I don't really have much to say...
I've been kinda bummed this weekend...
My "I will not give up" thing didn't work. I talked to her about it, and she was like "well, I'm engaged..."
Engaged? Excuse me? Did you say engaged?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA etc.
Did he give you a ring and ACTUALLY ask you to marry him?
No. He just said "Oh...by the way, I plan on marrying you when I get back."
That is NOT being engaged. That is, if he still feels like it, he MAY ask you to marry him.
I hate to tell you this, but he has asked just about every girl he knows to marry him before he left.
You're just the only one that agreed...
which is fucking stupid shit in the first place.
He should NOT have said something like that to his "best friend's" girlfriend...
But hey, you want to give up a guy who loves you and would never purposely hurt you for that, then be my fucking guest.
Your loss.
I don't know why I am writing like I am talking to her, she doesn't read this journal anyway.
I found a website the sells polypropylene bokens. For those of you who do not know what a boken is, it's a piece of wood that has the shape, size and weight of a katana, so you can learn to use one without killing yourself.
This boken happens to be made out of a durable, weatherproof plastic. The same stuff used to make police batons.
I ordered one. I want to teach myself to use a sword.
It will give me something to do.
Sure, it has no practical uses in the real world...but it's something I want to do, so I am going to do it.
Ok, maybe I had more to say than I thought.
-KOS
I've been kinda bummed this weekend...
My "I will not give up" thing didn't work. I talked to her about it, and she was like "well, I'm engaged..."
Engaged? Excuse me? Did you say engaged?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA etc.
Did he give you a ring and ACTUALLY ask you to marry him?
No. He just said "Oh...by the way, I plan on marrying you when I get back."
That is NOT being engaged. That is, if he still feels like it, he MAY ask you to marry him.
I hate to tell you this, but he has asked just about every girl he knows to marry him before he left.
You're just the only one that agreed...
which is fucking stupid shit in the first place.
He should NOT have said something like that to his "best friend's" girlfriend...
But hey, you want to give up a guy who loves you and would never purposely hurt you for that, then be my fucking guest.
Your loss.
I don't know why I am writing like I am talking to her, she doesn't read this journal anyway.
I found a website the sells polypropylene bokens. For those of you who do not know what a boken is, it's a piece of wood that has the shape, size and weight of a katana, so you can learn to use one without killing yourself.
This boken happens to be made out of a durable, weatherproof plastic. The same stuff used to make police batons.
I ordered one. I want to teach myself to use a sword.
It will give me something to do.
Sure, it has no practical uses in the real world...but it's something I want to do, so I am going to do it.
Ok, maybe I had more to say than I thought.
-KOS