My grandpa died this morning.......
He had cancer for like 7 years. I guess I am sad. But I feel like I have such a firm grip on the realities of death and suffering. I feel more releived than sad. Sometimes the only way that people can get rest it to die. I'm very at peace with his death. There are some deaths that you...
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He had cancer for like 7 years. I guess I am sad. But I feel like I have such a firm grip on the realities of death and suffering. I feel more releived than sad. Sometimes the only way that people can get rest it to die. I'm very at peace with his death. There are some deaths that you...
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OK so Thursday night my husband went out with this friend of his Eric. Jason came home and everything and I didn't give the night a second thought. I happen to work pretty closely with Eric's girlfriend whe he lives with. Friday at work she comes up to me and is like "so I hear you guys had an extra guest at you're house last...
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geraldine:
Ahh, I know what you mean. While you're working out is not the time to bother. I get really annoyed easily when I'm working out. 
I wish you were closer, then I would have called you when I was sick and we could've stayed in and watched movies or something.
Aye, boys. When will they learn? I have a friend whose in love with a guy that obviously doesn't feel the same way. But she somehow has herself convinced that he does. I've caught him twice at a club with another girl. The first time I told her. She got upset, but after talking to him, all he had to do was tickle her a little and all was forgotten.
The second time I didn't bother mentioning that I saw him. What's the point? She won't listen. I want to hurt him, bad. But what can I do?
By the way, I've been looking for a Strawberry Shortcake print material, but I can't find any. I'm going to have to make a trip to the garment district in LA. They have everything there. I'll let you know as soon as I find it!
I wish you were closer, then I would have called you when I was sick and we could've stayed in and watched movies or something.
Aye, boys. When will they learn? I have a friend whose in love with a guy that obviously doesn't feel the same way. But she somehow has herself convinced that he does. I've caught him twice at a club with another girl. The first time I told her. She got upset, but after talking to him, all he had to do was tickle her a little and all was forgotten.
The second time I didn't bother mentioning that I saw him. What's the point? She won't listen. I want to hurt him, bad. But what can I do?
By the way, I've been looking for a Strawberry Shortcake print material, but I can't find any. I'm going to have to make a trip to the garment district in LA. They have everything there. I'll let you know as soon as I find it!
yuriel:
ow 
*hugs*
meh.
and some of us...... are still bearing the consequences for the actions of those of our gender that ARENT LIKE US
heh
*hugs*
meh.
and some of us...... are still bearing the consequences for the actions of those of our gender that ARENT LIKE US
heh
OH GEEZ!
I'm body is going compleatly crazy! I don't know if it's hormonal or what but something is deffinately up. I've been having like these hot flashes where I sweat a whole bunch. And my skin has gotten really dry on spots on my body but really oily on my face. But the wost of all is how out of controll my emotions are....
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I'm body is going compleatly crazy! I don't know if it's hormonal or what but something is deffinately up. I've been having like these hot flashes where I sweat a whole bunch. And my skin has gotten really dry on spots on my body but really oily on my face. But the wost of all is how out of controll my emotions are....
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codemonkeym:
I was just reading about how MRSA and National Health Service funding has become a major issue in the UK. Apparently "taking precautions" got cut from the budget over there... 
yuriel:
*hugs you tight*
hope you feel better soon.
hope you feel better soon.
What a weird week last week was.
I managed to cut the tip of my middle finger off at work. owie owie owie! They were able to put it back on and I didn't even have to have stiches. They used this stuff called Dermabond. It feels way better now. But boy did it hurt!
Jay and I argued all day on Sat. He wanted...
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I managed to cut the tip of my middle finger off at work.
owie owie owie! They were able to put it back on and I didn't even have to have stiches. They used this stuff called Dermabond. It feels way better now. But boy did it hurt!
Jay and I argued all day on Sat. He wanted...
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l_f:
Finger:
dj_random:
dude ,I shoulda totally expected you'd be all wierd about it.Simple as this ,yur from Lax ,and the wierd wide web iz larger than the planet itself. I'm a very social person,just tryin to be freindly is all.
OK so I'm freaking out a little. I've been working at this hospital for 4 years and to do the job that I do you have to have a CNA licence. Apparently you have to renew the licence every 2 years. I thought it was every 4. A boy I started with mentoined today that he had renew his licence this month. I wondered when...
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cerah:
Danka
charlize:
That sucks! I hope that everything works out! I am sure it will. It sucks when shit like that happens!
Oh MY God I'm having a bad hair LIFETIME!! The only way my hair looks good is is I spend like 45mins. curling every hair on my head. Then I cannot lean or lay on my head and the wind cannot blow for fear of my curls being destroyed. I always have 45mins. to curl my hair nor do I always feel like spending 45...
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quasi_sean:
she makes me smile. that means so much.
quasi_sean:
thanks ya cherries.
EW I'm sick again! I have to stop getting sick. 
The weather is so pertty right now. It's been like 70's out all week! I'm SO pleased no more snow.
My sister has just about finished her clinicals at the hospital I work at. She has applied for 3 positions at the hospital I really hope that she gets it. I love her being at...
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The weather is so pertty right now. It's been like 70's out all week! I'm SO pleased no more snow.
My sister has just about finished her clinicals at the hospital I work at. She has applied for 3 positions at the hospital I really hope that she gets it. I love her being at...
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l_f:
Sorry - My computer suffered a general freezing... Ice Age !
I added you to AIM.
Cheers,
LF
I added you to AIM.
Cheers,
LF
l_f:
Sorry to hear (er... read) that.
