Pain is a weird thing.
When you live with constant pain it becomes part of your daily life, you just get on with things as normal and no ones the wiser as you don't complain about things. However, that's not something that's always good, take me for example, without sounding dramatic, I wake up each day with pain and go to bed each day with...
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When you live with constant pain it becomes part of your daily life, you just get on with things as normal and no ones the wiser as you don't complain about things. However, that's not something that's always good, take me for example, without sounding dramatic, I wake up each day with pain and go to bed each day with...
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Hay all,
So I've been without a car for about three weeks now and its killing me, for all of you who don't know I had to sell my camper and my escort to keep my house, as you all know I bought this place and let my mother move in. the thing was she has been completely unable to find a job for the...
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So I've been without a car for about three weeks now and its killing me, for all of you who don't know I had to sell my camper and my escort to keep my house, as you all know I bought this place and let my mother move in. the thing was she has been completely unable to find a job for the...
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josephine:
your new profile pic is awesome!!
and i like your new pickup truck
it looks amazing!!!
and i like your new pickup truck
it looks amazing!!!
lauralily:
Hey Honky, where have you disappeared to?
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leilani:
hehe thats awesome! ur living the life really. Ive always wanted to live by the beach like i did as a kid, i wanted to b a surf instructor or lifeguard and none of those things happened and no i doubt i can even stand up on a board i'll have to get lessons again when i can afford it. Im glad ive got atleast one sport tho, i think if i was like every other girl in this country id b orange, be shopping obsessed and boring!
leilani:
lucky!!!! i cant wait to move but it'll b a few yrs yet!
Im going on holiday on the south coast/ house sitting/dog sitting its gonna b awesome i love going to the beach or ne thing to do with water. yeeeeeey
Im going on holiday on the south coast/ house sitting/dog sitting its gonna b awesome i love going to the beach or ne thing to do with water. yeeeeeey
What a difference a few days make, there I was at rock bottom feeling sorry for myself and POW!!! Some good luck comes out and hits me like a bolt from the blue!
After being told I wasn't eligible for a grant to cover my course fee, I got a letter on Wednesday saying that I was in fact eligible and that the 1500 I...
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After being told I wasn't eligible for a grant to cover my course fee, I got a letter on Wednesday saying that I was in fact eligible and that the 1500 I...
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silveronthetree:
Nice one mate, glad things are going your way
silveronthetree:
Yes I`ve been missing in action too. I`ll try to update a bit more
they say things happen in three's welli wonder what the third thing will be, i guess my complaining the other day about how i felt like i was being walked over by my family was too much and Karma is paying me back, the guy who was supposed to be buying my camper from me pulled out on monday leaving me in shit finincially, and...
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call me a creature of habit, call me set in my ways, call me whatever you fuckin like but I crave my own space, I need time on my own away from everyone, this is why I had my loft converted, it was supposed to be my hide away, my place of Zen and relaxation but has it turned out that way? NO!!
I mean...
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pixiebelle:
That really sucks sweetie. I say stand your ground and establish some ground rules. Doesn't matter if your family think you're mean or rude. You LIVE THERE after all. You too have a say in what happens in your own home. Sit them down one day and explain that things need to change. Set some ground rules and tell them to piss off if they start breaking them. Fair enough telling your mom if people are coming round but asking if people can is just wrong. Plus, your room is not your nephews babysitter. Your sister seriously needs to take some responsibility for the fact that shes a parent.
This has really pissed me off on your behalf.
If you need a break, you know there's always a place for you here.
This has really pissed me off on your behalf.
If you need a break, you know there's always a place for you here.
chryssi:
It absolutely sucks to have people live with you!!!!
Sorry it is so crappy for you.
Sorry it is so crappy for you.
PANIC!!! PANIC!!! PANIC!!!
ARRGH!!!! Just sixteen and a half hours until my marine ecology exam and I still don't understand a word of it!!!!!!! ARRGH!!!!!
Man I need this week to be over! I don't mind my tides exam on Wednesday I can do that with my eyes closed but this ecology exam is driving me insane, I have been doing nothing but revising for...
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ARRGH!!!! Just sixteen and a half hours until my marine ecology exam and I still don't understand a word of it!!!!!!! ARRGH!!!!!
Man I need this week to be over! I don't mind my tides exam on Wednesday I can do that with my eyes closed but this ecology exam is driving me insane, I have been doing nothing but revising for...
