Another depressing journal entry-but truat me, it's more depressing for me than it will be for you.
Last night, as the powers of fate should be, I found something out that not only hurt, but also destroyed me at the same time.
What is it? You may ask, well here's the story as best I can tell it:
Four months ago or so, Erin-whom if...
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Last night, as the powers of fate should be, I found something out that not only hurt, but also destroyed me at the same time.
What is it? You may ask, well here's the story as best I can tell it:
Four months ago or so, Erin-whom if...
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Yellow again,
Yeah, there's that fucking 'yellow' shit, that I've been doing lately. It's fucking annoying isn't it? Yeppers it is.
Anywho...ok, who the fuck still says anywho? Me apparently, as if I'm not a huge enough dorkwad. What the fuck was I going to say? Fuck it...
I know I've been depressed a lot lately, partially because of the Erin thing and I geuss...
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Yeah, there's that fucking 'yellow' shit, that I've been doing lately. It's fucking annoying isn't it? Yeppers it is.
Anywho...ok, who the fuck still says anywho? Me apparently, as if I'm not a huge enough dorkwad. What the fuck was I going to say? Fuck it...
I know I've been depressed a lot lately, partially because of the Erin thing and I geuss...
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lemuria:
BLUE! hahaha like boo. not blue depressed, although im sad youre sad. did i mention how fudging much i loved your letter? and i am in the process of writing back. the drawings are kickass. anywho, and yes i still say that too. i guess were both dorks huh? 
i find writing helps me too and i will send some sunshine your way. 
i find writing helps me too and i will send some sunshine your way. Yellow again,
I suppose I should update, as it's been a couple of weeks now. I assure you, unlike my last journal entry, I'm completely sober, and not under the influenece of Southern Comfort.
By saying that, you'll probabaly be bored half to death at this journal entry....
My old roommate Joseph(also the owenr of the duplex BlueBear3 and I own) stopped by this past...
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I suppose I should update, as it's been a couple of weeks now. I assure you, unlike my last journal entry, I'm completely sober, and not under the influenece of Southern Comfort.
By saying that, you'll probabaly be bored half to death at this journal entry....
My old roommate Joseph(also the owenr of the duplex BlueBear3 and I own) stopped by this past...
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wren:
I got my DVD. I haven't watched it yet, though. Thanks.
Fish and chips is funny.
Fish and chips is funny.
electronic:
Gracias!!
Yellow again,
Yeah, that's fucking right, yellow-sound like hello-that's some clever fucking shit right there. Ok, not really, but fuck it. I'm drinking perhaps one of the strongest fucking combinations of Southern Comfort and 7-up I have ever made...and I think I'm a little intoxicated at the moment...
Yeah, confirmed, I am...but so what?
I'm housesitting this week, and it's all right I guess. I'm...
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Yeah, that's fucking right, yellow-sound like hello-that's some clever fucking shit right there. Ok, not really, but fuck it. I'm drinking perhaps one of the strongest fucking combinations of Southern Comfort and 7-up I have ever made...and I think I'm a little intoxicated at the moment...
Yeah, confirmed, I am...but so what?
I'm housesitting this week, and it's all right I guess. I'm...
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squire:
Is Tub gonna shoot that shite or can I get in on that. 
bluebear3:
What the fuck was that jibber jabber don't drink and type
Well,
Not much happening here-my New Year's was boring and lonely, but I got that Tim Burton sculpt done, just in the nick of time-it'll be, or shit, it was, my last sculpt of 2005-
The video that I made to go with it is about 4 hours long-wrost video ever made, although I found some points amusing when I was burning it on to...
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Not much happening here-my New Year's was boring and lonely, but I got that Tim Burton sculpt done, just in the nick of time-it'll be, or shit, it was, my last sculpt of 2005-
The video that I made to go with it is about 4 hours long-wrost video ever made, although I found some points amusing when I was burning it on to...
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wren:
That is fucking AWESOME. I'd love to see the DVD. I want to know what your creative process is. ^___^
wren:
Seriously, it looks really, really great.
The journal entry, BlueBear3 doesn't want you to see...
Over a year ago, I recieved a gift of a pink frog, named Tubb. BlueBear3, my roommate, has been jealous of Tubb since day day one, and has made several attempts at taking his life away from him.
I got the idea, to set up a camera to catch these attempts-as BlueBear3 denies any such...
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Over a year ago, I recieved a gift of a pink frog, named Tubb. BlueBear3, my roommate, has been jealous of Tubb since day day one, and has made several attempts at taking his life away from him.
I got the idea, to set up a camera to catch these attempts-as BlueBear3 denies any such...
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lemuria:
was santa good to you and tubb???
happy holidays.
happy holidays.
creative_slacker:
I think Tubb ran away with all my missing socks. That little scamp.
How the heck are you? Merry Holidayween year and all that stuff.
How the heck are you? Merry Holidayween year and all that stuff.
Man,
Two weeks since my last update-I've been so neglectful lately.
Anyway, the sculpt is done. Although, I lacked the common sense to take final photos before I started the rubber molding(I'm a forgetful idiot). And that's going ok, except for the fact that the rubber smells like ammonia, and is taking for ever to cure. And, I have to layer after layer before I...
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Two weeks since my last update-I've been so neglectful lately.
