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wooo

hi people
whats up?

I havent been on lately.. i've been drunk n'stuff... but now i live in a sober living house in okc.... i am alive and very happy. i dont have much time to talk much.... hope ya'll had a great new year...

love you!
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khoos:
Hey pretty, I hope all is well...
johnnyt:
"don;t fuck with me - I'll kill you???"

We have a winner.

*swoon*
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My birthday is sunday! WOOT WOOT
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panthro:
just got back from baltimore, happy belated birthday sugar! glad you are doing well,
bloodhigh:
hey beautiful, i miss you
we should hang sometime
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brave1:
nice pics - thanks for sharing.
punknitemike:
awww...you look so happy!
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I am in a better mood today...

My ex sent me flowers.. (*Tim*) for those of you that are following the saga....


um... so my truck is awesome...

oh! and I have 90 days sober today!! woot woot!! ::raises the roof like a white girl::
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satchell:
Congratulations on the 90 days. That's the toughest period of all. You deserve to be happy.
chazgasm:
kiss keep it up
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I am in a fucked up mood...

men are retarded and I'm in a very bitter place... so feel bad for any man that meets me... cause I'm in fuck off mode... They like to play games and I'm tired of getting hurt, so the war is on....

um... I am still living by myself in my cute little apartment here in...
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panthro:
glad to hear you are doing well.
don't let a few dickheads get you feeling down on all of us.
nice truck, i'm sure you get lots of whistles and head turns when you drive by. wink
yuriel:
*hugs tight*

I don't play games.

Neither do some others.
smile

Congrats on your 90 days lady smile

Sweet ride you got yourself there biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Hi kids smile

I am still alive... i know some of you have been worried about me..
I am moving out on my own again on weds..
I have been sober for 54 consecutive days..
I am a lot happier and a lot sadder if that makes any sense
good things are happening but i'm still super broke
I went back to my old job...
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dark_templar:
wow I thought you could buy Oaklahoma for 1800$ eeek

Yeah where I live in the sierra's most jobs do not pay more than $10-11 hr even construction. Rent is still 6-900$ depending on living situation. Glad to hear things are looking up. My job just bought a large number of drug tests, so well see where that goes wink
yuriel:
bummer about the debt frown

But that's likely better than it seems..... *hugs*

Congrats on the sobriety biggrin
*hugs tight*

I am glad you are well.

It makes perfect sense.

Heh. I hope too it is just stress, and nothing serious.

Don't apologize, people don't worry or have concern unless it's well placed and NOT inconviniencing to them, that's a tidbit of sagacity I picked up long ago *chuckle*

mad love

EL SUICIDO LOCO
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well hello again...

my last post was not the end of that drama... I went back into the hospital later that evening...

I am back on the water wagon and going to lost of therapy...

Thank you all for the msgs on here and the text msgs I got throughout the last few weeks that made me feel so loved...

You are all godsends smile

love...
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bloodhigh:
frown i wish you'd call me from time to time so i know you're alright
silentwhisper:
holy crap! those profile pics!! <3 <3 !!!!!
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Well pookies ...

I am sorry to tell you that I have just gotten out of the Psych Ward at St Anthony's Hospital...

I took all of my xanax and drank like I said I was going to...

and ended up getting charcoal

and a 1 weeks stay in the looney bin...

frown

I am still sad...

but I dont think i'll be doing that...
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itburns:
Sorry to hear this, but it happens to the best of us blackeyed
Keep plugging away and eventually it does get netter. I promise.
lonewolf367:
I havn't ever commented here, but I hope you get well. There are people (well at least here) who are ready and willing to support and you. I myself just had my first counseling session yesterday. There's always a way out and a future ahead.
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My day is gone to shit...

but xanax and liquor came to my rescue...

got to love medicen thes dsy...

i am so lonely.
so sad.
i don knw nwat to do...

I just cry...

I want to sleep...
i wish i could erase te day ...
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dark_templar:
I used to mix valium and percocet, with a lil booze and weed, it was great.......

......now I moved into the mountains and cant get any of it frown

whats wrong?
fuckin_steve:
I just drink beer or masturbate, or both. Either one makes me feel better at least a little bit....
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I am NEVER going to find a place to live!! frown

I cried today... this sucks...
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brave1:
that sux - good luck and best wishes.
samhain976:
i could use a roomate.
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boy this weekend has been sweaty... again... BUT we won another race.... this time in the PRO ET class... no photo ops this time... just the check... smile and a full belly from red lobster... mmmmmm
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2shadowland:
A lobster , hummmmmm show me smile
meagan:
hi lady!
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dark_templar:
Cool bike! Glad to hear he won. Whats new, my new job is working out well but besides that same old stuff
xani:
thats hot!