Well I am getting better a little bit. 400 calories today ^^. I deeply thank you all for your support. It's a struggle everyday but i'm managing through it. 
the_boss:
Izzy!
Oh man. I just finshed my food for the day and i feel so fucking eww. so full that i want to just go puke. 715 damn calories... uggg that's too much! Way too much. i just feel disgusting right now, so full, and bloated and FUCKING FAT!! I'm not eating but like 210 calories tomorrow maybe then i'll feel better. i'm going back into...
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eyesofatragedy:
youre not fat.. get that bullshit out of your head right now.. puking it not an answer to weightloss. If you want to feel better.. exercise.. it helps with weight and mood management... Youre a beautiful woman.. dont let yourself be diluted with craziness in thinking youre fat.. because youre NOT!! You know better than that my dear.. just have to get yourself out of the negative mindset.. i hope you feel better soon.. much love my sista 
Ok guys.... i figure since my friend knows, and i'm attempting to get help i may as well get some help from you guys as well. I have been anorexic off and on for the past 3 years. I'm trying like hell to straighten out on my own, but i have noticed i need a bit of help. Thank you in advance and it\s taken...
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traceelement:
Good luck lady, I support your efforts 100% definitely not an easy thing to admit to others, let alone yourself. Much respect.
kobeyk:
Iz...you're braver than me. Good luck in your quest for happiness in this and every area. I wish you nothing but the best. 
Well as some of you know i have been having issues with my right elbow and arm tendons lately due to over use of them at work, (driving the train) pushing and pulling on levers and brakes all day long for about two weeks straight. Aparently that has caused an old injury from highschool to resurface. My tendon in my right arm has become hyperextended...
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providencia:
I'll second that hope for you.
Pain like that is a bitch, I hope you get relief soon.
Pain like that is a bitch, I hope you get relief soon.
waterfordman:
You must post some pictures of you driving the train
Hope you get the pain sorted soon
Hope you get the pain sorted soon
Hey everyone! Hope you are all doing well. I'm doing great with the new job. Loving it so far but still trying to weasel my way into a zoo keeper position if it comes open. ^^. So i have decided to start an address book for my close friends on here so that when i move, i will still have the phone numbers i do...
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waterfordman:
When you respond to the link be sure to tell Steph where you picked it up from
When you respond to the link be sure to tell Steph where you picked it up from YES!!!! I got the job at the zoo folks! I should start the 21st. I'm putting my notice in today and friday will be my last day at wagon wheel. yay me!!! 9 bucks an hour to sit on my ass. well off to take a shower be back after 3. my mommy's sick today so i am going to be taking care of her...
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izumi:
i don't get to wear the train outfit at first they are going to train me on other stuff first ithink.
kobeyk:
Hey good job woman! Tell my buddies the gorillas I said hey
Well i found out today that if i get the job at the zoo, it will be a real 8 to 5 job excluding the holiday activities that go on at night, (i.e halloween and holiday lights) and i will or should have mondays and tuesdays off again excluding holiday activities.. weee me now i just have to go tomorrow at 8 am to fill...
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classy_:
you know i love you a shit ton right??
izumi:
Of course i know that lol i love you a shit ton too my dear.
hey going to grandma's if anyone wants to talk either txt me or i'll be on AIM, Yahoo, and i will check my messeges here with my psp. laters
argentumblack:
oh i'll do one better than that..i'll call you
cuz...i can
♥
Arg
cuz...i can
♥
Arg
hi all well it looks like i have the job at the zoo , i just have to wait for the mayor to approve me. hopfully I'll get it. wish me luck. i'm at my grandma's now i'll be home later. 
argo:
Congrats! That'll make all those beastiality fantasies of yours alot easier, won't it!
"C'mere you cute lil monkey"
"C'mere you cute lil monkey"
Well My tummy is doing a bit better i just have to stay away from the fatty foods until i can the money to pay back PriMed. After that i will go see my family doctor to get this actully and correctly diagnosed. And on a wonderful better note, I got a phone call thursday from the zoo here and they want to interview me...
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Well, tomorrow is the day that i find out if i can go back to work or not. Although some good news happened as of today. Another local vet clinic is hiring a full time vet assistant. So work or not tomorrow i'm going to go and apply and see if they are offering more or the same as the place in the next town....
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amyisme:
I hope things work out with the job.
And I hope your belly feels better soon.
And I hope your belly feels better soon.
Well looks like i may be fired as of today. Thing is i called out today because i was throwing up this morning. Work said oh ok hope ya feel better, and hung up. done right... wrong, they then called back not 5 mins later and said "Why don't you take tomorrow off too and call us monday to see what the schedule is." i...
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providencia:
Man, your mom moves fast!!!
I hope it is something worthwhile that she's found.
Feel better.
*hug*
I hope it is something worthwhile that she's found.
Feel better.
*hug*
izumi:
thanks guys i'm going to the doctor next month to see what this shit is....