Thursday Nov 02, 2006

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i haven't been this terribly sad in such a long time.
sometimes i feel like i'll never be myself again.
i know it's probably not true, but i still want to rip my own guts out.
i still can't believe i'm headed back to Los Angeles.
puke frown puke
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cherrypoint:

xoxoxo

ilsa:

I know I am not bitchy... Maybe I am just too polite, haha, some people get offended when you do something that logical.
Yeah, actually I only want a trim, but I am even afraid of getting that! I'm such a pussy blush

Thursday Aug 03, 2006

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my job is so weird.
i work with teeny teeny people. very sweet and very crazy two year-olds. the kids aren't what makes my job weird though...it's my co-workers. they are all so uuugghhh. it's like almost all of them are miserable people with no understanding of how to interact with each other. AND of course i have absolutely nothing in...
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ilsa:

I don't know if I am leaving, I'd miss my friends and some groups as you said. Due to some problems I am not very inspired to update here, but yeah I do miss writing my bitchy journals too, hehehe. You can check my music charts at www.last.fm, my username is staceymalibu. I'm afraid they won't be updated very much from now on because my laptop broke and I lost all my music, I am buying a desktop computer next month and it will take me a while to download again all my music.

Take care
kiss

ilsa:

Yeah it's shitty, and I agree with you in that. Many people always complain a lot but never say what's wrong, I've been holding my tongue for months but I see nothing wrong in explaining the story in a polite way. People were expenting those sets that now will never be, you know, I think I owe them an explanation... Now I am just happy that I met my bf there and I have a few cool pics, even if they aren't for a set.

Barcelona is lovely! I'll be your guide if you ever come.
I don't hate gay men, haha, I was just generalizating because of two ex friends I had that apparts from backstabbers behaved like pmsing chicks tongue

kiss

Friday Apr 07, 2006

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hihihi. today is my day off and so now i'm going to write this before i have to start doing junk. well i've already started packing for my big move to *Seattle*.....but yesterday i suddenly got really sad and it was tough. mostly, i'm just very excited about leaving Los Angeles, the city with all the sick pollution, sick-self-absorbed people around...
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ilsa:

Oh, you get heachaches from birth control? Try switching pills! I only got fat from mine... Oh and had my period for a whole month when I first started blackeyed

Good luck with your move! They're stressing, aren't they?

cherrypoint:

have a safe trip !

Thursday Mar 09, 2006

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aaaahhhh. i had my first ever fancy massage today and it was wonderful! it was a thai massage that lasted for a whole hour! the little woman really knew what she was doing. shocked
i can't believe i waited so long to do it but i think maybe i was scared of a total stranger touching me. but it wasn't awkward at all like...
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ilsa:

Thank you! I'm flattered you put me on your favorites blush
And yeah it's weird finding people with my music taste even here, everybody seems crazy about emo shit and that stuff, hahaha.

Wednesday Jan 18, 2006

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okay uhhh... i'm not totally into this online journal stuff BUT i guess i'll give it a go. So i'm sick and bored at home. i'm sort of a stay at home kind of girl anyway, but tonight i actually had plans to go out. the boy i love had a show and i was going to go and have a...
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jorryn:

Thank you for your compliments.

As for CSI, yes, I could watch the same episodes over and over cuz I just love it, has to be Vegas though.

I will let you in on a little secret, when I am feeling poopey, nothing helps me feel better than the ultimate chick flick, "Legally Blonde". Its so awful to admit, but anytime I am sad it totally cheers me up blush

ilsa:

Yeah myspace friend requests from random people are lame, I just accept everyone with my SG account... I'm glad it's not very known in Spain and I don't get request from people who pissed me off in high school, though!

Glad you liked my sets blush