Anyway, the sculpt is done. Although, I lacked the common sense to take final photos before I started the rubber molding(I'm a forgetful idiot). And that's going ok, except for the fact that the rubber smells like ammonia, and is taking for ever to cure. And, I have to layer after layer before I...
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synnove:
hey! i got your last email... so sorry i haven't responded yet. i've been quite busy with photoshopping and the last two weeks i was getting my portfolio ready for my job interview and doing lots of work for it... i will respond soon though.
how are you feeling lately?
how are you feeling lately?
wren:
Awesome. I'm so excited to see how it turns out.
How are you?
How are you?
Hello again,
I won't update so much in words...but more with pics. I've been doing this Tim Burton sculpt thing for a while now-as it's become habit to work on it, and watch the Sopranos it seems on a nightly basis.
So, thus far-here are my efforts-it's still in polymer clay, yet to be molded and cast in stone, and I still have a way...
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I won't update so much in words...but more with pics. I've been doing this Tim Burton sculpt thing for a while now-as it's become habit to work on it, and watch the Sopranos it seems on a nightly basis.
So, thus far-here are my efforts-it's still in polymer clay, yet to be molded and cast in stone, and I still have a way...
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anbuvampyre:
Nah they are good but I was binge eating them and now I'm like GROSSSS.
lilianna:
i am absolutely digging the tim burtoness.
Hello again,
Well, my Thanksgiving was ok, but not great. I hate to say it, but I just didn't get into this year. It was a hard one for me, for a few reasons. None of which I'll go in to, but if you've read previous journal entries, you'll probably guess why. And I don't want to dwell on it, so that's all I'll say...
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Well, my Thanksgiving was ok, but not great. I hate to say it, but I just didn't get into this year. It was a hard one for me, for a few reasons. None of which I'll go in to, but if you've read previous journal entries, you'll probably guess why. And I don't want to dwell on it, so that's all I'll say...
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lemuria:
thank you again for filling out the questions. was that rollercoaster at cedar point in sandusky? the only time i went there was about 6 years ago and they just got this huge new rollercoaster that was neon green if i remember correctly. i love the pirate joke 
and i love easter island. i was still awake a couple weeks ago when that show with katie couric and matt lauer was on. he was on the beaches of easter island and for some reason they were putting the eyes back in some of the statues. i wish i wasnt so sleepy when i saw it because i would have remembered more of the story. i think people in america could learn a lot of information on what not to do to destroy the place you live by studying that culture. 
i love the pirate joke and i love easter island. i was still awake a couple weeks ago when that show with katie couric and matt lauer was on. he was on the beaches of easter island and for some reason they were putting the eyes back in some of the statues. i wish i wasnt so sleepy when i saw it because i would have remembered more of the story. i think people in america could learn a lot of information on what not to do to destroy the place you live by studying that culture.
wren:
Damn that's crazy. Losing your dentures at work?! Poor guy. It is sorta funny, though. Makes you wonder where they ended up.
Heylo again,
Life is kind of weird you know? I found something out last night, reading my emails, that may me step back a sec, and say'Jesus, weird shit...'
And that's all I'll say about that, cuz it's just kind of weird, and I feel bad about it kind of...and I think, in the long run, we all affect each other some how-and though that...
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Life is kind of weird you know? I found something out last night, reading my emails, that may me step back a sec, and say'Jesus, weird shit...'
And that's all I'll say about that, cuz it's just kind of weird, and I feel bad about it kind of...and I think, in the long run, we all affect each other some how-and though that...
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wren:
That's a good representation of Tim Burton! He's gotten a bit doughy and saggy over the years, especially in the face.
lilianna:
i havent really been anywhere, just everywhere i go i have no internet, so no sg..
More...although boring...random thoughts: by HORUS73
1)Right now, I'm on day number fucking 4 of one of the wrost fucking headaches I've had in a while.
2)I had ramen noodles for lunch today, 3 packages...and 3 chili dogs for dinner(actually 5 cut up into three buns, yeah, I cut them up to get rid of them, because I only had 3 buns-who's the fucking idiot that...
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1)Right now, I'm on day number fucking 4 of one of the wrost fucking headaches I've had in a while.
2)I had ramen noodles for lunch today, 3 packages...and 3 chili dogs for dinner(actually 5 cut up into three buns, yeah, I cut them up to get rid of them, because I only had 3 buns-who's the fucking idiot that...
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lemuria:
that was a funny part. i loved the part where chris became part of the take on me video. that was great!!!
i loved the part where chris became part of the take on me video. that was great!!! 
wardy:
I didn't know that guys used face masks..hrrmmm.
hope things get better!
hope things get better!
Hello again,
And I fear, for those of you that have little or no patience, much like myself...you may not want to read on, as I'm begining to rant and babble about my life, or life itself in general.
I've had so much time to my self lately, more than I've been used to over the past year or so. And, as it seems-some times...
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And I fear, for those of you that have little or no patience, much like myself...you may not want to read on, as I'm begining to rant and babble about my life, or life itself in general.
I've had so much time to my self lately, more than I've been used to over the past year or so. And, as it seems-some times...
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lemuria:
that makes me think about soul groups and karmic connections people have. 
goodnight
goodnight
wardy:
sometimes just letting it all out is the best thing.