hellcatjustine

yeah, they went with someone else.


story of my fucking life.

well, I don't have to keep it a secret anymore. Because he already has it...


see. I did some secret squirrel stuff, and I ordered Devilbunny's wedding ring on the sly, and had it engraved. It came today, and he loves it!


I think I might have the plague, I feel so awful.

I am going to keep myself medicated on my antidepressants and...
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I have an interview friday!!!

And the most amazing part is that while it is starting out as a receptionist thing, in about a month, it will be mostly software implementation, and I have some really fucking killer experience for that!!

I'm gonna have to pee in a cup, which doesn't surprise me. So as of this afternoon, I am taking a smoking hiatus. *sigh*...
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edited to add: There is no justice in this world.




thoughts run together and make no sense. to anyone other than me.


disconnected and disjointed. I chewed off all my nails again. I just can't make it stop. everything building up and building up until I just want to scream


I want to go put disintegration on repeat forever. I want to feel again, I...
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ok, I have a few things to say...

first off, don't ever go to a show at rcktwn or what the fuck it is they are calling this place, unless it can't be helped, like this. Even Mike Ness was making fun of the fact that there was no bar. It's a Christian coffee house hangout sorta place, with a fair sized stage area, about...
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Manic Monday in every literal sense of the word.


Been keeping busy with my out of town adventure and my first actual paid Photoshop gig. I'm coloring line drawings of houses. and trees and whatnot.


I'm actually really digging, except that my wrist is killing me. But I'm gonna get paid pretty nicely for it, and that makes me feel good.


I think I fucked...
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Time to get rid of that depressing fucking entry. Some cool shit has happened too lately.


We got our tax money!

We're going to Nashvegas next weekend to see Webb Wilder, and then the Dempseys. And we're staying in a hotel. Hotel porno sex is sure to ensue.

Also, got tickets to see Social Distortion in Nashvegas. We won't be staying over that night, but...
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My grandfather died this morning. He had a stroke and never woke up. Momma and Daddy are going over to Arkansas to take care of my grandmother and help with the arrangements. I'm going over to my momma's in a bit to take care of her animals, and take one of her dogs to stay at the vet. I'm not going to go to the...
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Dear World,

I fucking hate you.



Please feel free to drop dead anytime.


xoxo
The HellCat