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You know as you grow up and start to notice people of the opposite sex, and as you continue to get older your tastes become more and more defined until you finally achieve what in your eyes is a vision of absolute perfection?
well you all know how I adore redheads, but for the first time ever I can honestly say that I have never...
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well you all know how I adore redheads, but for the first time ever I can honestly say that I have never...
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josephine:
she is indeed TO GORGEOUS TO BE REAL!
i loved her set, and all the ones before..
how are you gorgeous?
i miss you arond my blog, you have forgotten me!
i loved her set, and all the ones before..
how are you gorgeous?
i miss you arond my blog, you have forgotten me!
leilani:
yeh i never thought i would ever learn to sail. If it wasnt for Joe i dont think i wood've learnt to surf or sail coz of money. Im always poor and now i know why!
You know as you grow up and start to notice people of the opposite sex, and as you continue to get older your tastes become more and more defined until you finally achieve what in your eyes is a vision of absolute perfection?
well you all know how I adore redheads, but for the first time ever I can honestly say that I have never...
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well you all know how I adore redheads, but for the first time ever I can honestly say that I have never...
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OK so I need to update so I guess I'll do it now 
So what's been happening, well let's see, since I last posted on the site I have been so busy it's been insane, let's see
I finished my loft..... well kind of, its 99% there and I have finally been able to move myself in and get my stuff out of storage where...
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So what's been happening, well let's see, since I last posted on the site I have been so busy it's been insane, let's see
I finished my loft..... well kind of, its 99% there and I have finally been able to move myself in and get my stuff out of storage where...
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leilani:
o wow thats awesome, i doubt i'll do another degree i kinda wanna experience the whole earning money thing as ive never had a proper job before!! but when i wanna take my gap yr or whatever i'll b sure to go to newquay... atm its a bit too far though. maybe in the future.
i was gna go on a ticket to ride trip after my final yr but its like 6,000 all together including insurance, my own spending money and food money its ridiculous!!! and its only for 3 months!! i really dont ave that kind of money!
i was gna go on a ticket to ride trip after my final yr but its like 6,000 all together including insurance, my own spending money and food money its ridiculous!!! and its only for 3 months!! i really dont ave that kind of money!
leilani:
yea, im hoping either nxt yr or the yr after depending on what job i'll get after i graduate im hoping to go to cornwall for a bit. just before the summer rush or just after i hate it when its busy there plus it'll b quite flat. But i love going to watergate bay, its so relaxing even if its just sitting at the end of the beach and watchin or sleeping whatever its just really nice there i think!
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silveronthetree:
How the hell are you sir?
Lovely pic. You moved?
Pop by
Lovely pic. You moved?
Pop by
lensturtle420:
hey bro, posted my new board in the waveriders group. It's the sexiest thing ever...
I'm in tonight, call me or I'll call you or something.
I'm in tonight, call me or I'll call you or something.
My Bi Polar disorder has been getting the better of me this week, I feel more alone, isolated and retched than ever, each day this week I have been finding it hard to get up, and even harder to go to bed, it feels so big and cold crawling in to it on my own, each day I wake up thinking things like I should...
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chryssi:
I am so sorry to hear that you are not feeling well. I can completely understand how you are feeling, because it happens to me all the time. Your words echo my mood right now. I think that I hate the new year. Every January till about April things are really bad for me. And I don't think it is the weather because we have really mild winters here. Mostly financial. I really need to go back to work again, but the anxiety is really holding me back.
I also know what it is like to not want to be a burden on others and think that they are getting tired of my problems. Especially when they do not understand. When it gets a hold of you it does not want to let go and you have to fight like hell. I also pretend all the time. Even lie to my therapist sometimes.
Just keep trudging through! And know that things will eventually turn around. I will keep you in my thoughts.
I also know what it is like to not want to be a burden on others and think that they are getting tired of my problems. Especially when they do not understand. When it gets a hold of you it does not want to let go and you have to fight like hell. I also pretend all the time. Even lie to my therapist sometimes.
Just keep trudging through! And know that things will eventually turn around. I will keep you in my thoughts.
josephine:
i just hope you get better dear
that valentines day story is aweful, i would love to have such a surprise, and i couldnt get angry with something like that, not even in 3985473 years!
some healing kissess
i hope they cross the pacific and get there as soon as posible
that valentines day story is aweful, i would love to have such a surprise, and i couldnt get angry with something like that, not even in 3985473 years!
some healing kissess
i hope they cross the pacific and get there as soon as posible
Will you be on msn anytime soon? We have to talk!
I will remember this next time I am surfing!!!!!! HAHA!!!!!!!