Oh well, I chat with you another time, then.
Oh well, I chat with you another time, then.
My weekend SUCKED.
OK OK. So I know that I'm not sposed to talk "bad" about Jason on here. But really is it bad if it's true????
Don't do bad things if you don't want to hear about them.
Ok OK SSo Jay wanted to go to this stupid tuff man thing at the LaCrosse Center. He didn't even bother to ask me if I...
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OK OK. So I know that I'm not sposed to talk "bad" about Jason on here. But really is it bad if it's true????
Don't do bad things if you don't want to hear about them.
Ok OK SSo Jay wanted to go to this stupid tuff man thing at the LaCrosse Center. He didn't even bother to ask me if I...
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aurora:
knee socks rock hard
venla:
I guess I'm doing something with it today... 
Hopefully things are better there now
Hopefully things are better there now
we got a new guinea pig named Freddie. All is well with the world!
I've gotten 3 new friends on the site in the past 2 weeks! I love you guys!
I've gotten 3 new friends on the site in the past 2 weeks! I love you guys!
oomatter:
I never had a guinea pig, but I had gerbils when I was younger, but they always escaped and met a bad end. I hope you new pet is smarter then my gerbils.
quasi_sean:
you really like you some guinea pig, huh?
awesome.
awesome.
Our house is filled with a great sorrow. Otto the guinnea pig died. We don't really know what happened. We just found him in the cage dead......... It's really shitty. It's like a horrible thing for a 5 year old to have his pet die. I really wished that it wasn't Easter Sunday so I could just go buy one that looked kinda like Otto....
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quasi_sean:
sorry about your guinea pig...
thank you very much for your knid words.
thank you very much for your knid words.
quasi_sean:
thank you.
I'm so sick of having short hair. I'm trying to grow it out but it's taking forever! I hate that point when your hair gets to long too do what you were doing to it but too short to do anything else. After I get it long this time I'm going to try and remeber that I like short hair only for a little while....
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charlize:
I cut my hair short once. I thought it was really cute, at the time. I have spent the past year and a half trying to grow it back. I feel your pain about that! I wore my hair up as much as I could while it was in the awkward stages. I had a little stub of a ponytail. I'm sure that didn't work much better... What is wrong with your teeth???
jehu_:
I'm pretty excited about the job.
I don't know Eric (my Mom's fiance) very well. He is an astronomer (note: not an astrologist) and makes my mom very happy. That's good enough for me.
I ended up not visiting them due to a terrible storm that was pretty bad here in Portland, really bad in the southern Oregon coast, and extremely bad in the mountain pass to get there. I'll have Easter dinner at my sister's house instead.
I don't know Eric (my Mom's fiance) very well. He is an astronomer (note: not an astrologist) and makes my mom very happy. That's good enough for me.
I ended up not visiting them due to a terrible storm that was pretty bad here in Portland, really bad in the southern Oregon coast, and extremely bad in the mountain pass to get there. I'll have Easter dinner at my sister's house instead.
Ok so Jason finally got what was comming to him and caught the virus we all suffered with last week. Poor baby he's SO sick.
So it snowed like 15 inches here! I'm sure you're thinking; "Well she lives in Wisconsin this should be normal." But really we've been pretty spoiled the last few years. No huge storms like this. No more than 9 inches...
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So it snowed like 15 inches here! I'm sure you're thinking; "Well she lives in Wisconsin this should be normal." But really we've been pretty spoiled the last few years. No huge storms like this. No more than 9 inches...
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charlize:
Sorry, I have been soooooooooooo busy! I have been meaning to update, but havent gotten around to it. I should be sleeping now, but I am too upset. Upset by something stupid; a boy. I went to go see my old friend's band play (I didnt even end up staying long enough to see the band) and the last person I wanted to see was there. I hate it, I hate it so much. For the longest time I refused to regret anything, but I can't help but regret what happened with him. We were just friends, but the end of our friendship was really messy. I loved him to death and every time I see him I want to make things better, but I can't. It makes me want to die. I get so upset. It makes me feel like such a dumb ass. I tried everything I could to make things better and when it didn't work I cut all ties, yet I still run in to him time and again and I hate it. I always talk to him and it goes really well at first, but, I don't know...it's weird. I wish I could change the past desperately. He was so important to me. When our relationship fell apart it was one of the worst heart aches I have ever felt. That was a year and a half ago and it still hurts sometimes. Everytime I see him I feel devestated again. I am so dumb. I need to stop getting so worked up over nothing. He was the first guy that truly cared about me beyond some sexual desire. Until him I never believed a guy would ever care about me. It's probably the only reason I still care. I wish I could fix it.
I get so upset. It makes me feel like such a dumb ass. I tried everything I could to make things better and when it didn't work I cut all ties, yet I still run in to him time and again and I hate it. I always talk to him and it goes really well at first, but, I don't know...it's weird. I wish I could change the past desperately. He was so important to me. When our relationship fell apart it was one of the worst heart aches I have ever felt. That was a year and a half ago and it still hurts sometimes. Everytime I see him I feel devestated again. I am so dumb. I need to stop getting so worked up over nothing. He was the first guy that truly cared about me beyond some sexual desire. Until him I never believed a guy would ever care about me. It's probably the only reason I still care. I wish I could fix it.
charlize:
Sorry I unloaded on you... Were you sick or something? Being sick sucks. I really don't like snow that much either, unless it prevents me from working. Sucks for you, though, seeing as you had to work anyhow.
yeah.....
*knows feeling*