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I realized something I think might be important this morning as I was driving from work. It feels good to reclaim the things I once shared with people who are no longer a part of my life. You see sometimes I'll go someplace or someone else will want to go someplace or do something with me and as I think about it the thought of...
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I stand corrected:

I don't care what you do, I'm getting out.
No, nothing ever shames me.
Don't want a thing from you...
I'm going out, I don't care if you're angry.
I should have thought things through,
Yeah I'm holding out, not getting an answer.
I wanna do right by you, I'm finding out...
Cheating gets it faster.

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Oh my goodness. It hit me today. This morning. And I can't stop listening to this track. Fuck.

Damn you the Velvet Teen. Quit teasing me with this single shit and release the album!

Listen to "Gyzm Kid" kids. You will dance around, I promise. And your life will be changed, or something. Go. Do it. Now!
nakedjayson:
Waaaaaaaaaaaay ahead of ya. I listened to it on repeat all the way home after the show, pure awesomeness.
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Maybe I've lost my faith in History, and the only thing I believe in now is the sound of the Atlantic.

Walking not even a few short store fronts of a large Oakland Blvd I came across a combination of discarded items on the sidewalk, all within close proximity, that simply made me laugh out loud. They were as follows:

*One absolutely god-awful gaudy hawaiian...
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adalynn:
you better add me! tongue
oh, and i don't do myspace...sorry eeek tongue blush miao!!
adalynn:
yeah!
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I live life from moment to moment. Waiting for these grand epiphanies, these moments of total zen-like clarity to just strike me. There's no real schedule, I find that they happen when I least expect them to. But, they always happen eventually if I just stick everything out (what else besides that can I or anyone do anyway?). Often times some work of art or...
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wallace:
tuffy is a little dewd with thick glasses. he's the manager there.

luckily i just recently made friends with a bouncer. but unluckily, i think he has a crush on me & i do not return the feeling. frown
wallace:
i dunno how to make beanies yet, sorry!
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Last night was not a good night at all. I got rear-ended on the bay bridge. It was a hit and run. I still haven't heard if they caught the fucker.

I called the girl. I shouldn't have but I did. I was sad and felt like shit. She came to me and gave me a bunch of hugs.

We had some tea and she...
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Ahhhh I just got a free invite to a show in the city! Its starts at 8! Anyone wanna meet me there?
wallace:
sissyfoot kickball is what it's all about skull
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I'm off for an evening in SF. There's an art show with an open bar and I got an invite!!!! See kids sometime after the after party!
wallace:
i did the boyscout one biggrin
ooh, what art show are you going to? have fun @ the fairmont, that's a fancy lil hotel!
koleeta:
thanks. I've just decided to let it go but when i go to sleep my mind is like "HA HA! i'm not going to LET you let it go!"
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I broke down last night and made contact with her. I asked if she still wanted me to explain anything else cuz our last conversation she had all these questions and we were both so tired that we just said we'll finish later. But I'm the weak one so I made the first contact.

I'd been feeling down ever since I told her, I thought...
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Well I survived the trek to and from Salt Lake City. I didn't get too annoyed by my parents and I did get to meet my four month old cousin so that was the high point of my weekend, holding him for a while. He liked me. He kept trying to grab at something but only got my shirt each time. I think he was...
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Talk about bad days. This one started out well enough but its officially gone all to shit. I feel like I'm messing everything up. I don't know what I'm doing or why I still think everything can, or ever will, turn out like I've always dreamed it would.

I painted an oversized metaphor of how I was feeling completely unintentionally today. Now I've even messed...
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wallace:
bah, i'm having thai again for lunch today! so much thai food! oh well, it's so good..
koleeta:

I need a hug and the one person I really want to give it to me is the one person that I shouldn't be calling.



I know this all too well. I always gave in.

guess it's too late for wishing you a happy thanksgiving, so I'll just say remember the alamo indians...or native americans.