izumi

Today is national coming out day, I am Bisexual and proud of it!! I support lgbt rights and the fight for equality.

and just as quickly as happiness comes it gets snatched away. but i shall love again and move onward. for as they say in rent no day but today...

ok so im home now and in chatness. soo yeah still txt me. I'm sittin at home bored outta my mind,, watching bad cartoons on tv.

wow, 23 days until my 24th birthday damn. it got here fast... well hope i get good stuff.

today was good, very slow at work. and only 4 more days till im off. annnd thats it, i cant think of what else to write

Today Sucked, i think shawn caught up with school and couldnt make it over tonight. which i totally understand. But my friends say they are gonna come by and fuckin completely blow me off and bail on me without saying a word. SO now i know its a dumb idea but im getting drunk trying to ignore feeling hurt again by my friends. hell who...
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Ugg i soo did not need to hear this news today from my shrink.... she says if i lose anymore weight i get to go to the hospital and not by choice... i HATE hospitals... i'm trying tho. this eating disorder isn't the easiest thing to stop. wish me luck guys. *hugs* i will let you know if i have to leave.

Well it happened, Jared and I are no more but strangely, i'm ok with it. We're still great friends, and i'm still moving here to Ohio. And We're still going to visit each other. So all in al I had an ok week. I'm going home today, and to the doc tomorrow i'll update then on what illness i have.

Great news everyone! I'M OUT OF REHAB! and safely back home and 114 lbs. Happy to happy turkey day to alll. thank you to everyone who supported me through this hard time in my life. i greatly appreciate it.

Today was a little better. I ate a sandwich for lunch and i kept it down. I never really ate breakfast anyways so i still don't. But it's dinner i'm worried about, that's a family thing and i can't control how many calories i intake. Unless i cook it but i'm not tonight so eep/......

Damnit! I'm trying I'm really working my ass off to beat this thing, but then there's that other voice that says i have to lose this weight. Today i said fuck it and i binged like crazy all day, then after dinner i felt horrid from eating fried chicken, greasy burgers, fries, and milkshakes all day so i went and i threw up but i...
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