halohaynes

I have to make ALOT of money before the end of the month and god knows how i am going to do it...
Anyone wanna buy a soul?

I've become a fucking monster.
I have to change myself now whilst i still have a chance.

So i haven't posted a blog in a while (shame on me!)
I have been busy busy busy with the band i manage getting their early 2011 gigs done, a promotion at work and lots of other things. Been taking some more photographs too and tomorrow i am doing a shoot for a lovely suicidegirls hopeful
Wish me luck! <3

Question of the day:
Should i do another nude photoshoot?

I am torn between two worlds.

Is going to be in an all girl, take no shit, metal band soon.
I hope that a certain someone supports me but i highly doubt they will.
I imagine they will take the piss and try and get me to stop.
But i wanna do it so im standing firm.

I love it when the bouncers at a club confiscate drugs then give them to me as a present.
That fucking MADE my night.
Sadly its a sunday, i just walked around my whole area and there are NO house parties.
I wanna dance with people and take morrrre.
Im in serious party mode.


on a sad note my partner has now ignored me for...
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Today i very nearly left something big. There were a million reasons i could have but i didn't for one outstanding reason.
I am scared. So fucking scared. But i am giving this one last go.
I don't want to give up. And i hope this last chance is appreciated.
It really better fucking be.

I can't deal with this bullshit anymore.
I don't deserve this.

*sigh*
Another night lonely eh? Guess i won't be able to sleep tonight either. GRAND.

On the bright side SYCHATRISSI (band i manage) finished all the vocal work on the new album today making it a wrap for that album. It sounding epic already and thats even before the mixing and things have taken place, which are happening as we speak.
Can't wait to get...
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I miss the beauty of a girl-girl relationship.
I miss being able to share things you can't with Most men.
The way a girl feels to hold.
When she lets me do her hair and make up for a night out and sharing clothes.
Dancing in our underwear to songs that are most certainly a guilty pleasure.

<3

This weekend i finally got the break i needed from reality with an impromptu party with one of my best friends and some of her friends. A crazy "Skins style" houseparty, but without the sex lol.
I danced like a loon and took my fair share of intoxicants and good old reality blockers and got home at 7am with some seriously dilated pupils which kind...
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