Why is it some people just seem to have it made...
A co-worker of mine just called me from her dorm, plastered off her ass, and proceeded in telling me that even though Tim is not her type, she would fuck him.
Why is that knowledge I need to know? Is it vital to my survival to know that she would sleep with Tim?
And why is it ALWAYS Tim, or Erin, or someone NOT me.
I remember New Years Eve 2 years ago...
I sat around listening to my friend Nicole rant about how hot my brother is, and her friend talk about how she wanted Erin...while I rolled my eyes and drank more hoping I would pass out and not have to listen to it.
It's always someone else...
except me.
I know I'm not skinny, or athletic, or loaded with money...
but I think I am a good person.
Apparently that is not enough.
Tim has a line of girls just waiting for him to chose them.
Chris has a few options, if he would just be realistic...
and I can't get anything more than "Oh, You're too good of a friend to date..."
I had a wonderful girlfriend...
until my "best friend" came home and said "by the way, I think I want her back now...so...yeah"
(Ok, so that's not exactly what he said...but it's close enough.)
I don't like being jealous of other people...
but I just think it's screwed up that some people can pay cash for a new jeep (and it's a nice one too Erin, congrats dude), and some of us don't even know if they will be able to afford to live in their apartment next month.
I could live a thousand lives, and I will never understand...
Some people get it handed on a silver platter,
and others are left lonely, broken hearted and broke.
But hey, no one ever said life was fair...
(I just felt like ranting...I've had a lot on my mind lately, again, and it is taking it's toll on me. It's still NOTHING compared to the Hurricane survivors...and now I feel selfish...great...)
-KOS
"Is This Thing On?"
When all the things that you've been thinking
has you so confused and so unglued
your head is spinning
well we've all felt the same inside
I've been on that ledge countless times
and I know what that feels like
you're on your own can't make it through this world all alone
is this thing on at all? [x2]
when all your friends don't have the answers
and you're so convinced that inch by inch
they've turned to strangers
yeah we've all seen the different sides
no one hears even though you've talked all night
and I know what you feel like
you're on your own can't make it through this world all alone
is this thing on at all? [x3]
can we really measure if we're any better
than that skyline that goes on and on forever on and on?
you're on your own can't make it through this world all alone
is this thing on at all? [x3]
-Less Than Jake
A co-worker of mine just called me from her dorm, plastered off her ass, and proceeded in telling me that even though Tim is not her type, she would fuck him.
Why is that knowledge I need to know? Is it vital to my survival to know that she would sleep with Tim?
And why is it ALWAYS Tim, or Erin, or someone NOT me.
I remember New Years Eve 2 years ago...
I sat around listening to my friend Nicole rant about how hot my brother is, and her friend talk about how she wanted Erin...while I rolled my eyes and drank more hoping I would pass out and not have to listen to it.
It's always someone else...
except me.
I know I'm not skinny, or athletic, or loaded with money...
but I think I am a good person.
Apparently that is not enough.
Tim has a line of girls just waiting for him to chose them.
Chris has a few options, if he would just be realistic...
and I can't get anything more than "Oh, You're too good of a friend to date..."
I had a wonderful girlfriend...
until my "best friend" came home and said "by the way, I think I want her back now...so...yeah"
(Ok, so that's not exactly what he said...but it's close enough.)
I don't like being jealous of other people...
but I just think it's screwed up that some people can pay cash for a new jeep (and it's a nice one too Erin, congrats dude), and some of us don't even know if they will be able to afford to live in their apartment next month.
I could live a thousand lives, and I will never understand...
Some people get it handed on a silver platter,
and others are left lonely, broken hearted and broke.
But hey, no one ever said life was fair...
(I just felt like ranting...I've had a lot on my mind lately, again, and it is taking it's toll on me. It's still NOTHING compared to the Hurricane survivors...and now I feel selfish...great...)
-KOS
"Is This Thing On?"
When all the things that you've been thinking
has you so confused and so unglued
your head is spinning
well we've all felt the same inside
I've been on that ledge countless times
and I know what that feels like
you're on your own can't make it through this world all alone
is this thing on at all? [x2]
when all your friends don't have the answers
and you're so convinced that inch by inch
they've turned to strangers
yeah we've all seen the different sides
no one hears even though you've talked all night
and I know what you feel like
you're on your own can't make it through this world all alone
is this thing on at all? [x3]
can we really measure if we're any better
than that skyline that goes on and on forever on and on?
you're on your own can't make it through this world all alone
is this thing on at all? [x3]
-Less Than Jake
Seriously, it hurts now, but you'll find someone some day. Nice people always do. For right now, here's a big hug. HHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGG!!!!