I am getting married! Again! This time to a heterosexual woman that enjoys cock! That, I must say, is reason enough to celebrate with a few shots of vodka. Which I have already done, several times over...and over and over and over. But that's just how that fucking...
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The conditions of a solitary bird are five:
The first, that it flies to the highest point;
The second, that it does not suffer for company, not even of its own kind;
The third, that it aims its beak to the skies;
The fourth, that it does not have a definite color;
The fifth, that it sings very softly.

Unless you're a mother fucking war...
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Some would say that three months just isn't enough time to give a relationship before moving in together. This should hold doubly true for a three-month old relationship during which I have been on the road for more than half of it. That may contribute to the euphoria and success, but that remains to be seen. We're moving in together. I am kinda stoked.

In...
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I'm a week into this level 2 hand-to-hand class (MAC) and I will readily admit to being sore as all hell. Bruises everywhere, my joints are all stiff and screaming, and I have mat burn on my back, elbows, knees...

I don't even wanna have a drink. But I'm gonna. Because I'm that disciplined.

I was gonna post body transformation pics soon, but thanksgiving is...
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Things have been nothing short of spectacular over the past few weeks, although very little has happened or changed at all. Might as well touch on meds for a sec: the shit my doc put me on was horrible. I was stuck in a dual-existence kind of state where my emotional responses were inextricably excised from the daily ebb and flow, and I still experienced...
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The meds are sure working. My highs aren't as high and my lows are easily manageable, although I still go to opposite extremes. The delineation of my mind and emotions is so evident now. The meds seem to keep my mind in a state of calm equilibrium while my emotions run the usual gamut from misery to fantastic. They are like two separate and discordant...
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This past week was pretty intense.

My soon-to-be ex wife came out to Georgia for a visit, and pretty much blew my mind. The day she got here we went out to get something to eat, got a little drunk, and ended up hanging out with a bunch of the occupy wall street protesters (who, it turns out, have no idea what they are protesting...
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I've been all over the place lately, and as ridiculous as it reads I think my dog just intuitively knows where my head is at. When I'm up he is all high-energy with me, and when I'm down he's ridiculously affectionate. He really is a man's best friend. And I learned that retail therapy is not just for women. I don't go clothes shopping (i...
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I went with my sister today to get new tattoos. It's been so long since I got ink... I was pretty thrilled. My sister got a copy of a tattoo that I have on my arm - on her ass cheek. I was pretty honored that she thinks so highly of me she wanted to show it forever. Stoked about that. Not sure if the...
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